ramadhan treat

salam peeps, how re u treating ramadhan so far?

currently im extremely sleepy, due to the lack of sleep i had last nite.

long story short (okay not that short) ; adak got admitted to the GH, and so i teman her last nite. it was a 3rd class punye ward, and so it was crowded with so many2 katil..apparently there was a lady patient beside adak's bed and she had a critical diabetic i might say, and dang she was stil young for a diabetic patient! i think she's around 25-33 kot umur dia.

she had been whining loudly & meracau2 last nite complaining
'sakitnyaa... ya Allah..'
'makkk sakit maaakk..'
'mak buat apa tuh?? sakit sgt ni mak..'
'mana mak ni..tak sayang kat angah ke..'
'adui makkk skait sgt ni... aduii..'
'Allah..sakitnya..bila nak sihat ni..'
'aaahhh adui.. nak mati dah ni.. tak larat dah ni mak'

(looking at me and said) 'akak...sakit kak....' and i didnt know how to react and asked her: nak panggil nurse ke? to that she said 'huh?' and i repeated myself. and again she said 'huh?' wah i sungguh confused. and i thot 'or mayb she was talking to herself like she was talking to her mom..'

dan mcm2 lagi...sangat kesian okay.

and she was alone, no mom by her side. i was so scared, and dumbfounded too cuz i dunno what to do, and everyone heard her, including the nurses so i dont think i should call the nurses for her (or should i?) i saw the nurses wouldnt seem to bother sgt so i thot it was normal for her to screaming in pain like that.. but the nurses did came to her now and then asking which part yg sakit etc2..n sometimes heard them told her 'mak pegi keje la tu..' (??) and the nurse jotted down some report on her

and i cant figure whichpart yang she was so in pain cuz i didnt see any physical injury, only some (ok banyak) jarum2 yg cucuk2 kat tangan utk masuk drip , ada urinary tube jugak kot..huu sgt kesian!!

so when the doctor started their rounds this morning, one doctor read the lady's report and saw the nurses wrote sumthing like 'been crying the whole nite' and all the doctors at that part of the ward they all ended up gathered at her bed checking to see whats wrong, and the lady said sakit susah nak bernafas, rasa cucuk2 la etc and one (i think he's either MO or specialist - the one who knows her case) tall doctor decided dgn cepat to cucuk (or tebuk?huu tatau) near her stomach area ke apa.. and the nurses started to tutup the tirai around her bed and i couldnt see what re they doing to the lady.

and my shift ended to be replaced by dayah (our cousin) . i texted dayah jugak last nite pastu dayah oso asked bout the lady tu sbb drpd siang smalam she kept on mengadu sakit, mengerang kesakitan. so when i met dayah this morning, i told her what happened.

by thetime i got home, dayah texted me 'alak, jiran kite dah takde..' and of course i thot about the diabetic young lady straight away! innalillahiwainnailaihi raajiun..
terkejut! i thot the pain she was experiencing was temporary and really gonna go away but Allah knows best. with taht condition, sgt kesian dia if to carry on with her life like that..

to sum it all up:-
1) profession as doctor/nurse, really requires a highhh level of tolerance and gonna need lots of passion and lots n lots of patience
2) to maintain ur health no matter how young or healthy u think u are
(kesahnye that arwah has been using the insulin since high skool.. kesian sgt kan)
3) appreciate ur health, ur freedom of access to go anywhere, by ur own.
Allahumma 'afini fi badani, Allahumma 'afini fi sam'i, Allahumma 'Afini fi basori. amiin
4) i wouldnt mind doctors/nurses gaji tinggi2, kerjaya mereka sgt mulia (dan mencabar dan susah)!
5) thats why i didnt get enough sleep last nite.
(oh well i didnt really go to the hospital just to get a friggin sleep did i? ;p)