TGI..T

just when we thot working 4 days a week in 3 weeks in a row is sangat BEST, thats when series of works come in bundle, and i mean, BUNDLE. and conveniently its the ENd of the year, so.. evrybody wants to kejar the dateline! evrything has to be submitted b4 end of the yr! nice. isnt it? keje 4 hari seminggu :s

so... THANK GOD its THURSDAY! :D weehee

CONGRATULATIONS to encik Hikmat Bin Mohd Esa, for achieving the 9As ive been babbling to u evryday about. huahauahaha. tak sia2 aku blanje kau buku latihan byk2 plus bebel2 suruh buat latihan sejarah :p

mat, kan elok je tu ko rambut pendek :p

and this is the lalat u bragged so much haritu
(takde kene ngene but i've ran out of pics kat ofis ni huahuaha)

last nite i watched Ketika Cinta Bertasbih. haha hikmat kata best gile, saya tgk ok la.. sgt la terharu nye tgk ada laki baik mcm si azzam tuh. haha seems like the extinction of the likes parallel with those of the dinosaurs. haha. okla tu cuma exaggeration. haha. hm, now tak sabar nak tunggu sambungan die keluar. bila ya? anybody in the knows mind drop me some knowledge? (aha wat a sentence eh)

so, um.. plan for cuti 3 hari:-
jumaat 25/12/2009 : go PD with family :) weehee tak sabau nye!! finally get to see some sea. ehe
sabtu 26/12/2009: stil at p.d, but petang2 balik k.l kot.
ahad 27/12/2009: papa's bday, annnnnnnd (here comes the greyish clouds covering the SUNshine on SUNday) pegi office siapkan keje for Mr. Boss...bole tak alak? hahaha hope its achievable.
(hm suddenly 3 days holiday seems so short ah?)

ok lets wrap it. i have no mood for work anymore. mau balik saje now.
later work! i see u sunday :D (with full of hopes & determination)

made my day! wee :D

ok baru tahu rupenye ky dah upload byk video budak2 2 ekor tuh kat youtube. and i stumbled on this one video yg sgt comel . hahaa iqbal comel gile ky kenape die dok copycat je watever yg luqman buat?! hahaha ok comel.

enjoy this vid :D



oh this is just a quickie, back to work! haha

p/s: ky,kenape bunyi anjing masih macam dulu, mcm anjing manje , bukan anjing rotweiler gong2. hahaha

how to succed in bassness

sometimes i wish i were chuck bass. can settle ONE matter by just ONE phone call, instead of hudreds :(

ok back tu busy-ness..

randomn #n

everyday this week i woke up in the morning and i thot "eh hari ni sabtu ke? boleh sambung tido ke?" ngantuk gileeeeeh.
and tomorrow is stil friday and all the selangor located offices are gonna be cuti n how unfortunate my office is in KL area.

hehei ive already have a picture in mind of my new blog face. hehe. hope imang will be free anytime soon to realise it :p

i kept having this mengarut idea dah 2 hari. n since blogging is all about letting ur mind do the talking, so im just gonna let this out. ok the way i used to make bread pudding is like soak the bread into a mixture of beaten (eggs, fresh milk, susu pekat manis, vanilla essence). for mayb 15mins kot and then bake in the oven. (resipi paling senang. got from nadia. haha)
so the idea is: how about if i only soak the bread in some beaten eggs + mayb some fresh milk, and then after 15 mins, try layering the soaked pieces of bread with the inti daging i used to make for macaroni bakar , then will it be somewhat like savoury bread pudding in hopes for a taste like the macaroni bakar? ala the bread-soaked-with-eggs-and-freshmilk tuh as a replacement for maceroni. whaddaya think?
ok bet im not making any sense at all huh. heheh. i will try lah. kalo tak sedap aku makan je la sorang2. haha. ala letak je cheese banyak2 on top of it, berebut sume org ;p

ok enough crap for the day. thank u all n i hate my job (ok tak pasal2).

social suicide

so ironic when i guess im (kind of) committing social suicide and at the same time i miss friends.

friends u can talk everything about n not feeling guilty about saying anything crossed ur mind
partner in crimes
partner in (good) deeds
partner in boredomness ( is there sucha word)

hm. say hello to the lonely world :s

nevertheless...
last thursday went to the lookout point @ ampang (road to hulu langat) with krun & jla. so niceeeee the view, like superb! we got to see the whole k.l. and the lights from all the houses n buildings , wonderful! am waiting for krun to upload the pics at fb. and the food was quite okay, and we hungout til late! haha

and today i spent the most amazingly relaxing sunday in the past ..wait, how many months eh.
watching house season 6, episode 1-9. and the latest episode of fringe. ahaha feels good . obviously melayan tv series is my 'thing' right now. butnow here i am hoping that tomorrow wud stil be good cuz today is impossibly hassle-free day. hm, how i hate karma, rite.

** hee looks like krun dah upload gambar kat lookout point, so here i present u.. altho, forgive me the pictures are blurry , obviously we didnt bring a tripod to hold the camera etc, but stil, u can stil see thebeautiful scenery of kl from the top hill :) (and i promise u these pictures didnt do justice)

as u sow, so shall u reap

so there would be this one fine day, where we are sitting relaxing appreciating enjoying indulging lavishing all the finest beautifulest nicest (im obviously too lazy to refer to thesaurus) things we have ever seen touched eaten our whole life . and we are at that moment in this particular Level of heaven.
then, we (metaphorically) look up and then we see there in the upper level, u see ppl (some u might know- or just ppl) up there enjoying even more more fine, beautiful even more like 100-idunno- million times better than wat we are having. and then we sigh.

hm, if only i did better in my life (that obviously has passed).
if only i know that this huge gap between wat im having and what the upper ppl are having is like comparing the size of an ant and a dinosaur (metaphorically, of course), like the things i've been missing is like RUGI GILE......

but at that point of time, ckp byk tak guna, regret2 also nothing happen lah..
cuz we both know that u reap what u sow. u'll be reaping in heaven of what u have sown (or is it sowed?) in life.

so i guess the best we can do is.. yeah, do our best, in whatever we do; in work, in study, in upholding our religion, protecting our modesty, improving our life, there is no limitation in doing good deeds. be sure (like very2 sure) that whatever we do in life, is accountable in the hereafter. accumulatedly it puts u in ur place (lets be positive here) like which level of jannah u deserve.

we dont wanna end up thinking and regretting that we could do better. thats just suck. cuz there and then, is the eternity. man, thats uh...thats really something. like FOREVER. so yeah, lets always pray to Allah that we will be rewarded with the highest level of jannah.. amiin (n dont forget to act like one who deserves to be in one :p)


oh well, im just thinking out loud..
p/s: my english is deteriorating. so watever. ignore the ugly choice of words. pls.

sin-uh-muh

why i prefer watching movies on my laptop rather than in cinemas:

1- i can pause the movie at any moment ; say if i decided to get somethin to eat, or if i NEED to go to somewhre EXTREMELY urgent like, i dont know.. toilet? maybe?
2- i can watch it aloneee, without being distracted with the surroundings ; ppl, (and their) smells, girls giggling for sumthin not that funny ..uhh yeah sumthin like that
3- my eyes wont get tired trying to catch all the movements in the big wide screen that not even half of the movie i need to start rubbing my eyes..
4- not feeling awkward watching movie alone. hah
5- i wont get irritated when edward talks smoothly (and very-slowly and usually i luve je this kinda scene) to bella cuz i need the movie to end quickly cuz need to go to the toilet like really badly cuz been holding up sangat lama and i tell u - totally spoilt the mood.
6- wont have to find seat number in the dark. i am always having trouble with this
7- oh ni paling bes--> annnd its freeee :)
8- english subtitle please. (the malay ones they provided on the screen was just too funny and potong laaa)

y i did anyway:
cuz last time twilight was released, the clear dvd soft copy took a LIFEtime to be released on the net. so yeah. terpakse! haha (yea i know nobody paksa pun)

to sum it all up:
1. mmg sah2 la definitely will watch new moon again! hahaha
2. if u think ur breath kinda smell funny, bring in clorets or chewing gum or watever cuz if u think ppl wont get distracted in that closed space whre there is no wind or watever to blow away the stink, welll.. think again.
3. sila la mintak softcopy kat krun, katenye ade, clear or not lain cite .
4. edward soo lah my husband. ok thats a cliche. oh wait, imang kata paling cliche is the reaction of all the crazy girls in the US after they watched new moon, they said : "he bit me!" oh tolong la.

can someone loves someone so selflessly , thinking only for the best of that other someone? nope. no one can. only vampires can? hahaha obviously thats bcoz theyre not real. hmph

ok sneak peek :)

Salam aidil adha evryone.. :) n have a nice weekend

pffft watevr

okay, whatthehell.

for me,
not telling simply means lying.
(what more if u even lied summore to cover up?)
n i despise the feeling of being lied to. (stil couldnt be all numb about it altho something almost similar happend recently,sorry canthelp myself)
im more pissed at the lie (or the not tellings?), and not the actual things.actually.

oh its thursday like ALREADY ..?

wahh

ive been meaaaaningg to post some pictures from jakarta & bandung trip arituh... i even dedicated one whole saturday to pick which pictures and to edit if some of them are not really candy to eyes (ape ayat ni? haha). but here we are, 4/5 days later... stil tak sempat lg nak letak! hahaha ok i promise la b4 this week habis mesti akan letak, either in blog or fb (both kot).

anywaysss
2 days ago i watched julie & julia. and typically i would be influenced by the movie and was thinking that i *do * love*cooking*or*baking sometimes. and since evryone in the office likes to bring their products (tiramisu lah, cheesecake lah, brownies cheese lah and oh wait, hari ni trifle? god bless k.nora!), i ve been thinking mayb i shud start baking balik (like if got time leh ..). of course whatever that ill be baking/cooking shall be something EASY. hahaha. n mayb i ll put the recipe here. hm, did u notice i used like 2 maybes already? so dont get ur hopes too high. as usual, its just me, rambling with a little motivation (from the movie o'course).

i figure that reading this would be a waste of ur time, so here's something. remember the last time i've been attending series of talk by Suhaib Webb when he came to Malaysia ? so there was this du'a he'd always mentioned and i ve been trying hard (ok maybe not hard enough) to know the real wordings, and arituh i read husna's blog and she did blog it! so i copied & pasted here (hope its ok tau husna ;) )

Once a man came into the Mosque of the prophet [صلى الله عليه وسلم] lamenting over his sins. The man was so overcome and saddened by his state that the Prophet [صلى الله عليه وسلم] said to him, “Say this:

اللهم مغفرتك أوسع من ذنوبي ورحمتك أرجى عندي من عملي

Allahuma maghfiratoka awsaa’ min thonoobi
Wa rahmatoka arja ‘andey min ‘amaley

"Oh Allah, your forgiveness is greater than my sins and my hope in Your mercy is greater to me than my actions”

The man said this and the Prophet [صلى الله عليه وسلم] said to him, “Say it again.” The man repeated it then the Prophet said to him, “Say it again.” The man did it and the Prophet [صلى الله عليه وسلم] said to him, “Arise for, indeed, Allah has forgiven you.”*

*This incident was related by al-Hakim with a sound chain that he considered to match the standards of Imam Muslim.

ok out of topic. yesterday there was this client of the boss. so very handsome n soft spoken n well mannered (n young of course!) !! haha this somehow assured me that these men exist . here. in malaysia. (the fact that he's married or not is irrelevant as he's just like a benchmark. haha) (although i did notice he's wearing a ring but not sure which finger :p)

freety good friday

im feeling (a bit) good today :)

like having this good vibe, and hoping it will last at least until today ends. haha

lately a bit down: having read this one novel, and its not even that good like a bit dragging but i stil need to finish it cuz obviously curious for the ending. then some movies ive watched, and theyre not that satisfying. i wonder y good movies extinct or better, y ppl produce bad ones. hm

anyways since im in a good mood, was searching for nice pictures, or anything that boost the spirit, if u know wat i mean.

so i happened to bloghopping til i found this blog. like reaaally nice blog, with very2 cool/pretty/beautiful/inspiring pictures all over. in hope that u will also find this blog is so best, i link it here.. hope it is okay for the owner. hoho.

and hey what do u know, today is friday the 13th! superstituous (yg bole membawa kepada syirik kecil hoho) aside, hope today will remain a freety good one instead of freaky.

(and of course, my boss is not in rite now., hahaha)
ok back to work !

the unintended

often in life our good intention is misinterpreted by others.
and somehow or rather leads to bigger problems.
that we , being the perpetrator, unable to handle.

hmm

rabbi yassir walaa tu'assir ya kareem

rumah kosong

sampai umah je malam td, tgk bilik tame & hikmat kosong, tapi lampu terbukak, kipas terbukak. nak marah je kenape membazir letrik nih, takde orang tapi dua-dua lampu & kipas ON.
tapi, eh, nak marah sape? hehe mel, missing u oreday :)

biase kalo seronok2 org dtg umah, kite akan ckp "senang2 dtg lagi tau!" tapi takkan nak ckp "mel, senang2 balik lagi tau!" hehe thats no need to say isnt it. cuz no matter how far u ve been away from home, home is where the heart is. sooner or later akan balik juge..hehe (lagipun, bukan senang nak balik pun kan. hahahha duit ADE, byk, bersepah)

alhamdulillah Allah bg kite rasa nikmat berkumpul bersama seisi keluarga, bergembira bersama, beraye bersame, bermaaf2an bersame, mengecat pagar rumah bersame2, bersibuk openhouse bersame, ( i wudve put on some relevant pics here tapi malangnye kat ofis takde sume gamba tuh. mental picture sudey) .

Alak doa kepada Allah, mudah2an kite sekeluarge diberi peluang mengecapi nikmat2 seperti di atas lagi and many more some other time :)

wah. setelah sekian lama menyepi, agak matang ye post kali ni (ceh tu pun dah abes matang laaa!) . mungkin ini menunjukkan penulis sudah:-
- mencapai suku abad
- berjalan ke jakarta & bandung (jauh perjalanan, luas pengalaman, menambah ilmu, mematang fikiran. tak pasal!)
- melalui beberapa lifechanging experiences.

insyaAllah i'll update our Jakarta& Bandung trip -pics & experience . some other time..
thisis only a short update. or mayb im just missing blogging? poyo.

All the best kepada tame , wishing u all the good things u deserve.
gudluck to hikmat yg sedang menjalani PMRi. mesti ko bleh buat punye!
rumah kembali kosong . hm

tension gile keje.

terpakse buat2 menguap nak kaver mata berair.

somebody stop the time, pls

according to imang, bus station is where the bus stops, train station is where the train stops.

so.. here's my new work station


where all my work stops. haha.

tgk skrin paling kantoi kot, tgh tgk gamba ammar @ husna's fb - sgt cute ammar.

the more bz i get, the more i will divert my attention to anywhere else.
now im updating this, and considering of watching the Proposal.

oh tadi i slipped and terjatuh tergolek depan bilik air bawah. sangat2 sakit T_T fes time gua jatuh tegolek gitu.. wuwu

note to self: watever u decide to do 2nite, make sure u finish ur work okeh!!

treating ourselves in ramadhan :)

ramadhan kareem,

tonite is imang's shift accompanying adak @ hosp.
adak is getting better, i hope. although her bp i stil quite high, but a good progress i can see if were to compare with masa mula2 she was admitted. lets pray for her yeah..

just now me plus my good ol buddies buka puasa sama2, treating each other by bringin our handmades and memakan22 at atikah's beutiful house at puchong..

just recently i found a good & simple recipe to make a good pasta, so i (as in me & imang) made a pasta tadi (1 loyang gua buat utk dibawa ke umah atikah, another imang buat for rumah & seisi keluarga)...this is our 2nd attempt btw. let the pics tell u the stories :)

selepas saya menumis inti daging & imang prepared the white sauce, but before we layered the ingredients in the loyang

upacara melapis / layering the ingredients dalam loyang. sila rujuk recipe di bawah.

dah siap layered, we put cheddar shredded cheese, and grated some mozarella shredded yg dah ter bercantum so kene sagat balik kasi die halus2 gitu

this if after about 5 minutes i put mine in the oven

hm.. mine is done and ready to be packed and travelled to puchong :)

and here's the recipe for this delishs meal, taken from http://www.myresipi.com/top/detail/447

Easy Pasta Bake

Bahan-bahan ( 6 orang kot )

• 500 gram pasta (sepeket pasta jenis pendek either penne, farfalle, shell or macaroni)
• 300 gram daging cincang (pilih ayam atau lembu)
• 1 ulas bawang putih – dicincang halus
• 1 labu bawang besar – dicincang halus
• 1 tin sedang tomato puri
• 1 tin cendawan butang - dihiris
• 1 biji lada benggala - didadu
• 1 kiub stok ayam atau lembu – ikut jenis daging yang digunakan
• 1 batang carrot – didadu
• 1 batang celery – didadu
• 1 sudu teh herba Oregano kering (dapatkan di mana-mana supermarket/hypermarket)
• 1 helai Bay leaf kering (kalau taknak beli boleh juga gantikan 2 helai daun salam/ serai kayu segar)*
• Parutan keju samada Cheddar/Mozzarela/Romano atau Parmesan
• 3 sudu besar minyak zaitun (kalau taknak beli boleh pakai minyak masak biasa)
• Garam dan gula secukup rasa
• Bahan sos putih :
• 2 sudu besar butter
• 1 sudu besar tepung gandum
• 2 kotak susu segar ( saya guna 2 kotak kecil Susu Dutch Lady full cream je)
• Secubit lada hitam dan garam

Cara-cara

1. Rebus 2 liter air dalam periuk besar, masukkan 2 sudu teh garam. Bila air mendidih baru masukkan pasta. Kacau sekali-sekala dan masukkan satu sudu teh minyak zaitun (atau minyak masak) agar pasta tak melekat. Bila pasta sudah lembut angkat dan toskan.
2. Buat inti daging. Goreng bawang besar dan bawang putih. Jangan dibiar garing, cukup sekadar bawang layu. Kemudian masukkan daging cincang. Goreng hingga daging keperangan.
3. Masukkan carrot, cendawan, lada benggala (capsicum) dan celery. Kacau sebati.
4. Masukkan tomato puri. Jika nampak terlampau kering masukkan sedikit air. Jangan sampai berkuah pula.
5. Masukkan kiub ayam/lembu (hancurkan dan tabur, jangan masuk seketul) herba Oregano dan Bay leaf. Biar mendidih dan naik bau.
6. Masukkan gula dan garam secukup rasa. Garam tak perlu banyak sebab stok dah masin. Bila nampak pekat dan agak kering, tutup api dan ketepikan.
7. Buat sos putih. Masak butter atas api kecil (jangan sampai perang). Bila semua butter dah cair dan berbuih, taburkan tepung gandum, kacau cepat-cepat dengan senduk kayu. Kacau dalam 3-4 minit, kemudian masukkan susu segar.
8. Masukkan garam dan serbuk lada hitam. Kacau hingga nampak sos sudah bersalut di belakang senduk kayu (agak pekat ). Tutup api.
9. Cara melapis : Dalam bekas tahan panas (saya guna Pyrex. Pakai loyang kek pun boleh, tapi kalau pakai Pyrex boleh angkat terus hidang), mulakan dengan lapisan pasta, tabur rata. Lepas tu lapisan inti daging, kemudian ratakan sos putih.
10. Teruskan melapis dan akhiri dengan taburan parutan keju di lapisan paling atas.
11. Bakar dalam oven suhu 190 darjah Celcius selama 30 minit atau sehingga keju cair dan keperangan. Siap untuk dimakan, yummm!!

*alak: ive always hv trouble finding bay leaves (watever that is ;p) and mama said its ok to substitute with serbuk ketumbar (i dunno if it would taste the same or wat, though)

i think the menu is quite clear & simple. if I can do it, of course evbrybody can and bole buat lg sedap! hehe goodluck :)
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atikah & husna

diorang ni sume arrived early at atikah's while i as usual was late, arrived there after azan maghrib has long ended..

eza & atikah

khadeeja, atikah's 2nd daughter :), comel gile, jenis tak kesah org, muke blur & suke makan (and makan makanan org). haha comel sgt..

we chatted until 12, kesian gile eza, balik lambat ke klang, tak tau jalan and siap sesat ke putrajaya kate husna..siann!! sorry eza we kept u so long plak.. tuh la lame sgt tak jumpe, got a lot of catchups to do .. hm next time better make a day reunion lah kan, then can get longer time together. hm wateverla, it was great anyway meeting them:D

thats all now.. toodles~~ (rasa cam playhouse disney tak toodles2?..)

ramadhan treat

salam peeps, how re u treating ramadhan so far?

currently im extremely sleepy, due to the lack of sleep i had last nite.

long story short (okay not that short) ; adak got admitted to the GH, and so i teman her last nite. it was a 3rd class punye ward, and so it was crowded with so many2 katil..apparently there was a lady patient beside adak's bed and she had a critical diabetic i might say, and dang she was stil young for a diabetic patient! i think she's around 25-33 kot umur dia.

she had been whining loudly & meracau2 last nite complaining
'sakitnyaa... ya Allah..'
'makkk sakit maaakk..'
'mak buat apa tuh?? sakit sgt ni mak..'
'mana mak ni..tak sayang kat angah ke..'
'adui makkk skait sgt ni... aduii..'
'Allah..sakitnya..bila nak sihat ni..'
'aaahhh adui.. nak mati dah ni.. tak larat dah ni mak'

(looking at me and said) 'akak...sakit kak....' and i didnt know how to react and asked her: nak panggil nurse ke? to that she said 'huh?' and i repeated myself. and again she said 'huh?' wah i sungguh confused. and i thot 'or mayb she was talking to herself like she was talking to her mom..'

dan mcm2 lagi...sangat kesian okay.

and she was alone, no mom by her side. i was so scared, and dumbfounded too cuz i dunno what to do, and everyone heard her, including the nurses so i dont think i should call the nurses for her (or should i?) i saw the nurses wouldnt seem to bother sgt so i thot it was normal for her to screaming in pain like that.. but the nurses did came to her now and then asking which part yg sakit etc2..n sometimes heard them told her 'mak pegi keje la tu..' (??) and the nurse jotted down some report on her

and i cant figure whichpart yang she was so in pain cuz i didnt see any physical injury, only some (ok banyak) jarum2 yg cucuk2 kat tangan utk masuk drip , ada urinary tube jugak kot..huu sgt kesian!!

so when the doctor started their rounds this morning, one doctor read the lady's report and saw the nurses wrote sumthing like 'been crying the whole nite' and all the doctors at that part of the ward they all ended up gathered at her bed checking to see whats wrong, and the lady said sakit susah nak bernafas, rasa cucuk2 la etc and one (i think he's either MO or specialist - the one who knows her case) tall doctor decided dgn cepat to cucuk (or tebuk?huu tatau) near her stomach area ke apa.. and the nurses started to tutup the tirai around her bed and i couldnt see what re they doing to the lady.

and my shift ended to be replaced by dayah (our cousin) . i texted dayah jugak last nite pastu dayah oso asked bout the lady tu sbb drpd siang smalam she kept on mengadu sakit, mengerang kesakitan. so when i met dayah this morning, i told her what happened.

by thetime i got home, dayah texted me 'alak, jiran kite dah takde..' and of course i thot about the diabetic young lady straight away! innalillahiwainnailaihi raajiun..
terkejut! i thot the pain she was experiencing was temporary and really gonna go away but Allah knows best. with taht condition, sgt kesian dia if to carry on with her life like that..

to sum it all up:-
1) profession as doctor/nurse, really requires a highhh level of tolerance and gonna need lots of passion and lots n lots of patience
2) to maintain ur health no matter how young or healthy u think u are
(kesahnye that arwah has been using the insulin since high skool.. kesian sgt kan)
3) appreciate ur health, ur freedom of access to go anywhere, by ur own.
Allahumma 'afini fi badani, Allahumma 'afini fi sam'i, Allahumma 'Afini fi basori. amiin
4) i wouldnt mind doctors/nurses gaji tinggi2, kerjaya mereka sgt mulia (dan mencabar dan susah)!
5) thats why i didnt get enough sleep last nite.
(oh well i didnt really go to the hospital just to get a friggin sleep did i? ;p)

some phones

i want one!

(ok, rediculously expensive unaffordable prices aside)

i used to want the iPhone,everything about it is so tempting to me. the body, the look , the canggih OS (ceh amende tah tu), all. but i dont think i could type smses with that touch screen very well, so i ve been wanting a touch screen with a keyboard.

then i saw Nokia N97 no-uh, i think its like too bulky and doesnt really have that very kool look. i oso dont fancy the way when it slides to show the keyboard, the screen is kinda tilted ke atas like that. hm. moving on,

i saw Samsung Omnia Pro 2 B7610

and i like it! (or, liked it.haha) looks kinda kool. but just now i saw this model pulak. dunno whether its just some rumours saying this fon bakal keluar jugak, cun jugak the design


katenye omnia siblings jugak le.. ke.. if its already out there, i wouldnt know . heh

however thats not this post is about.
ive found THE one ;) (mampu tak mampu tu another different chapter, book, story, library, or bookshop :p)

tenterennn... presenting... lu tgk la sendiri. hihikss



Nokia N900.
peh..almost got bleeding nose jugak just watching the ads :D the graphic pun sangat cungg!
mahu mahu mahu all the wayy~~

ok alak, sile la save some money evry month if u wanna buy the fon. man jadda wa jada, rite?
(save some money = gonna take longer time, and by the time (and IF berjaya save pun) dah ade duit, hopefully the price is lower already. haha. = for now i use my current one je le. alhamdulillah masih bole gune dgn sempurna. haha

just in case u guys tatau and nak tau la, the price range sume fon di atas around -+2500 . (memang tak aaa aku nak beli dalam mase terdekat kan. and longer time will it takes for me to raise such amount of monay. hahaha) well bak kata mama, alah berangan bukan kene bayor pun ;p

HOWEVER, no im not saying i despise all the above fon yang lain2 tuh, if some one fine day ada orang bermurah hati nak sedekahkan (what more in this highly blessed ramadhan) to me either one of the above, mmg takde la aku nak tolak kan. hahaha. apetah lagi iPhone wuuu T_T sangat mahu kot?

i know! i shudnt be writing about this (and u shouldnt be reading this sampai habis too ;p), but after seeing the N900's ads, cant stand loh. hoho.

ok more benefitable posts coming up. (amin.) till then, selamat beramal!

*wats wrong with me, i had to check with dictionary.com how to spell ridiculous? (ni dah betul punye, baru cek td) wah i used to won spelling bee contest zaman keremajaan dulu kala?!

Kueh Raya: Malatops Crispy

salam ramadhan!

in my previous post i did advertise my nenek's kueh (not originally made by nenek, tp nenek yg tempahkan and bwk kan ke k.l)

so here are the pics, stolen from uswah's and for further explanation pasal kueh ni bleh klik her entry :)
( im like the K.L agent, uswah pula selangor. hahaha.)

Nama kuih: Malatops Crispy
Bahan-bahan dlm kuih: Butter, Tepung gandum, Gula, Coklat Chip, Badam cincang, Cornflakes
Harga: RM 20.00 sahaja!
For orders: boleh contact Aalaa' @ 012 374 3696
we can deliver to K.L/selangor area only.
also, cash on delivery. okey :)
oh lagi satu, stocks can be delivered only after 3rd Sept 2009 ni :)

(malatops pic without flash)

malatops with flash (lebih menyelerakan bukan?)

satu bekas ni rm20 je.

oh2, and, for the record, kueh ni mmg sedap sgt22!! hahaha. true story.

cant wait for 31st Aug!

cuz of the holiday of kos..


Selamat berpuasa kepada semua umat islam!
May we have a great fully utilized ramadhan this time around okey :)

here are some updates (is there a word as downdate? haha -ok not funny), :-

• i feel like emotionally, im dying :( ceh konon (ok la, ye sbenanye. ok la tak. ok i am starting to sound retard)
• evrytime ramadhan is near, i would say 'haa dah nak puasa dah? takutnyee' . y, cuz i feel that time flies verry verry fast and not much ive done.
• i feel like wanna make use of this ramadhan better than last yr, i promise myself to khatam Quran this time around as the previous yrs asik tak abes ja.. :s , and i hope i wont miss teraweh this yr too
• i luv teraweh at surau sbb both my younger bros (oh bukan jo-bros ye. wek) are currently at home (tame for almost 2 months, and hikmat for his 1 week skool holidays) and both alternately jadi imam teraweh kat surau every nite (sorang 4 rakaat-while hikmat's here la). can imagine how sejuk perut mama mengandung hearing them evry nite :)
• i am really grateful and bersyukur sgt cuz these last few weeks i am truly blessed with good fooooods... alhamdulillah thank u Allah, and thank yous to ppl who initiate the effort making my stomach full and bloated somemore ;p
• thank u Allah for blessing us with a happy family. i guess thats enuff for me now(?)
• my dear senior cik puan afzan bakal berangkat ke india. bestnye kan, rasa nak ikut . haha n thank u k.af for spending some time with ur hampeh junior ni ;p baru ku tahu kl central ada kenny rogers. hahaha
• my dear senior cik izyan dah selamat bertunang. hehe. and she said "awak pun kene cepat2 cari, alak, nanti kite bleh cari brg2 kawen same2" hahaha aku teman die shopping sudey
• i love spending my saturday at the office time2 ramadhan ni. no fon calls. haha. and no need to go with the hassle of thinking wat to eat, where to get, n how lazy to go n get it. hahah (n this too applies on weekdays)
  
• wah dapat gaji dis week ke? heeee :D

as often as i ve said that i wanna shut my blog down, now im seriously considering the idea. i guess when a fren told me to 'live in reality' , it bothers me much. not that blogging isnt real, but well, sometimes i need to focus on ...well just things. other things. im sure that im not making any sense here. and watever im saying now is strictly applies only to me. oh lagi satu hal nye, the idea of exposing my uninteresting life really tak bes at all. haha.
but of course, it was just an idea. which i am seriously considering. not that ive decided anythingabout it. i mean, some ppl may need my blog to hop to other ppl's blog kot.. hahaha.

so hibernate it is for now. at least until i hv something interesting going on.

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btw anybody who's interested in buying kueh raya bernama Malatops (yg konfem sedap gile, esseh, takdo gamba) , kueh die mcm biskut raya yg biasa tuh tapi ada cornflakes & chocolate chips and sgt3 sedap. haha. yg berharga rm20 per bekas, bleh la roger i. haha im just promoting for my nenek. if we are in the same office, i wud ve let u taste it oredi.
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cepatla 31st august!! so i can sleep and mope around and sleep again. mengaji banyak2 n beribadah ;)

happily never after

so much for being optimistic huh..



nah,, its just my fave song for the moment :)
hehe oh well, dont we all hope for a happily N' ever after?
lets amin to that.

there is one clip of this song with twilight background (edward, bella, some scripts from new moon- i loike ;p), ppl in utube says this song suits New Moon best, so for twilight lovers, here

p/s: i didnt finish watching the animation (happily never after), so cant gv any comment on it yet. tgk la kalo rajin karang sambung la. citenye mcm quite interesting.

this is sweet

admittedly i hv a sweet tooth. i have this strong urge of love for everything that is sweet. well no need to guess that i inherited it from my papa. hahaha. salahkan ayah kau pula!

anyways, after poyo2 mentioning about sweet dream prior to this entry, here i present u this short & utterly SWEET story. sent from a fren to our mailing list.

happy reading!

~~oo~~

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's,arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.

I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch, and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound.

On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.

The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health; he told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease.

As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.

I was surprised, and asked him, 'And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are'? He smiled as he patted my hand and said, 'She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is'.

I had to hold back tears as he left; I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought, 'That is the kind of love I want in my life'.

True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be. With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there is one that comes along that has an important message. This one I thought I could share with you.

The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have.

I hope you share this with someone you care about. I just did.

'Life isn't about how to survive the storm, But how to dance in the rain.'

~~oo~~

pls do come true

i had a sweeeet dream last nite. (or is it morning already at that time? masa guruh2 ujan lebat and i pulled up the quilt aihh sedapnye tido ujan2)

just remembering it brings me smile today :)



if only dreams come true?

caterpillar & malaysia Kita

Caterpillar in the tree
How u wonder who u'll be
cant go far but u can always dream
wish u may and wish u might
dont u worry
hold on tight
i promise u there will come a day
butterfly fly away
u got ur wings now u cant stay
take those dreams
and make them all come true
butterfly, fly away

(ulat bulu dah naik daun...)

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i am holding a Malaysia Kita book.
oh boy, it is indeed a thick one, no kidding.
i have shown a clear expression that i truly hate being called again to seat the tough exam.
i mean, this is only my 2nd time, and the 1st time i didnt study much. huh.
so why suddenly being called again ticked me off? y the sudden need to study?
well there are reasons:
1) one of my fren got called to seat the exam n this is his 1st time.
so if he passed, and i dont = malunye ok!
2) i just need to know what to write. even if the answers got all wrong.
its just that at my 1st time, the state of being shocked to see the kind of questions they asked and not being able to answer (although i grinned my answers all the way from morning till noon), well it was just sucky.
3) i browsed over the internet and saw alllll the comments on the PTD exam and most of them either comprised of these 3:-
i- the questions are all susah (which i already know)
ii- read the Malaysia Kita book, and u'll be fine (which i am holding now. oo..okay, so i just put it aside so i can type this down-duh)
iii- whether u read the book or not, if u got cable, ure in, man!

....and the third comment was .. disturbing!
i hate those cable thing. arent we like..in the 21st century where evrything is wireless man? urgh..
so i pray to Allah, may this exam be a swell for me ;)
i mean it s not like i really want the PTD spot (yes i hv also read over the internet some ppl's unpleasing thots bout this post-or the officers. haha)
i just wanna pass this exam. and forget the whole thing later. obviously i know even if u pass this exam, stil got 2 more : the physical exam & the interview (which i dont even dare to think about it.)

so..marilah belajar!

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ohh the caterpillar thing up there: i just watched hannah montanna the movie. hahaha.
well the movie was okay.
truly love the scene where she sang with her dad after the rain. so beautiful & sweet.

si Garang

saya telah menjadi seorang perempuan yang garang.
oh well, maksud saya lebih garang daripada dulu.

reminds me when i was in U, had a lecturer who (at that time) was not married. (lets call her L, for lecturer) and she was, well needless to say sangat3 garang that it always took a lot of courage showing up at her class (for a usually latecomer on monday morning) let alone the tutorial (which btw is obligatory and if we wanted to tuang the class had to come up with very good reason) . and i remember that for every tutorial, we wud say "eh nak pegi ke tak aa? kite tak bace lagi" which of wat happened if u havent prepared for the tutorial. oh and when i did prepare for the class (this rarely happens. haha) and i answered wrongly when L asked question(s) this would appear in mind "daymn. shudve ponteng tadi. toldja" while face started to heaten.
oh well do u really need to ask? that semester i got the grade which ppl wont be proud of.

the next sem, lotsa other students whos gonna be taking the subject were advised by the student who had /had not passed the subject not to take it with L cuz not only L was very2 fierce, we also cudnt really understand the subject (hence the grade) . come to think of it, its not that hard , the subject. (my personal opinion). so u can understand why other sections (with other lecturers) were full, and only the section with that particular L was not, and some students were so unlucky (we thought so, at first) that they were left without a choice but to study under L.

Good things definitely happen when we least expected them.

that particular semester, according to rumours, they saw L with a ring on her finger. and much to our surprise, that sem, that few students who were studying with L, got good grades, and we heard not much complains from them. (even a scold was not been heard?)

my point here is,
is it really? once a woman (garang or not, but in this context, the garang ones) got hitched (married or engaged or wtv) she will turn to be nicer?? or is it just the hormone? haha (although i dont know how to explain y i said that- the connection of hormone flow and a relationship). or.. its actually by choice? kalau dah garang tuh, garang jugak, kawen/tunang or not. anybody with experience, mind to shed me some lights ? :)

oh well, i know myself (i think) . and the reason im turning to be garang are all stemmed from the st*upi*d LHD*N who thought by imposing the online adjudication would speed things and make things easier. er.. yea,, if u mean by speed is the speed of snail.

2hours 15mins

i find this funny;
true love is like ghosts
which everybody talks about and few have seen.

and;

the power in a relationship lies to the one who cares less.
how true eh?

but,

power is not happiness. happiness is perhaps acquired through caring more of the other

ok saje je...

how boring is today. (and the days before...)
thank God its friday :)
yeay another 2hours & 16 minutes :D
this post is a waste. i got it -,-

oh just a side note:
i hate the discussions @ la*w*yersta*lk i ve been receiving in mailbox since yesterday. about muslim women to be flogged coz kantoi drinking.
i was strucked y the so called sis in i*sl*a*m came to question the prohibition of liquor. really? dont u not know about it already or as af said, ure trying to legalize watever beliefs u proclaim to hold on to. i remember wise persons once told, "ppl like this, makin dilayan makin dia suke."
hmmm...tapi mcm ada sakit di hati .

lets hear 'em :)

salam

been attending the series of talk held by the Young Muslims Project. Most talks i attended were given by Imaam Suhaib Webb. (like the coolest imam ever met.wow.)
(u might as well google him now. sangat bagus orangnya! oh and bes!)

and the talks were all.. AWESOME! no exaggeration here needed.

i personally think all of u readers should try go & listen to the talks too :)

well as for now, there'll only be 3 talks left, one would be at MMU tonite entitled Revenge of the Fallen: Facing the Deceptions (yes do i need to remind that i havent watched transformers2 yet? so pls no spoilers. haha) and at the same time Brother Hamzah (i think, and cant remember his last name) will also be conducting a talk entitled "What it means to be a Muslim Today" held at KGPA (Kelab Golf Perkhidmatan Awam, Bukit Kiara) and the other (the last) one will be at UIA (haha back to skewl y'all!) entitled Synchronized Quran & Sunnah by Imam/Bro Suhaib Webb.

oh for better clarity on the events, u may as well view this pamphlet :) (as usual, click pic to enlarge, and click at it again to zoom)

dosage

nope, nobody likes a moper (is there sucha word?)

so after an essential amount of happiness dosage i got from our usrah trip yesterday, im hoping to terminate the moping session the downer in me just posted in the previous post.
so, kindly slash the below/previous post from ur reading. ok.

hah. will upload the pics once i got hold of them. (there again the cliche promises. haha)

about the trip? seriously i dunno where to begin. the place is sgt cantek like u wudnt believe that ure actually in an oil palm plantation ! (eh itu ke maksud ladang kelapa sawit? haha)

nanti la bila dah letak gambo leh explain.
kerja3

yeayyy

sungguh anti klimaks, tu. tajuk tu, dengan isi post ini.

pada pemerhatian saya, semua orang mengalami masa masa down. tapi baru2 ini saya memerhati diri saya dan mendapati saya mengalami sindrom down (no,not the other meaning) agak kerap malahan hari2.

saya percaya bahawa sindrom down ini tidak boleh dilayan. makin dilayan, makin merapu dan menjadikan saya seorang yang pemarah, emosional,dan tidak mempunyai daya pemikiran yang stabil.

seseorang yg diamanahkan memikul tanggungjawab menggalas amanah orang lain malahan pula kini mempunyai daya pemikiran yg tidak stabil? wah adakah ini masanya saya menggunakan perkataan "sungguh ironi sekali"?

tak perlu lah saya mengutarakan sebab musabab kenapa sindrom down ini melanda. kerana saya juga kurang arif apakah sebab2nya in particular. ataupun mungkin saya amat arif apakah sebab2 tersebut tetapi tidak dapat menukilkannya di sini kerana sebab nya banyak dan ada yang terlalu rambang, ada pula yang saya paling tahu mengapa. tetapi tidak guna lagi sekiranya tahu sebabnya tetapi tidak jumpa pula jalan penyelesaiannya. wah saya kira penulisan hari ini sungguh berbelit dan membuatkan para pembaca (sekiranya ada yg terjebak) berasa menyampah dan sungguh merapu.

mungkin itu tujuan saya.

kadang2 saya rasa mahu tutup blog sbb saya semakin hari semakin menjadi orang yg tidak interesting, bak kata mat saleh. lalu bakal mengheret para pembaca mengalami sindrom down seperti saya dan itu tidak bagus. dan lebih tidak bagus, para pembaca bakal mengetahui state of mind saya (yang cetek ini, i could say).

state of mind. saya meneliti, blog adalah cermin kepada kehidupan dan sekaligus state of mind seseorang. seperti saya, well cukuplah berckp tentang saya dan apa2 yg buruk tentang saya kerana semua sudah arif kerana saya sendiri yg suka ulang2. haha.

tetapi pada kadang-kadang yang lain, saya mahu pula transform (ye, saya tak tgk lg transformers dan sila jgn bagi spoiler sbb saya mmg tak suka) blog bosan saya ini kepada scrapbook. seperti meletakkan gambar2 yang fun2 dan cantik2 sahaja. kool bukan? saya malahan am working on the idea of it. haha. tetapi bagaimana pula dengan gambar2 atau peristiwa yg buruk2 yg telah / bakal berlaku kepada saya? oh saya harap tidak byk peristiwa buruk yg bakal berlaku. tetapi siapa yang tahu.

tetapi saya kadang2 terfikir, apa lah salahnya kalau saya sekadar meng update blog ini dengan apa jenis jua peristiwa yang berlaku. buruk, baik. ianya bagi saya afterall is the reflection of one's life. sekiranya saya ingat2 kembali, salah satu tujuan saya berblog / memblog adalah supaya satu hari nanti bila saya sudah tua (diam tak diam sudah dekat 3 tahun saya memblog. tak cukup tua lagi kah?) saya boleh baca kembali dan laugh it off whatever i have wrote here. mungkin salah satu cara menyedarkan diri saya bahawa kita masih ada hari esok untuk berubah ke arah kebaikan (wah sounds sungguh beriltizam bukan? hehe) . tetapi bagaimana dengan para pembaca sekiranya ada? adakah mereka akan terbosan sekali dengan blog ini? dengan posting2 saya yg tidak memberi faedah kpd mereka? mungkin ini lah masanya saya menggunakan frasa "the hell with them" . afterall, ini adalah blog saya. oh kenapa pula saya sounds sungguh emo? kini baru saya dapat figure that menulis di dalam bahasa melayu sangat asyik dan membuatkan saya susah nak berhenti. hehehe.

baiklah, nampaknya sudah panjang saya merapu tak tentu hala dan sudah seperti bermonolog pula, bertanya dan menjawab pertanyaan sendiri. oh fikiran saya mmg tak tetap dan berubah2 like that. tapi mcm ada perasaan seronok berkata2 kosong seperti ini. oleh itu, untuk meraikan tajuk di atas, saya ingin mengumumkan saya cuti esok, so YEAYYYYSSS!!! :)))

dan hari seterusnya pula, kerja33 sampai lebam. ah pedulikan hari itu, itu adalah cerita di kemudian hari. buat sementara ini, rasakan kemanisan esok :)

eyes on the prize

this better be quick.

i have to finish (at least) these 3 things:-
thing A
thing B
thing C

(client confidentiality la kunun . haha wek2)

and the reward?
greek epi 21 & 22 yg tak disangka2 rupanya wujud!!

cepat2... eyes on the prize uu yeh!

haha yela2 saye la kucing hitam itu, sedang merenung cappie yg golden fish itu. tapi terhalang ngan bowl kaca(the assigments) haha takpasa!

enjoy the ride

:)

they did it again :)

yeay my favorite band did it again.
wah i can listen to this song (and this song only!) all day.




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i am so broke now :s hak2 sendiri cari pasal. amik ubat! ;p

wah2 gather some claps for urs truly, for i have been coming EARRLAYY to office dah (or baru) 2 days in a row, and balik lambat some more. hiks.. mcm bes jugak u know, able to do things at the quiet moment; when the fon doesnt ring like all the time , and boss is nowhere to gv instruction also like all the time . haha. i got to work within my own space (ey i did mention since forever that im quite (or is it very?) slow in certain things (if not most :p).

hmm.. im thinking to do something in life lah. something to spice things up, just becos. well i guess no need for excuses cuz my life has been deadly boring thus far. some plans nampaknye didnt manage to execute. haha. so.. since uve read this, throw some ideas will u? ;) i'll appreciate even the stupedest ones ..haha

uswah's wedding Pics 2

Reception, 31st May 2009, BBU, Johor Bahru

phew~ ok penatnye susun2 gambar & upload here ~,~
ok pics are mostly comprised of pengantins' pics & frens & family.
specially dedicated to tame & ky yg di perantauan, and oso to rakan2 yg nak tgk gamba kawen uswah. hehe enjoy :)

faris (anak farhana) with alya & mikail (anak pakcik zali)

pama, takudin, pakcik zali, jaid, pc udin

ayah pengantin a.k.a pakcik khairudin, nenek, auntie dayat (ibu pengantin) n ahmad

urs truly & sis & pengantin

ok rombongan sudah sampai. too bad masa ni kompang tak muncul2 so the rombongan pengantin laki disambut & diarak beriringan ngan selawat hehe

pengantin & frens. they all came all the way from kl tuhh... tq2

our family yg dtg. bangah, kakngah, kimi ammar tak dpt dtg cuz their car broke down at ayer keroh, on the way to jb, :(

pengantins with in laws :)

pengantins yg keletihan & hanaa yg kecemburuan melihat kemesraan mereka. (hanaa was quite merajuk aritu cuz mak angkat (uswah) jadi pengantin sorang2 . hak2amni nailah, anak pakck udin yg sungguh cantik walau masih kecil.

pakcik zali & family. on the right is nadrah or 'ayang' as what she & pakcik udin's family call her.haha


adik2 pengantin perempuan. (piah kite tak jumpe gamba awak di hari berkenaan!)


our relatives from sulawesi & jakarta. the one in orange is alisya yg tame suke no main mase kat jakarta. kan? wah die mmg comel tapi nakal! haha

ok next wil try to upload gamba reception at penang pulak.
phew~

need to go breakfast n jemur kain first. bibik takes leave today , yeay rumah bole senyap sket ;p

Uswah's Wedding Pics :)

Ok so selamat Pengantin Baru kepada Puan Uswah & Tuan (erk) Zayd.
hee.. enjoy the pics :)

Nikah session, 30th May 2009

uswah sedang diready2kan oleh makcik diyana a.k.a mak andam .

uswah yang mmg suke berangan ;p

kami2 yg memenuhkan bilik pengantin for moral supportmama with daughters + anak angkat (puan pengantin) . haha


makcik diyana (mak andam), suhaib&uwa, hantaran (separuh)


zayd muka saspen tp control macho. (uswah tgh ngintai mase nih., haha)
alhamdulillah, dah settle lepas 2 lafaz (thanx to papa ;p)


pengantin baru with pengantin2 lama. hehe

(oh kecuali saya & imang yg tersesat di situ)

pengantin with new family :)

Wah, i was thinking to combine all the receptions in one post, but then, makin bertambah byk lah pule. so ive to separate lah. ok this is uswah's wedding pic part 1 :) more coming in the next post.