tomorrow

salam
its been a while. (well not really a long-while, but yes, only 2-3-4days a while ;p)
anyways. now that ky & family have all gone to holland.. this house FEELS empty. and..not to mention that we stil havent heard a word from ky yet (and its already 5 days)..so, its just feel more.. empty. yelah, can somebody fill us in with 'ape cite ky skang? dh sampai ke belum?' hehe bak kate imang, 'imang pun risau ngalahkan mama.' and mama lak ckp 'takkan mama risau nak tunjuk pulak' ah sudah. long story short= we all worry. but papa lain pulak 'papa tak risau sbb ky ngan laki nye. kalo sorang2 tu risau jugek' and as usual, papa was right :) so..doa ape2 yg terbaik. maybe theyre stil hvg jetlags n stil settling down on many2 things. so yeah, to ky, once dah settled, gv us a buzz oraits! :D

well its 2:27 AM now. and i just finished watching how i met ur mother and the long awaited GREEK. somehow watching both my fave shows, stil cudnt erase away my nervousness. the thing is, 2moro is my 1st (mind u, FIRST. hahahaha tahpape je baru 1ST!!) appearance kat court (and hahaha keco je nak nervous2 when it'll only be depan PKP. haha) but stilllll... apehal kan nak nervous. but i guess that only contributes 60% to my adrenaline rush, the other 40% is...the incident earlier tonite. hm. nothing crucial. but its just me, juggling with my thoughts whthr to do this or that, do or not to do, and when i finally did, again the usual me 'alah apsal la tak buat dr awal' and here i am, stil thinking bout wat had happened.
ok, yes, i AM NOT making any sense here.. but thats the point. haha its just for me to keep, like they always say, some things are better left unsaid. hahaha (yes i am speaking crapss)

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have u ever somehow mistaken coincidence with fate? when factually it's just a (yet another) serriouss coincidence?
jap, do u think it's still a coincidence when we actually foresee it coming? (not that we plan it, but the possibility is there..)

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well i guess this post should be renamed as Crappie Time. but im too malas to effort any changes so..

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u know, i think im a very ironically self conflicting blog writer. (ok the words tuh itself sgt ntah la maksudnye kan) i mean, i write a blog. bla bla bla here and there, crap3 again up and down the whole blog, loafing babbling again, and yet when i know that (take X as an example) - just another prson reading my blog- i would be 'alamak, X, awak bace blog kite? malunyeee' i mean, wat was that?! i write in a BLOG lah kot kan. of which evrybody have wideopen access to it. hhahaha. so,, note to self: dont sound so surprised, and kalo tanak malu, sile jgn tulis merepek2 (u mean like now? duh)

hmmm enuff of it, mari kita tidur.......
( but i managed to make myself sounds berserabut kan? haha i scored somehow)

p.s: aalaaaa apsal greek camtuhhh ... ishhh (muahaha mesti imang n uswah tertanye2 wat hapened in greek pastu sakit hati sket cuz i dah tgk ;p) and as usual..howimeturmother best! hahahaa ted sgt shcweetto! :p

Maulidur rasul

salam maulidur rasul 1429H to u :)

"Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad): 'Sesungguhnya jika sekalian manusia dan jin berhimpun dengan bertujuan hendak membuat dan mendatangkan sebanding dengan Al-Quran ini, mereka tidak akan dapat membuat dan mendatangkan yang sebanding dengannya walaupun mereka bantu membantu sesama sendiri"

Al Isra': 88

We once had a Teacher
The Teacher of teachers,
He changed the world for the better
And made us better creatures,
Oh Allah we've shamed ourselves
We've strayed from Al-Mu'allim,
Surely we've wronged ourselves
What will we say in front him? Oh Mu'allim...
He was Muhammad salla Allahu 'alayhi wa sallam,
Muhammad, mercy upon Mankind
He was Muhammad salla Allahu 'alayhi wa sallam,
Muhammad, mercy upon Mankind,
Teacher of all Mankind.

Abal Qasim [one of the names of the Prophet]
Ya Habibi ya Muhammad (My beloved O Muhammad)
Ya Shafi'i ya Muhammad (My intercessor O Muhammad)
Khayru khalqillahi Muhammad (The best of Allah's creation is Muhammad)
Ya Mustafa ya Imamal Mursalina (O Chosen One, O Imam of the Messengers)
Ya Mustafa ya Shafi'al 'Alamina (O Chosen One, O intercessor of the worlds)

He prayed while others slept
While others ate he'd fast,
While they would laugh he wept
Until he breathed his last,
His only wish was for us to be
Among the ones who prosper,
Ya Mu'allim peace be upon you,
Truly you are our Teacher,

Oh Mu'allim..

Ya Habibi ya Muhammad (My beloved O Muhammad)
Ya Shafi'i ya Muhammad (My intercessor O Muhammad)
Ya Rasuli ya Muhammad (O My Messenger O Muhammad)
Ya Bashiri ya Muhammad (O bearer of good news O Muhammad)
Ya Nadhiri ya Muhammad (O warner O Muhammad)
'Ishqu Qalbi ya Muhammad (The love of my heart O Muhammad)
Nuru 'Ayni ya Muhammad (Light of my eye O Muhammad)

He taught us to be just and kind
And to feed the poor and hungry,
Help the wayfarer and the orphan child
And to not be cruel and miserly,
His speech was soft and gentle,
Like a mother stroking her child,
His mercy and compassion,
Were most radiant when he smiled

Abal Qasim [one of the names of the Prophet]
Ya Habibi ya Muhammad (My beloved O Muhammad)
Ya Shafi'i ya Muhammad (My intercessor O Muhammad)
Khayru khalqillahi Muhammad (The best of Allah's creation is Muhammad)
Ya Mustafa Ya Imamal Mursalina (O Chosen One O Imam of the Messengers)
Ya Mustafa ya Shafi'al 'Alamina (O Chosen One O intercessor of the worlds)
Sami Yusuf : Al Mu'allim


Allahumma Solli 'ala Muhammad..wa'ala aali Muhammad'
:))

yeay!! i've boosted my laptop to 1GB RAM.. wohoo laju seyh skang. alhamdulillah :D

c.h.a.n.t.e.k...

Hey wanita
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Menghilang segala prasangka
Di jiwa
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Dia
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Melihat kita bersama di hari tua
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Aku bilang kau chantek dan mereka setuju

Lirik Lagu Chantek - Altimet/Adeep (Fabulous Cats)

while i was driving my way back home, i listened carefully to this soothing-calming melody of this song and the lyrics, wah i love the lyrics! i wish i can be like that girl they describe in the para i highlighted green n peach, even more wonderful if i cud everrr hv a person singing those paras wholeheartedly to me ;p

(note to self: when and if u have (finally) satisfy all the qualities in the green para, only then ure allowed to ever think about k.a.w.e.n :p)

so, yeah, i was (and still am) wondering of wat to update this blog with..then came the idea of putting the above song, and oso the recent improvement of suasana in my house, with the arrival of tame and with hikmat staying at home lepaking around for approx 1 week (and yep, the number kept increasing ;p) i wud say 7-11 ini dah bertambah ceria! :) yela, extra hands in kitchen when bibik's not around hvg her holiday..sape tak suke kan.. wee heee :D and yet the bitter feeling of the thought ky & family will be departing to Negare bunge Tulips this saturday, sudah mula terasa.. T___T no more luqman running around shouting 'waleeeddd' (or 'tak alak' for that matter ;>), no more the sight of ky & dear iqbal clinging on her like a baby kangaroo in its mom's pouch, uuuu indeeed... just the thought of it suda bole bikin sedey woh.

so.. takpe lah. will blog on that later . (kate je la dah malas and/or tatau nak tulis ape2~ haharr)

so, yeah thats their definition of ulangkaji & menghafal. haha
(oklah kasi can la sbenanye diorang tgh in recess time. haha)

oh ye, to those who share the same interest watching my usuallss, here some infos. hehe

* how i met ur mother isss baaaaaaaaaaaaaacckk!! (tgh downlod nih!! huahaha)
* greek (nu season) will be aired on 24th March nihh
* gossip girl pulak sambung on April 21st . haha lambat lg

recent updates

salam ppl

lotSa things happened lately. the most heated topic evrywhere wud always be the 12th PRU which just ended verry smooothly. like gempak gile la kan B.A sapu banyak tempat . soo happy rakyat banyak dah sedar :D
lepas ni bole riak la kan "eh calon yg menang tu ayah kwn kite" "eh yg calon yg tu plak mak kwn kite" cey cey yela2.. aku stakat numpang jela populariti. haha. riya' tu ibarat semut hitam yg ade kat batu hitam di malam yg gelap.hah think ive heard that sumwhere.

anyways..here are wat happened 2-3 days back (not that anyone wud be interested to know..but watdaheck. MY blog isnt it. haha)

7 March 07
-me lepaking on bed at home, just got the news that kak mar's twins were at stake. one of them was in critical condition, was stil fighting , both were put in incubator bcuz theyre so small. pre matured baby .
-me having lunch with iman. well, not counted as lunch lah sgt cuz there were more talking than eating, end up 15mins before iman's lunch hour ended pun we havent managed to finish our lunch .
- it really was like the old days. jumpa iman, ckp byk2, cepat2, summarize all the latest updates (or even gossips summore) and then we disperse. itwas always like that. klaka je. except that this time around, gosh, i was talking and/or gossipng with a MUM! lol. as if there's a difference lah kan ;p
- after that went to PJ. woh2 SS 2 tuh ;p hahaha. anyways went there with takudin to pick up notebook he'd ordered beforehand. we managed to korek that the chinese guy yg jual tuh pun pro B.A. siap kwn2 dia call dia and he siap pesan all his frens to vote for B.A. haha that explains the landslide victory around slangor ;)

8 march 07
-the long awaited day
-i didnt get to vote cuz tak sempat nak regis. bahahaha. loser me. i know. ;p
-well, nak ckp pe lg kan pasal PRU tuh, evrybody knows almost evrything ady. so... yeah! bravo lah B.A. well, it all thanks to paklah . sbb released anwar, many ppl rose bcuz of anwar i can say, sbb all his ceramah sgt menarik.. (i just view kat youtube je.hehe). and, yeah, say NO to corruption. abes lah kan menteri yg seleweng2 tuh sume once org2 'kita' dah dpt check all the relevant documents amounting to CBT..abes la kau. haha
-yeah, needless to say, the ever cantik smart thinker Nurul Izzah menang lawan shahrizat. who wudve guessed from the beginning rite. but mayb her weaknesses have become her strength afterall.
BN: 'izzah muda sgtt'
B.A: 'kita nak org muda! new faces!..bersemangat'
BN: 'izzah tade pengalaman de..'
B.A: 'thats whre she has to start. evry journey has its own beginning'
and i even heard this one
B.N (some): kitorang mmg BN, tp kalo izzah bertanding, we'll vote her. kita dah muak ngan shahrizat.
ohoo.. that way oso can eh.. that explains :0

err yeah, and this is me, -not wanting to complaint anything much on election- LAH SGTT

- takziah to Kakmar's baby, one of the twins passed away, too many complications. i dun really know the details, but acc to atirah, he already suffered brain damage.. and May Allah bless him, and May Allah gv His utmost strength to kakmar,, innAllaha ma'ana.

9 March 07
- me accompanied Shema to Pyan's bro wedding at Selayang
- went to meet the bunch of girls i so love hanging out with at Che' Pah's ;D as usual, non stop laughing and some silly jokes were made of, it was stil like how many yrs ago too. (damn, am i that old oredi?!)
- che'pah will be going to Yaman following his hubby whos pursuing his studies there. mcm gempak la jugak the hubby is studying like the old arabian style - one-to-one like a teacher teaching a student. mcm tokoh2 dulu tuh.. hehe i was so jakun.
- che'pah + hubby = SweeeeeeeeeeeeeeetTTT gila. period.
-will post their pics once i got the same from Krun. (haha tentu2lah aku numpang kamere org jaaa)

*yawn*

dunno wat else to write.
eh, i do notice that my english has worsened.
i guess i just need to read more - which i really hv no time for these days. ntah la sibukkan ape kan.

eh, luqman these days called me 'tak alak' . i know without his pelat it wud sounds 'kak alak'.
damn, kids are very jujur cannot say wat wat la kan ;p

(luqman botakk~~ aaa i prefer the looong hair luqman sampai tertutup2 mata~)

okay, luqman with his 'tak alak'
(yg tgh naik jerawat ..demmmmm need to clear off ASAP!)

haa,,imang brought home new stock! Knight Rider pulak skang! yeaay. hah when i said Yeay it means citer tu bessstt! soooo KOOL. and already i fell in love with the car. so ppl, watch it olrite! ade la juge stock while waiting for gossipgirl & PB & greek to kick off balik smule. ntah bileee

thats all , later peeps :)

saya ada byk kerja and yet...

1. Who among your friends know the real you?
= uswah, husna, nadia, imang (ahh family tuh frens gak lar)

2. When was the last time you went out?
= like really hangout n nothing to do with work? ahad, isnin yg lalu

3.If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
= i donno

4 . What song are you listening to?
= quietdrive - time after time

5. who does it reminds you of?
= driving home from ASAP, mengharung kesesakan lalu lintas

6. Last movie you watched?
= last nite. kat SMV ; night at the museum

7. Which of your friends live closest to you?
= dayah! lorong enggang 7!

8. What is your favorite shirt?
= ada this one shirt with no.3 printed on it, rasenye tu hikmat punye. hahah

9. Do you drive?
= yezzaa

10. What did you do yesterday?
= running from boss to boss collecting their signatures

11. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
= no

12. Do you trust your friends?
= yes

13.Who was the last person to call you?
= husna

14.What annoys you?
= many2 things

15. Do you want multiple piercing?
= no. sakit kot

16. Your favorite song in your player?
= currently... no air; jordin sparks & chris brown

17. Last time you went to the mall?
= last sunday; subang parade (sangat suke sbb mcm selese & familylike) n timesquare (where all the poyos & posers budak2 kecik tak cukup umur trying to bergaya their best. blerkgh..)

18 . What was the last thing you ate?
= dinner last nite..telur ikan

19 . Which of your friends would make the best roommate?
= so far pnah roomate ngan nadia. ok je. oh uswah cpat jd my roomie, nak pinjam baju die yg zillions2 tuh. hahaha

20. Last thing you purchased?
= double cis beger for mam, mc flurry for me & luqman

21. Last vacation you were in?
= wahh so long cant even remember the last

22. Do people ever spell your name wrongly?
= all the time. nope, not mad no more. got used to it lor. haha. IF they spell it correctly, that wud be a BIG surprise!

23. What's the last compliment you received?
= "alak lagi manis dari dia." wahahaha from the mulut manis of kos.

24. Who was the last friend you hugged?
= kak ziha. kesian sgt her mum passed away sunday nite. alfatihah..

25. Which celeb are you eye candying?
= maya karin, luna maya,brooke oth, peyton oth, wentworth miller (worth eye candying), daniel henney huhuuu!!

26. What's next on your wishlist?
= sandal baruuu!!!!
...and pairss of new black&white attire. yeaps,plus the shoe. and bags. handbags. adoih leeerrr.keje keras2

27. Which band's concert would you want to watch?
= any live band yg cool2.

28. What color are your nails?
= pink le.. tanda org sihat :)

29. Date down a special day for you?
= ....no idea

30. In just one word, describe yourself.
= uncertain

we can just pretend yea yeah

i had a dream
it was so beautiful
but its getting dimmed
and i know then to believe in it is such a fool

i had a dream
a glimpse of hope is how it seems
but then again its just a dream
another character in my series of impossibility

oh i wish i can keep on dreaming
just to live on in the beautiful scene
yet it will only show my weakness
of not being able to create a beautiful reality

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yess, im suck at poems. just tht i had a dream last nite. such a wonder a dream can makes u feel. it can make u write a poem bout it even after so long u havent write one. huh watever.

oh yeah completed the 9month chambering period!
"jadi loyaarr laarr pasnih ye alak"
"eheh..err.. we'll see bout that ya"