si Garang

saya telah menjadi seorang perempuan yang garang.
oh well, maksud saya lebih garang daripada dulu.

reminds me when i was in U, had a lecturer who (at that time) was not married. (lets call her L, for lecturer) and she was, well needless to say sangat3 garang that it always took a lot of courage showing up at her class (for a usually latecomer on monday morning) let alone the tutorial (which btw is obligatory and if we wanted to tuang the class had to come up with very good reason) . and i remember that for every tutorial, we wud say "eh nak pegi ke tak aa? kite tak bace lagi" which of wat happened if u havent prepared for the tutorial. oh and when i did prepare for the class (this rarely happens. haha) and i answered wrongly when L asked question(s) this would appear in mind "daymn. shudve ponteng tadi. toldja" while face started to heaten.
oh well do u really need to ask? that semester i got the grade which ppl wont be proud of.

the next sem, lotsa other students whos gonna be taking the subject were advised by the student who had /had not passed the subject not to take it with L cuz not only L was very2 fierce, we also cudnt really understand the subject (hence the grade) . come to think of it, its not that hard , the subject. (my personal opinion). so u can understand why other sections (with other lecturers) were full, and only the section with that particular L was not, and some students were so unlucky (we thought so, at first) that they were left without a choice but to study under L.

Good things definitely happen when we least expected them.

that particular semester, according to rumours, they saw L with a ring on her finger. and much to our surprise, that sem, that few students who were studying with L, got good grades, and we heard not much complains from them. (even a scold was not been heard?)

my point here is,
is it really? once a woman (garang or not, but in this context, the garang ones) got hitched (married or engaged or wtv) she will turn to be nicer?? or is it just the hormone? haha (although i dont know how to explain y i said that- the connection of hormone flow and a relationship). or.. its actually by choice? kalau dah garang tuh, garang jugak, kawen/tunang or not. anybody with experience, mind to shed me some lights ? :)

oh well, i know myself (i think) . and the reason im turning to be garang are all stemmed from the st*upi*d LHD*N who thought by imposing the online adjudication would speed things and make things easier. er.. yea,, if u mean by speed is the speed of snail.