so. its been 3 days kot dah takde internet kat umah. gile rasa lost. and boring. and nothing to look fwd to when balik rumah after ofis. and takde mood nak siapkan keje2 yg bwk balik umah eventho keje2 tersebut hv nothing AT ALL to do with internet. haha. talk about iT generation lah kunun. (padehal bukan reti iT sgt pung)
anyways, to maintain my lvl of boringness, i typed la some things in the notepad. haha (oso dunno la why didnt i use Word instead of notepad.)
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ok,the moment of truth.
what. do . i. really. wanna. be./ become?
point 1- i wanna be a person who can someday proudly declares that "i've come a long way". a person who can someday admit that she USED TO BE a girl who wass so scared. of life, of love, of work, err yeah, mostly of LIFE (which sums evrything). a person who can put an ensuring smile while opens her mouth when she say 'yeah, it was hard at first. but i kept holding on, then things started to workout its way'
conclusion 1 - to sum it all up, i wanna be a person who managed to be succesfull. i wanna be a person whom i myself can feel satisfied with. and in turn, she can motivate another ppl (err..hmm).
well, i do believe the theory that u somehow touched someone else's life. but for me, i dont think i ever been THAT to anyone's life. so,,it wud most probbly be like a 3-pointer shoot-to put as a metaphor- thing for me to strike that goal. so i just hope that i can be a person i myself can be satisfied with. and most importantly, a person whom my parents can be proud of, that i can be the reason for that smile on their faces :) (waa that's a long shot! as it wud be H.A.R.D. considering my sister oredi a doctor and 2 of my brothers been qurratu a'yun of pama oredi being a hafiz n bagus2 belaka, and other siblings as well with their skills and knowledge. cis. ;">)
but thats why its called a goal, u know. u have to work as hardd so that when u actually score, there's this end-result called 'celebration' :) and most of all.. the satisfaction. yes, i do wanna taste the sweetness of it..and i tell u girl, its not gonna be easy.
hm hm
"Good timber does not grow with ease.. the stronger the wind, the stronger the trees"
mind u alak, its not gonna be easy. its gonna be a long long way and it sure is a bumpy ride :(
anyways, to maintain my lvl of boringness, i typed la some things in the notepad. haha (oso dunno la why didnt i use Word instead of notepad.)
****
ok,the moment of truth.
what. do . i. really. wanna. be./ become?
point 1- i wanna be a person who can someday proudly declares that "i've come a long way". a person who can someday admit that she USED TO BE a girl who wass so scared. of life, of love, of work, err yeah, mostly of LIFE (which sums evrything). a person who can put an ensuring smile while opens her mouth when she say 'yeah, it was hard at first. but i kept holding on, then things started to workout its way'
conclusion 1 - to sum it all up, i wanna be a person who managed to be succesfull. i wanna be a person whom i myself can feel satisfied with. and in turn, she can motivate another ppl (err..hmm).
well, i do believe the theory that u somehow touched someone else's life. but for me, i dont think i ever been THAT to anyone's life. so,,it wud most probbly be like a 3-pointer shoot-to put as a metaphor- thing for me to strike that goal. so i just hope that i can be a person i myself can be satisfied with. and most importantly, a person whom my parents can be proud of, that i can be the reason for that smile on their faces :) (waa that's a long shot! as it wud be H.A.R.D. considering my sister oredi a doctor and 2 of my brothers been qurratu a'yun of pama oredi being a hafiz n bagus2 belaka, and other siblings as well with their skills and knowledge. cis. ;">)
but thats why its called a goal, u know. u have to work as hardd so that when u actually score, there's this end-result called 'celebration' :) and most of all.. the satisfaction. yes, i do wanna taste the sweetness of it..and i tell u girl, its not gonna be easy.
hm hm
"Good timber does not grow with ease.. the stronger the wind, the stronger the trees"
mind u alak, its not gonna be easy. its gonna be a long long way and it sure is a bumpy ride :(
3 comments:
alah.. dont worry la! awak da jadik lawyer kebanggaan kuarge.. bile aya pike cite2 die, abah kite kate 'jd a lawyer cam alak'. bile mama kite bace sumting pasal law n tapaham, die kate 'kalo ade alak ni bole paham ni'. haha.. tgk tgk,,, ngkole lawyer harapan!
oh n of course peneman setia parents awak! bes woo dok umah! kite baru mewarisi keje awak sebagai peneman di umah.. cume kite ni si penganggur.. haha
hahahah cecey suwah ku yg baik hati memberi motibasi kat gua. haha tq tq .meh2 la dtg kl bole gua blanje.. ;))
bumpy ride...hmm...from where ek that kata2, huhu...
nway, i truly wish u anything and everything u truly wish yourself :)
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