face book

tak paham , kenape org suke facebook?
leceh la ade mcm2 application and we hv to invite other 15, 20 or more frens to apply the applications so we were like induced by the tajuk contohnye 'si polan nominated u as one of his sweet frens' (contoh la...) padehal sebenarnye si polan himself was earlier nominated by his other fren and to allow the nomination, he just has to click2 15, 20 more frens..so his sincerety i must question! (dalam kata lain, sebenarnye btol ke dianggap sweet, mesti saje nak cukupkan quota) yea,, things like that. but admittedly kalu dpt nomination yg ganjil2 flattering gitu..sape tak kembang semangkuk kejap an.. (questionable intention aside) haha

haha cey keco je dengan facebook pun nak cari gado ;p

tak sbenarnye tengah geram apsal facebook so damn slow nak loading page die? grrr..
and dont say my internet yg slow. bukak page lain laju je tauu..
ok dah la bakpe marah lame2 kat fesbuk..bukan die tau pun. ok. hm

yea yea yeoh TGIF!!!

and oso..

TGMOH!!

..ceh mesti tak paham..
(thank god monday oso holiday!!) la.. haha

cakap2 org bosan & dah lambat to work!

yesterday was busied with works (mine + colleague1 (who's holidaying @ aussie) + colleague2 (who's on leave until dunno when + oh, + colleague3 (who i havent met from the 1st day cus she's on leave until dunno when too).

sambil2 tu sempat jugak browsing keje kosong (apekah?!!) after received text msg from kakngah saying that kalu bukak website my.gov, byk jawatan kosong.. hahaha.

sudddenly 1 of my old U-mate called. mcm ape kes kan, tak penah2 call (oh tak penah ade his phone no.pun sbenanye, n i believe he just got mine from anybody else), suddenly out of the blue he called. tanye how's work la byk keje ke etc2. so i just said 'mmg le byk, apsal, ko nak ajak aku keje ngan bapak ko ke?' and he 'ha ah ko nak tak?'

haha. so?
mcm best, no?
so?


haha so mcm tgh dilemma. if i join their firm, then i'll stil be doing conveyancing and with not many senior lawyers to refer to while in this current firm lotsa senior references.. hm but he said, workload tak byk, near to my house(so can lunch @home) and etc2. and since its a small firm, i can learn some litigation from him if i want to (oh i asked him this.haha). die siap tanye, apsal ko tak ske convey ke, i whispered(ofcos!im at the office wat re u kidding) 'uh-uh,boring!' . hm no offense to anybody who's doing convey, i think it can be fun kot but me, dah la mcm tak terer2 jugak after been doing it for quite sometime , and most important, not really been liking it, if theres sucha word..watakuan btol la kan aku nih... ntah ape je yg disukai. duit je kot. hihi. kalo keje boring2 dapat bayaran banyak bes jugak kan..ni keje mcm hapa je and the pay,, hm~

aish this is very personal isnt it. cis.

oh btw, last time i met the old witch previously mentioned, well it turned out, she's not that bad leh kan... siap offer me keje like apehal..huhuh saje la tuh amik ati kot after all the things she said.. watever2. orang2 suke gitu kan. after saying things harshly and we're ready to hate them, turned out theyre actually not that bad and there's always a good side of evrybody. cis. yelah, like they once say, 'make love, not war' eh? haha appara..

going down down

"who was that ur colleague smalam?"

"im not happy la with u lawyers which i already made complaints with the developer punye big2 person (to show she knows somebody2 laa..)"

"i was a lawyer too.. so i know that lawyers bla3..."
oh..then u must be familiar urself with this thing

"no i didnt do conveyancing, im with corporate bla3"
oo ok (watever)

"u sound so junior la.. how long hv u been with this firm?"
yep, im stil new.. this is my 3rd month

"where were u ha previously?" "which university?"
uia...

"oo..tak same ye ngan ui*m.."

mcm sial.

depending on the individuals la. pls la generalization. didnt know u re that shallow. u old witch.
mcm la sume org baru jd lawyer terus pandai. blekhhhh.
ko yg susah sgt nak dtg sign, marah2 aku plak.
hish conveyancing lawyer not so convincing huh la aku neh..

now i lost my appetite. sebbaik tak order ngan kak timah td.

on a little bit of .. things

i love reading i love reading i love reading i love reading i love reading i love reading

ohh i love reading.. (as if not clear enough)

so last month i bought tons used books from iman, and last 2 weeks i bought another 2 books @ mph. and now stil thinking of buying more.

if only hv got the money. (if onlyy lah i didnt spent $$ on the unnecessaries.. ishh)

eh but i only love reading buku cerita.. or interesting stuffs . i guess that plainly exclude law / legal matters.. hahaha

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lately i keep on taking leave..haha. jadinye dah kesedapan berehat2 & bersenang2 di rumah (as if membasuh menjemur melipat kain (eh lupe tak lipat lg hoho) , membasuh menyusun pinggan memasak termasuk dalam berehat2 & bersenang2 lah kan). so bile masuk ofis rasa mcm grumpy (not to mention ada jerawat baru yg mcm s*** tibe2 ade kat muke. o snap.) dan malas. dan taktau dan tak faham kerje.

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abg noh dah sampai umah and brought gifts from ky (thanks ky!) together with gamba2 & video luqbal.. aahh sgt comel! (dan garang iaitu luqman: taknak gambaaaa!!!)

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raya haji was a blast! we went balik kg afterall and seriously had a blast! i managed to tolong2 nyibuk2 masak &makan & wat kueh koci kat dapur.. wish i got time to letak gambar2 raye aji kat blog..we'll see la how k. eh ingat nak update sikit dah terbyk plak! there goes my lunch-dpn-pc hour :s

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hm i think im currently working on an extra giant leap here.. takotnye!! please i urge u'ols (tiru style makcik2 blogger yg lain) pray for me hard2 k... o biarlah rahsie kan..

permulaan cuti 3 hari

ye, alhamdulillah isnin ni raya haji, makanya, gua lg nggak perlu ke kantor! untuk tugasan di developer's office esok pula, gue lagi terus bilang bahwa gue nggak bisa hadir karna sahabat gue mau menikah (ya emang benar dia mau menikah, cuma gue aja nggak pasti mau pergi atau tidak. haha). wah gumbiraaa amat rasa hati ini bila dipikirin liburan terus sampai 3 hari! tambahan pula, baru2 ni gue lagi capekk banget kerna ke hulu ke hilir, atas urusan kantor. (wah kayaknya nggak ada orang lain/ despatch aja kan?) ya tapi itu lah dia makanya resmi org baru..bila disuruh2 terus aja buat dong. nggak berani ngatakan tidak. gue juga gak pasti kok sampai kapan resmi ini bakal diterusin. mungkin sampai timbulnya lawyer baru utk dibuli kot? waduh.

wah.kenapa sih gue lagi ngobrol2 spiking indon pula! dah la byk salah! hahaha. emangnya otak gue jadi mereng terus kok kalau penat. iyaa gitu lah agaknya.

anyway.

this morning, as i stepped outside the P.A counter kat court, i saw the beautiful blue sky. wat a nice beginning for a day, so i thought. then i called office spoke with the clerk when at the end of our conversation, she sempat lagi bercerita " eh u know the amanah raya (ke watever raya tah name die) building in front our office nih? someone committed suicide, he jumped off the building! lotsa police down there, with the blood and all. kak shida sempat lagi took pictures from our tingkap. i'll ask her to email them to u"

i was like..
sh*t. really? when? why? how old is he?
yep, this morning, mental stress (kot), early thirties.

hm.. life's like that, mayb its a beautiful day for me, but not for the next person. sometimes we feel very grateful, happy, but at other times, we feel like shit.

alhamdulillah we muslims we have Allah to put our hopes, & fears to. to protect us. we have our faith to Allah to keep us sane. we have our religion to abstain us from doing inappropriate things. alhamdulillah 'ala kulli haal.

there are times i feel very frustrated towards things, well, sometimes about almost EVRYthing, but..watdahel,
shit happens.

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well since its actually RAYA HAJI, most of my makcik2 are going back to kampung. we, on the other hand, are staying at home. pk balik, mcm jeles pulak diorang balik kg masak2 ramei2, but on 2nd (or is it 3rd ady ah?) thot, best nye jugak cuti2 stay kat umah je.. i've already listed in mind wat to do in these 3days.
ahh ... bliss....

selamat menyambut hari raya haji! :))

the L.A matter

i was going thru this one file, kononnye about the L.A (letter of administration) matters. the husband died leaving the wife & 4 children with2 houses & 1 car.

(rasanya it doesnt has to go sampai High Court sbb less than the required amount (terang2la tak ingat & kene cari) so maybe can uruskan at the respective land office je-anyone yg experienced pasal ni pls enlighten me, tq)

anyway

i went thru the file and found ade la few letters the wife wrote to the bank (where the husband took housing loan, car loan etc) explaining that the husband has died and thus cannot pay the loan, but husband took MRTA, so need to settle how etc2.

i find it sgt kesian & felt sad for the widow. sure masih sedih sbb suami meninggal and then lagi like having to repeat and tell ppl that suami has gone. hhuhu.. sedih kan. considering si mati was only 40yrs old when he died of jantung2 punye penyakit la (tak ingat name scientific), and the youngest child is only 2yrs old!. huhu. almost shed a tear.

(tapi skrg denga cite the wife intending to remarry. huhu tak kesah la, stil young and she must need someone to protect her family's wellbeing...)

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eh have u guys watched cuci? td jakun sgt, tibe2 ade org cuci tingkap office gua from the outside naik bende yg mcm elevator tuh. sangat gayat ok mcmane encik2 bangla tu buat muke slambe lek jeh cuci2 tingkap sambil platform/elevator/wateverthenameis sedang agak bergoyang2. huuuhh! applause!

cara baru

i was walking at the basement towards my car to take my hp yg tertinggal. there were 2 technician(i think) guys melepak beside the store/watever room nearby.

one of them started to sing - "~~cintaaa suuciii~~ bla3"

i looked over them and give them the smiletostranger smile, while trying to find the hp dalam kete..terbongkok sana sini.

(still singing while looking at my car, while tersengih saje2)
"~~cinta bla3 gadis bla3~~~
(masih tak habis nyanyi lg! i think dah tuka lagu lain kot)"

i found my hp, terselit tepi driver seat. locked the door, started to make my way back to the stairs.

singerguy: ada barang ilang ke dik?
the friend: *smile*

me: taklah, tertinggal hp lam kete td

singerguy: meh saya call kan,, ape nombo tepon?
the friend: *gelak kecil*

me: hee takpelah, dah jumpe dah la pun..

singerguy: btol nih? ape nombo fon?
the friend: *gelak byk sket*

gave them the politestranger laugh, and walked away

"~~senangnya dalam haatiiii~~~"

cara baru nak ngorat, nyanyi2 dan gunakan lyric lagu yg berkenaan.
u tell me. and this isnt my 1st encounter org suke nyanyi2 bile pompuan lalu.
hahaha

dalam hati gua (wah ade juge org nak ngorat.kakaka.)

little sister

i think its timely for me to write a birthday post for the birthday girl.
i take its been a custom for us to write a post for our birthday sister.. hehe so here goes, some facts (well obviously the nice ones ..haha) (eh on the 2nd thot, mari le bincang watever that comes to mind about her dari kecik sampai besar.hahaha - if larat that is.) bout her.

i remember we were always mistaken as twins since small. haha. how i wished i had a twin back then. but thank god i only has sisters, and not a twin to just be compared to. God knows things best, afterall. i remember we used to fight over stupid doll whch mama bought us sorang satu, but one of us got a cooler one sket kot, 'her' dress i think. the rebutan doll ended up in the cupboard while we were being hanger'ed* sbb gaduh. later on we outgrown the playing dolls thing cuz we watched too many cerita hantu involving dolls,, haha (parents alert: it helps to save ur money from spending to ur daughters' stupid doll/barbie..eh tapi manade cite hantu pasal barbie..hahaha fairytales ade la..ampeh)

when i was around 5/6yrs old, i remember imang told me that when i was sleeping the nite before, she & tame & papa went to 7-11 and they bought buku kaler (colouring books as we used to call them) Ninja turtle with LIVE / Living ninja turtle in the book. i guess like animated one but IN the buku colour. i was so jealous cuz they didnt buy me an animated colouring book (as if there exist one!) and i believed the buku kaler ninja turtle gerak2 thing until i was hm.. letssee , darjah beberape kot.. hahaha. Yeaps, i AM gullible like that.. haha

but then, yeah, we were very trusting like that.haha. please, i so donwanna sound cliche rite now. apetah lagi cheesy. haha. but still, i do wanna go on..

hmm.. we grew up together sharing stories, secrets (if dun have any, create one! haha stupid young girls with their excitedness towards 'secrets'. ntahape2), berangan sama2 sblum tidur, haha very young and green and mengarut. cut the mesra2 crap, we fight ALL the time. hahaha. aint that the truth..(no bull, tak caye tanye uswah! haha) we disagree to many things, we agree on any other things. thats just sisters rite. no matter how diverged our opinions are, the biological tie is always there.

soo.. yeah, to my alleged twin but cooler & composed than me, more pemurah than me, more alim than me, rajin (after ky), thoughtful, funny, ngarut, aksi2 bengong, lawak2 sengal, google freak, internet clinger, attentive, penyayang etc...(im running out of words here..and memories too..hahah kidding)......

she chairs AGM for creampuff lovers.
haha.

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY!

May Allah brings the best in u to achieve ur dream, may Allah brings the best for u so that u'll know that dreams (at some point) are achievable, may Allah accompany u with the best man (bukan pengapit ye..) so u'll live happily ever after :) that indeed a dream for all of us isnt it..

*(kene pukul ngan hanger)

navigate away. this might be long ;o

salam

just as full as the previous weekend i had, (us @ shema's), the last saturday sunday oso were filled with acara2 yg agak byk juge..weddings, graduation, kerja (WEKKK :p)

lets go day by day, shall we..

jumaat mlm sabtu
-Kak Intan & Nazar - Nikah

cuz i had to attend clientssss' perfection of charge signing session at Desa Pandan on saturday morning from 9am-4pm, i made myself compelled to attend kak intan&nazar's nikah ceremony on the jumaat mlm sabtu. berjumpa pengantin (and steal some berkats) is a must! haha
so ..off we went. alak, imang & echah.
well, pictures please already right? hehe so ni diee...

Intan Syafinaz & Khairunnazar
21.11.08

kami2 yg hadir bersama :) echah, alak, imang->

juge ditemui di sana adalah kak anum + nihad yg sgt cool & comel..suke main sorang2 & wat hal sendiri (reminds me of luqman allright)


juga jumpe kak khaulah! haha sah2 la die dtg atenye dah pengapit..hehe
yg on my right tu iyelah akmar yg sgt sopan santun a.k.a menantu #1 ummi, a.k.a wife fuad. sgt matang! padahal muda setahun dari gue! >_<;

oh yg di atas ini adalah gambar yg 'jadi'
definition of gamba yg 'jadi' = gue bajet dah mcm cung abes pastu plg penting tanampak si pimpless hgaghaha (berjaye dikelabui oleh lighting yg kemain terang di belakang itu kerana sesi bergambar pengantin sedang hangat dijalankan).

sebelum balik rumah, we dropped by @ adak's bcos initially theres a double celebration kat umah adak, 1-anniversary ucu&pakcu, 2- bday paklang. so kami yg dtg lambat i menghabiskan kek.huhuh nak lagi blackforest!!

sabtu siang
-Taqiuddeen's Graduation Day

cuz i had to attend the abovementioned signing session wch had robbed almost my whole saturday, i missed attending takudin's graduation ceremony. sgt lah CISSSS paham tak. dah la evryone could come in (unlike the other IPTAs yg only allowed 2choices of person inside the hall) and guess wat, siap ade makan2 summore! wahahaii jeles..

congrats takudin!
wah nampaknye anda telah berjaya mendapat sijil from Athabasca University! ;)

berikut adalah cubaan2 mereka yg hadir utk memakai robe takudin (or at least the mortar) hehe

sabtu malam

TESCO
although my body was screaming T-I-R-E-D (u may use ur imagination) when i came home petang tuh, , kami menggagahkan diri utk keluar cuz i need to buy nad's wedding gift cuz the next day was the wedding..haha . very the last minute (as if u dont already know me). so kami pegi le ke TESCO, saje test market. we never been to one and were already bored to go carrefour plus were looking for kelainan kononnye.. and hey, im glad we did went to tesco sbb brg cam murah gilss~. contoh paling ketara, susu Ideal kat situ only rm2.50! bese kat tempat lain mau mencecah rm3 atau pun lebih kot.. haha dan brg2 lain pun bes2. not to mention , terdapat Mum's Bake (yg susah dicari di kedai2 lain) dijual di situ! haha bes kan.. i'll make sure we'll go there more often :)

oh tak perlu la bergamba kat tesco dan menunjukkan kejakunan kami..haha. so..
NEXT!


ahad siang
-Nadzirah & Safri 's wedding

we stayed at nad's from the nikah ceremony, sampai la tengahari (after gobbling all the foods that my stomach can afford, eating the sedap cupcakes perisa coklet+cheese). we waited for atikah jap sambil berehat2 melapangkan perut..but after considering that tomorrow wud be a working day and eza duk jauh kat klang nuh and if gerak lambat she'll sampai lambat at her hse, we took off. me & husna lepak mamak skejap haus la kunun..haha ade aje alasan haku nak berlambat2 balik, padehal mase tu dah mengantuk gils that i was quater(if not half) asleep driving my way home. bahaye! ngantok ya amat!

petang tu ucu & family quickvisited our hse, and boy, those boys tu sgt la comel & baik2 dan paling bes hidang makanan sure laris! seronok je tgk diorang makan. oh esp si daniel yg mengikut kate ucu, tak pernah dilihat tanpa makanan samada di tgn/ mulut. haha comels

Nad & Safri
23.11.08

kami2 yg hadir :)

got the chance bertemu kak ziha yg rupenye pregnant 4months! waaahhh..tp tak sempat berborak lame apetah lagi bergambar,,huhu

oh forgot to mention, the wedding reception was shared by 2 pairs of bride&groom namely kakak nad iaitu kak nani and nad's.

okeh sekian from me reporting from ky's room @ rumah .... i pray for all the pengantins to be blessed by Allah along the way , to always be patient to each other, to always respect each other, to always love each other, dan.. selamat mengutip pahala yg byk di dalam kehidupan berumahtangga! :) owh and i like to quote my usrah sis while wishing kak intan & akmar & kak maz -->

Tekad untuk menikah...dan saatnya diijabkabulkan pastinya melukis satu lembaran baru kehidupan.

'Mitsaqan ghaliza' yang tertulis dalam kalamNya menjadikan kita insan yang bersedia memikul tanggungjawab sebagai isteri & ibu

Berdoalah selalu moga dikurnia keTABAHan jua keKUATan..

Rebutlah limpahan pahala buat sang isteri..nescaya kita akan BAHAGIA

Barakallahulakunna. ..selamat merayakan CINTA!!!

Uber CUTE!

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so kiut kan?! they totally remind me of Gremlins..hahaha cis menatang comel tapi jahat tuh >_<

di petang2 ahad kayak gini..

yes.

henpon gua rosak lagi setelah abes duit merepair the stupid lcd wch costs me quite a bomb lah since moneygotnomore lately. dunno why the stupid lcd is not covered by the warranty. like blergh alrite. habis tu ape aje yg dicover oleh warranty tuh? dok pehe ambo ginih...

oh ye. the lcd of my *faveret* fon kali ni mcm retak berderai dalam die. sbb terjatuh. cis.
i sent the fon to krol like again, and even he cud not give any guarantee that the fon stil ada harapan to be repaired without paying anything. cis i think if the repairman wants another payment just for the lcd,,i will sweetly surrender lah to that fon. gudbye to u my trusted fon. u dig ur own grave ok.

until then, leave me alone with this nokia cokia yg tiada apa2 function extra other than the bluelite screen and (oh!) the torchlight..sebbaik ade kau. jatuh byk kali pun stil control macho .. tengkiu larrr ... walaupun i stil hv to ingat2 lyrics2 lagu so i cud sing in the car cuz ky's car punye radio mcm putus fius ke ape..so, nyanyi2 la while stuck in the famous traffic kat kl nih..hoho

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hmm sgt lah therapy kalo tgh panas hati lepas tu denga piano si canon nih :)

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bab lain.

u know how it feels when ppl expect u to be an 8 when ure actually a 4 or even a 2 maybe? yes man, it sucks. like agak aa... like really...like.. oh cis im rambling arent i. ngarut2. thats what i do most of the time anyway.. haha

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neway just found this guy yg main canon gune apekename tah bende ni looks like 2 guitars but then used only one hand to just fingertapping mana2 yg patut without ada string or watnots (evidently i know nothing bout musical terms let alone guitar's . i just luv them but dunno the technicalknowhow- if u know wat mean)
anyway. hah feel free to click the below youtube video and enjoy the nice & cute sound he made.


but then, still, bak kate uswah, the piano ones are unbeatable! besst.....

if i were a boy

my latest favorite song :)
the videoclip pun mcm bes..sayu je gitu..haha.(go check it out kat youtube!)

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Sasha Fierce-

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it.
Cause they'd stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home (to come home)

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed

But you're just a boy...

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i oso dont geddit why she changed to sasha fierce now.. but then nasib baik she changed the name while she's stil popular mcm skarang..cuba kalo die tuka name mase die dah tak femes..mesti mcm klaka je...haha
hmm bole ek ada alter ego siap sampai namekan?
hmm
kene blajo dari beyonce nihh...

another long tiring eyes reading :p

When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile

that's one familiar phrase all right. and who knows, it might be true once in a while..

well obviously the prev post was the downside i was having in the morning up till noon.. but then, the day wasnt ended just yet... in fact i was very thankful that imang brought her camera almost evrywhere that when i see some of the pics, reminds me how actually the above phrase was actually true :)

while i was at work petang tuh, hardly keeping myself sitting still on the chair , i got the idea of window shopping at the nearest MJ at avenue K afterwork. u know, just browsing over stuffs or watever theyre selling there cuz ive never been there yet and as far as my diary of sale:where&when is concern, metrojaya is having a sale up til 9/11 :D so might as well check it out kan.. ape lg i pun tros call the ever so relaxing (sbb dah abes markpaper n students are heading to finale season anyway) lecturer cousin of mine yg -obviously- angkat talipon ngan suara dari alam mimpi beliau and she agreed to meet me up at avenue K.

so dari avenue K bergerak ke KLCC.. and while i was checking out the wallet section, uswah saw the purses there and got the idea of buying her mom a purse, and it also occured to me that since mama's purse oso mcm dh agak penuh (dgn resit2 -mostly ;p) and its getting rough so why not buy her one too right..plus its leather and u know how moms just love leather right. so i made a quick call to mama and asked mama wan or not if i buy u a purse kan, and is it okay kalo same ngan auntie dayat.. mama said up to me le and she doesnt mind at all since its normal leh siblings got same item.mcm alak ngan imang. iyolah so i bought hers. then i was hesitating to buy me which purse yg itu or yg ini. yg biru atau yg itam. yg merah atau yg ijau. yea2 im indecisive like that ;p that i had to call imang to come over and help me decide since uswah oso maleh nak layan that shes better off layan-ing her feet yg dah sakit2 sbb pakai sandal baru yg die ingat selesa tapi rupenye tak frenly sgt when it comes to long walk, eh i mean long shopping walk..heheh

imang joined us minutes minutes , minutesss later... and i got myself a purse too :) we bought a little bit of this and that,,just our needs, since i had to cut off some of the wants cuz bajet lari beb.. so indeed,,retail therapy is way wayyy better than anything else (this is true esp when u dont hv the special wek2) bleh me rite.

sempat gambo kat klcc mlm2 sbb lawo an..

and how was i so tak sabar nak balik umah cuz uswah said her family's already sampai at my house..yeayyyy!!!! u know why..?

yep, the above pic is the why.
dream comes true olrite :)
heee i bought a new sWATCH yeeaayy~ ;))
u know that swatch was soooo hard to cari nowadays, k.l je sudah abes, the sales assistant said kat j.b ade la 3 and 1 kat penang. they oso not sure whther or not nak order from HQ cuz abes stock as well..while i was already head over heels with jam itu..with full of nervousness i called la my fave auntie living in jb , yep uswah's mama.. asked her to buy for me-which a big sacrifice for her sbb the city square was a place they rarely go to (not to mention agak jauh dr rumah mereke..huhu) and oso she & pacik khairuddin just recovered from their own migraine & darah tinggi..huhuhu..but they took the trouble and bought for me somehow.. <3

so all im saying is that, eventhough (i thot) i was having a bad day that i was not in the mood for all the wrong reasons, like the litle amount salary (which shudnt be an issue, really), or my terribly slow ability in learning new things at work, i stil got a one big happy family at home..i got very sporting & rajin & thoughtful aunties.. i got my siblings, cousins at my back..
alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal :))
sampai2 rumah, the house was filled with laughter (this is a must each time my makcik2 & pakcik2 kumpul2) nenek pun ada..wow full house, mc.ika, pc.arip pun ada! mc.diyana arrived later..lagi riuh..hahaha :D

2 moms teruja dgn hadiah from 2 daughters..

mama's was brownish, while auntie dayat's reddish, same design, same pattern..

alak was very excited sampai gambo goyang2..siap dpt beg isi telekung free lg swatch kasi..

so alak..heads up! marilah bersemangat jgn patah smangat pule..haha (ko dh dapat wallet ngan jam baru jgn ngade lah kan)


the end result :)oh oh and mine was oso leather too ;)

petang td lepak catching up with husna...haha klaka we both think we hadnt really enjoyfullblasting our student days.. sucha waste ohkayy.. so any of u yg stil studying..seriously take up this advice : enjoy while u can!!! and study & score while u can!!! it does matter all right.

jap, apsal lagu nickelback-gotta be somebody sgt la bes..gile rockonbebeh la kan..and the lyric too..humphh bes okey u guys better check it out..(imang lambat no ko nak letak kat blog kan, that i've to mention here ha..gahaha)

maybe im not..

i stared hard at the pc screen looking at the amount of my salary for this month.

i was like.. whaaattt *curse*curse*curse*curse summore* (i know its not healthy n morale okey)

so i thought, im done here practicing. (when i jussst got my PC yesterday and i jusssst attested one document with my new signature yg baru je dipracticed byk kali smalam..hoho i memang jakun like that)

and yesterday there was a brief visit from the bankers, they talked about property bla3 interest rates bla3 economy bla3. i cudnt understand.. well.. letssay 3quarter of the whole meeting. i was like ..syaiiitt..... bapak susah nye mende ni i seriously have to buy some guide for banking & conveyancing for dummies

and i thought, thats it. maybe im not cut out to be a lawyer. im seriously considering pursuing my master - in watever field i cud not careless. yep, im indefinite, no specific goal/destination like that.

as long as i dont hv to work my ass off (not actually work la becoz i just took up some files..and some is not even half of wat the other lawyers are currently on, ho ho) and got paid this... low.

and today was supposed to be a big happy grin day for me.

but i , first thing in the morning i read tame's blog, and then ky's blog..and then all the emotions start rushing in..huhu sedey la diorang nye entry pasal mama. me being gifted with mama's natural talent in mata termasuk habuk, of kos la dah berair2 mata ha..kelang kabut cari tissue. haha. harap2 tade org nampak.. and then i watched ky's pics and the 2 budak kecik yg sgt la rindu nye.. pastu nampak iqbal senyum sgt comel OKEY dan luqman yg mcm biase muke sengal sket die tuh..haha dan sgt sayang nye rasa.. rindu gile ngan ky sekuarge!!

and it hit me; nak gi obersea ah nak jumpe ky ! best je tgk diorang jalan2..bergumbira..

aiyoh..and being a perempuan in PMS mode doesnt help either..

but now i ve pulled myself together.. gaji not as expected sbb aku pun masuk keje lambat.. 6/10 arituh.. of kos la die tolak..ahahah bengong me!

butstill, i seriously need to read some books on this. hmmmmm

on the bright, pretending to be cheerful as if gaji rm5k note;

yeayy~ malam ni someone's dream(at least one of the too many dreams) is coming true~! yeap lets wait for it ;))

yeayy~~ alhamdulillah mama getingg better now siap masakkan sarapan roti canai segera+ kuah kari..thanks mam luv yu! xoxo

n seriously, need to go workout on my bajet sbb bajet lari mcm sprinter! laju abes...

so..maybe im not cut out to be one.. but maybe im not done here yet.. letssee for tomorrowsss....lets hope for a brighter sunshines..

and..lets sing some oasis..

Cause all of the stars

Are fading away

Just try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Take what you need

and be on your way

and stop crying your heart out

and its bloody irritating when i already put some enter between the paragraph but stil bile publish post ni sume mcm sambung para je.. wekkkkk benci

i'm done

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You,
you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh



...saje je letak lyric katy perry, baru catchy sket kan..
hahaha

makan besar

you know i'd been counting the days from last week the moment i read the email spreading the news that our firm was gonna makan besar on the last 23rd.. why cuz i am naturally attracted to the word 'makan hotel' and i wud automatically imagining the buffet servings where we'd be allowed to freely flying from one type of meal to another lauk and the most anticipated wud be the dessert, thats why.

so when i entered the hotel with full excitement of makan hotel, i flinched a bit when i heard the colleagues when searching for the respected venue they said 'ming palace'. it mustve slipped my mind the venue mentioned in the invitation email..

u know i'd like to take myself as a bit of adventurous that i like to try new things, taste new foods, surely life has something more than what im always accustomed to kan..so its quite harmless the way i see it.

but seriously..... chinese cuisine mehhh?

i mean, i LOVE sushi or any japanese punye makanan...the western for their lamb chop or steaks watnots (i mean, who doesnt, rite), arab punye makanan pun best- take the famous Mandi (plus its delicious lamb!) and the dessertlike pudding that tasted 'wangi' (i know ppl oso pelik why something wud rasa wangi).. sume gua bleh layan okey...

but i lost my appetite straight away knowing they booked for the chinese cuisine (i seriously think it cost mahal lah kan per head of kos) ,, but of kos, i somehow managed to filled up my stomach sbb i had been saving my stomach for the lunch ok,, lapar gils. and ciss.. they even served herbal tea for the lunch. i mean i am seriously up for herbal tea or any other healthy teas around but not that particular day.. bertambah2 la my frustation built. huhuuu but of kos, dah haus kan, minum bercawan2 juge aku..huhu.
so when i heard they said ada potong kek session afterwards, i was tak sabar gile cuz i need something yg consumeable-if u know wat i mean..

enough bout my tak puas hatiness.. next is my boss yg super comel/nice for quoting (or may i say wronglyquoted ;) ) the phrase 'amar ma'ruf nahi mungkar' in his speech. he said he found that phrase while reading the newspaper that morning. so he elaborate la that we should ask others to do good deeds and forbid to do bad things.. he oso said we are now a family, lets not talk bout about others and talk good things bout others instead..yg paling comel his metaphora yg mcm gini lebih kurang.. we have 10 fingers and we hv 6 long ones and 4 short ones.. so why only focus on the short ones (shortcomings of one person).. when we hv 6 long (or good things) fingers that outnumbered the short ones..ceh aku plak ha yg dh terbalik2 ckp ha.. well u got wat i mean kan..so comel! hahah

so the makan besar was to commemorate 1) deepavali 2) syawal (not exactly lah sbb aritu dh wat makan2 jamuan raya kat ofis(i know, byk mkn2 kan?! = best!)) 3) birthdays for september and october babies (september was combined with octber ones sbb september was ramadhan-how thoughtful ,i know!) and 4) welcoming the newcomers (besides me, there are like 3/4 other new staffs but from the lvl 3 department)

and before the big lunch ended, there were oso potong2 kek session, and of cos i was the one grinning malu2 kucing blakang uncle yg potong kek tu while evrybody else amik gambo,. there were total of 8 org camtu yg birthdya being celebrated :)

ohhh talkabout makan besar, i am rite now sgt hungryjack okeh.. lately malam2 kalo lapar sure cari otai burger. -its very sinfully delicious burger sabar je lah..that i cant understand kalo ade org tak suke.cant resist to hv it evry nite!! tp at this time of hour dh tutup kot ..

eh, alhamdulillah ade cik kazen bername suhaib yg rajinly called uswah tgh2 malam ni dan willing to belikan uswah makanan dr mcD.,. wahh gua pesan skali la god bless u cuz!! chewah..
oh its quite handful jugak this entry kali ini... nampak sgt suke bebel!

oh i purposely tanak letak gambar2 yg berkenaan.. macam bahaye, no? mcm involving org lain dan firm itu,dan most importantly, lets not jeorpardize my new job okeh. haha

another year nearer..

to death

lastnite imang & uswah threw me a surprise birthday session.

we were at ky's room as usual, when imang suddenly hilang and minutes later uswah excused herself to the toilet. i was staring at the pc and all of sudden the 2 girls brought me cakes complete with a candle lit up on the cake. ceh mcm omputeh nye surprais plak aku mmg tak bese! dengan tak biasenye, i was terharu dan terus blew the candle off. imang pun ckp 'ape nihh amik gamba a dulu..' oo yeke like that one aa.. so we lit the candle again n again sbb tak pnah ade rehearsal begini kan.. i also akhirnye makan2 kek tp rupenye ade serpihan candle termasuk mulut..sabo je le..haha

soo terharu & flatterred.. :~> and the cakes were SOOOO superbly comfortingly eyes-closed melt in the mouth - ly delicious! thank u korang..my eyes just went bit watery then. haha

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i cant be specific but for some reason or another, i like the age of 24. even when i was small i dreamt of getting married by 24. or maybe i just like the number 2 combined with number 4. or..maybe ive been thinking all this while that being 24 means that u oredi got wat u want but not too old oledi.. .. but looking at myself now, 24 oreday stil got not much meh?..

well i guess thats just life, it doesnt always turnout as u wished..

so. i'd like to record my special thanks (thank u guys very muchh!) to those who wished me birthday, by sms or foncall (eh lupe plak takde.hahah) , by their own thoughts or AFTER being reminded by me..(ni mmg hampeh!!) haha

super thanks to those yg dah bagi hadiah or cake or a post in blog for that matter (yep ky, i took that as a gift waatt..although, u re stil welcomed to pass things to abg noh..ahhahaa . oh ye, jgn lupe bday imang pun dah dekat.hehe)

come to think of it, gamba ni mcm agak freaky looking. hahaha

mencurah air ke daun keladi

it was quoted that persistent observation of nature compels us to see lots of ironies. the example given was the frog thats usually placed beside a flower . .




so i guess my theory of 'org biase2 kawen ngan org ensem/cantik' can prevail hoh.. hahha



anyway .



or the modern day example, (as being mentioned by a fren) paris hilton who's so damn rich, can look so cheap



u know, from daily experience, i sometimes met people whom i felt jealous gila with; so rich, so beautiful.. or she's young and talented and she works at the big company. or maybe she's settled down, got handsome husband, got a child or two..u know, all that young girls of the same age would want in life..

but with all the lavish things life can offer, somehow, they want more.

if today they bought guess bags, tomorrow they would want coach bags. and the next day.. (ntah ape la lg brand yg lagi mahal dok tahuu). they race among themselves on who owns the latest branded or designer goods. i wonder what makes them feel stil deprived. thing is, i observe that worldly affairs would never be enough. i recalled when i was given rm1000 gedebuk. within few days the money habis begitu saje..

well,, ..big earner tends to be big spender dont they..

actually those doesnt surpprise me lah kan,, wat actually surprised me is ppl whose well,, they dont hv much, but they feel as much. they are contented with their lives. and theyre happy. yes, most importantly is that they re happy..they dont gv a shoot if their colleagues are wearing the latest designer bags, or shoes for that matter. they just gv some nice comments on the new purchase, and thats that.



i dream to be one of those.

speaking of which im totally failing at. haha. its not even nearing pay day yet, already i hv a list of things i wanna buy. hahah.. well they all are my needs. and not just wat i want okehh..haha of course im defending myself.


japgi nak try blk using jln ampang. all this while been using yap kwan seng and then tembus semarak bla3, mcm lama je nak sampai umah.

roads taken

"if u dont know where you're going, any road will take you there"

-Lewis Carroll

sgt suke the above quote. hopefully that im working at the new firm is the right road to take me to the place that i'd love.

wah2 firstly i wud like to congratulate cik (or maybe now puan? hehe) nihlah johari di atas pernikahannye dengan saudara mujahid. semoge perkahwinan kalian diberkati Allah..
and yah was right in her blog, the engagement-marriage epidemic is BACK. hahaha..not that its a bad thing though ;p

its really a bad idea me updating this blog now. sbb i had originally made a post (but not a long one pun) but the post was intended to hv some raya pics...dan dah archived already sebelum sempat ditampal gamba2 rayenye..hehe this is my saying that gamba2 raye + pertunangan uswah lain post aaa..hahah. oh i said bad idea updating now sbb takde idea..hehe

work is all right. but i just wish that i cud get out of the office more occassionally and more casually without being bothered wat the boss wud think that i selalu not in my place. cis cis. but i love this one (not so) senior lawyer nih..shes very cool & nice.. haha lepak je and mcm tak banyak hal..haha. u know i had to go to the developer's office on certain saturday & sunday, but i wudnt mind if she's there too :) last sunday i went for the 1st time kan, just to attend the client's signing the s&p or the loan agreements, so i just observe how this senior does her job.. ok lah kot. but when she explains to teh clients in chinese..aku nganga je la..haha
today our office just had our jamuan hari raye.. saya bwk buah2an..haha dun get me started pasal buah2an tersebut...janji bwk! haha

oh tiba2 terlupa the fact i am living with a tunangan org.. orang kate kalo tunang ni darah manis ek... (padan la ko selalu kene gigit nyamuk uswah! haha) .. so maksudnye lepas ni takleh jd partner in crimes la..lepas ni kene ajak uswah buat perkara2 yg mendatangkan faedah je la kan.. haha.. although,.in woman's diary, 'faedah' has lots other sub- meaning..haha

kueh raye or tak kueh raye..

off topic jap, kenapelah max kiut & sweet sgt? tak paham!. ha ah just watched greek and max was so sweeiut (sweet & kiut) and i wonder if there exist guy like that rite now anymore.. uhuh wat am i thinking kan.. haha

okeh so the question is, nak wat kueh raye ke tak? adoih..papa being a traditionist, wants us to make kueh raya... mama on the other hand tak kesah sbb mama tired ady..so now its left for us the children to decide. antare malas ngan tak malas jeh!..

and...

the second question nye...kueh cornflake atau kueh sarang semut yg sudah menjadi tradisi kami sejak azali? teng teng teng...

pasal bende len plak...
u know how it feels when sometimes the heart just wants what it wants? oh before we get too dramatic here, its not about l.o.v.e. .. but, its about me, wanting to buy a wallet and then found the one that clutches my heart and knowing that its expensive and cant afford to buy one, here i am thinking why la kene mahal sgt kan? keco btol. and as usual, when u've found THE one, u look evrywhere looking for a substitute, and u found....none. cis.. was thinking of borrowing imang nye duit tapi she checked her account this morning..apahal duit tak masuk lagih?! stil floating! ampeh punye bank international. harap canggey jaa... oh tiba2 gua ter emo. apehal kan emo ngan duit gaji org. hehe

2 more days...

to raya!

hoh..not THAt excited pun sbenanye...haha tapi agak la..sbb dapat balik kg awal, cuz unlike the last 5 (or is it 6?) years before, this year, first day raya kat kg huuuyeah! seronok pulak dapat gi balik kg tolong2 nenek/makcik2 kat dapur sambil ditanye soalan2 sensitip(yg dah tak sensitip anymore) seperti 'alak bile nak kawen?' hahaha .

hehe and im grinning sheepishly to the thought of me answering the next Q yg mcm ginih: alak dah keje ke skarang?.

y grin? ha.. why grin? cuz dis time i hv the answer okkeh! faham tak maksudnye gua da dapat keje officially..hahaha

but seriously the thought of going back to WERKK makes me shiver. like cold hands, palm sweating, blood rushing all over body, heart pounding punye shiver. cis3. i feel like my brain has gone wayyy too rusty to perah with, my eyes are now too lazy to gerak laju2 to read all the documents with. aahh in case u dont already know, i have been (and stil) enjoying my wat, 5 months break? ..hm..hence the situation above. but this all gonna stop in..1week time saje!..ahhh (freaking out to the max)

tapi just now i bloghopped and suddenly found this one classmate of mine mase zaman yu dulu..guess she's already now working as lawyer.. reading her blog makes me feel .. er.. agak teruja untuk memulakan profession..! apekah?! aahh sebenarnye takott.. tapi mcm agak teruja (ahh skali lagi ayat berulang?!!) utk mengasah semula bakat (if any) dan menyibuk2kan diri..aduh ..

doakan saya ya ppl!
..cuz i am the queen of nervouswreck, ..and any other bad happenings to self in case if any encounter to uncertainties.....haa..wat am i talking bout already...

THE night

Salam

http://www.flickr.com/photos/kamoda/319605571/

in this last 10 days of ramadhan, all i wanna find is the laylatul qadr.
let us all pray for the chance to have met the night.

yesterday i went to FELDA for the 3rd interview..huhu ramainye orang.. last monday they called me to come at 8.30 for the interview. so 8.30 indeed gua sampai.. pastu senang2 ati diorang je announced 9-10 interview for account post, 10-11 for the other posts ( legal + admin). hampeh!! shud i ve known earlier, i wudve come around 10.. so the earlier 1 & half hour was filled with borak2 ngan other candidates.. the candidates for the legal exec were 3 including me. i heard they only need 1/2 .. so i guess im already out of the list sbb im the only one without experience..haha also, they interviewed me not more than 5 mins. saba je lah..menunggu punye lame! but then i wudnt want my interview to prolong sampai sejam dua pulak kan..haha

the day before yesterday pulak, i went interview at this particular firm.. and they offered me straight away bcuz of my DSLP. haha padahal i havent had the sijil peguam syarie lagi..huhu and they say ok then i hv to apply la..soonest possible.. huu was quite excited juga bout the offer but the thought of WORKING 8.30-5.45 maakk aii...dreading amat!! hehe. stil doubting, i told them that ill give my confirmation tomorrow. huhu hopefully they did not close the deal just yet la..hehe

okeh enuff membebel..gotta run to school!!

cegu alak~

hei assalamualaikum

i dont hv (seriously takde) idea nak update ape..so here are pictures of my new life. keh keh keh

my class

im beginning to embrace this teaching kids profession. haha. kids dont seem to get u at times, but they after some time follow ur instruction, and u know wat's fun-er? u kinda get to get in touch with ur inner child. kah kah like im not childish enough already lah kan.. hahaha

kimi yg sedang rajin mengcolour

Kimi posing with Abshar
(trust me, the day before, Abshar's hair was longer.sampai bahu gitu. haha)

now that its ramadhan, im getting longer time in class since the kids im teaching are tahap 2, so theyre like learning to puasa penuh la, so they dont hv the recess time cuz they tak payah makan. which left me dumbfounded cuz im in dire need of their recess time, obviously sbb dah tak larat/tau nak ajar ape dah. soo..i came up with the water colour idea..of course they were so excited and eager to use the brush, the paints etc.. i, on the other hand, oso enjoying the moment cuz i miss playing with watercolour like gila! ahahaha... so yeah talkabout reaching out to ur inner child (or rather reaching in? hhehe)

so nextwik mayb i'll be doing the paper mache (or however u spell it) or, using the batang pisang or bendi or kentang ke apa for them to cop2 kat watercolour and cop kat diorang nye drawing canvas. (ceh canvas la sgt). heehee secretly ive been counting the days to do that in the class! hahahha



there's this one day, after supervising their praying session, kids salam their teachers, makmum salam the imam, Abshar (one of the kids im teaching) salam my hand and captured my head with his both hands and trying to kiss my cheek. i was startled of kos, and kinda reluctant to get my cheeks kissed by him cuz malu weh muke haku minyak2 dah la tak licin! hahaha so he kissed my right cheek je. muke die selambe je..mcm dah biasa lepas solat cium cikgu. tapi bile tengok die salam cikgu lain tak cium pipi pun.. needless to say, my heart melted right away! hahaha dah la die comel! and i think he resembles macaulay culkin in Home Alone except for the hair part, of course. and yes, that oso was one of the reason my spirit naik atas menjulang ke langit setiap pagi nak masuk kelas :)

the pwetty pwincesses in my class :)

missing in pic: atikah

budak2 time rehat..

tapi balik rumah memang penat gilsss i tell u aaa.. budak2 tu altho theyre fun but degil mmg agak super la.. so...sabar je lah kan..................
not to mention having the neverending home chores done is a tiring plus one ver 2.9 dual core! (yeah i donno wat kind of exaggeration im using)

havent heard from the firm i went interview last time. felda global oso postpone the 3rd interview. so... im actually enjoying the moments with the kids. (or NOT enjoying it at times when they got real stubborn. hahaha).

mari menjemur kain

hellow. i've been bz lately, being accord to the usual same old routines, only a bit busier. without the bibik around, our home have now become a complete mess, thanks but no thanks to bibik, we have now adjusted our lives to space in some (if not most) of our time doing the house chores which of course needless to say: neverending!

aihh.. its ramadhan and no more sighing please.

(not working)
urgh crap. like i will ever stop whining about this. cis punye bibik!

that aside,,,,
wud like to wish all of u out there selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa di bulan ramadhan, and... as a reminder for me, its a month for US, which Allah has provide for us to do any good deed there is, a month for us to reflect our self, to check back and to get our life on track. a month where our pahala mengerjakan amalan sunat will be rewarded as much as our pahala mengerjakan amalan wajib. (as been told by hikmat).

gotta work an extra time on my tilawah, a little behind schedule sudah... aim to khatam at least once okey alak......

okeh mari menjemur kain!

tagged by aliya & hannah

Favourite

1. Colour?
- merah biru ijau itam

2. Outfit?
- jeans yg selesa + comfy shirts/jubah/ watever

3. Game?
- bookworm. haha

Currently

4. Wearing?
- shi/ort

5. Thinking?
- pasal tag ni le..

6. Listening?
- nothing. ( but silently nyanyi dlm hati jason mraz's lucky)

Future

7. Tommorow?
- pagi2 bangun & teman adak antar dayah kat puchong.
going to nad's bro wedding @ dewan au2

8. Next Year?
- no idea. i dont really plan my life, haha. it doesnt always go as i wish, so...

9. Next 10 Years?
- settled down hopefully, with children and all..

Hate

10. Guy?
- najib? haha or kj. ishhh

11. Song?
- 'o'ow, kamu ketahuan~ ' sounds familiar? yeap i hate that song really much! tq

12. Year?
- ntah..this yr maybe cuz dah grad and now burdened with all the responsibilities any graduant wud hv

Sweet Memories

13. Today?
- hangout @ memori corner kat melati. lawo kedai tuh!

14. Last Year?
- this particular day i went breakfast @ old town? hehe tuh pun dh kire bes la ek

15. Evergreen?
- school days ^^ , followed by U days. so carefree.

School

16. Fun-ness?
- friends.. oso, holding to the title form5 the seniors.. haha bes2

17. Why? [sequel to #16]
- cuz all i can remember now is the picture of us laughing together , oso the pict of us being not to care of all the surroundings like we hv all the powwah! ahaha

18. Thing you love about it?
- about school? hm definitely its where the puppy love starts..hahaha

Home

19. Where
- taman keramat, kuala lumpur

20. When did you move in?
- august 2001

21. How's your room right now?
- messy as ever

Best-friends [could be many, could be friends only]

22. Male @ Female?
- mostly the girls i usually run to if anything happens

23. About her/him?
- they are so fun to be with (gile ayat basic abes). that i can just be foolish and goofing around without thinking that time does fly and im not 24 just yet. haha

24. You love her/him?
- of course!

Love

25. What d'you know about it?
- very little.
but i know that it can last. yea it does, and when it does, it hurts damn much. seriously

26. How would you show it?
- i dunno, being caring i guess. but then again im hvg trouble showing it so...

27. You love/loved ONE person all your life. [not family love]
- done.

Song

28. You know the lyrics by heart
- banyak juge

29. Favourite?
- aidan hawken- fly straight, bau-warkah

30. Favor singer or song?
- ntah la,, sape ek, cant think of any fave singer for the moment


Who d'you hope to continue this tag?
anybody who wants to do this tag, sile2kan diri anda.. hehe

and.. another tag! hehe by hannah

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
bli makanan

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
sleep, watch muvi @ pc, or.. browsing internet while listening to the radio

3. What kind of news do you read?
celebrity gossips(without question), weird/ rare things that happens, e.g smalam kat suratkabar ada pasal baby ni ada 2 kepala.., also..news pasal animals. haha

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
no idea.

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
always . and forever. ceh bajet haley/nathan!!! blerghh .tipu je tuh.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
i dunno, cannot kot.with some little money can a, if nothing as in zero cent, i dun really think so.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my parents. huhuhu

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
continue this tag while listening to the radio. besnye besnye

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
no courage to do so. cissss

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
-spontaneous
-fun
-she sounds garang in her blog all right. hahaha (hannah, seriously. haha)

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
-all the good things -which is highly unlikely, rite. haha

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
-sekiranya mereka melanggar perintah/suruhan/larangan Tuhan

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
i can be. haha

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
burger

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
happy :D haha cliche but who cares

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
undecisive

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
imang, uswah, husna

18. Name one song and why.
this new song by peterpan. cuz im listening to it rite now. wah mcm agak bes!

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
ape ye.. no idea

20. If you have a million ringgit,what would you do?
answered this few times aready....

monday blues (again?) and again..

last weekend was mostly spent at uia. saturday, i attended my graduation ceremony while on sunday, i went for eza & uswah's convocation. both days have been rainy quite heavily juge. resulted me in having this ongoing sorethroat & slight fever. aaadoihh tak sedap badan!
and now there's oso the selseme.

poor the kids today i dtg lambat dan tibe2 naik hangin sket when they (routinely) reluctant to do as i say.

im having my usual cuakness for the interviews im having tomorrow.
aaa nak prepare apekah?! x_x

now im fighting this slight fever and also standing to the urge of having to go to adak's checking faliq's homwek. ye.,. cuti skolah has ended and now he'd b having his usual maths tution homwek. aihh..faliq2,,ko rajin sket laa...

oh ye the pictures. nanti bile dah upload kat comp baru le letak kat blog. (or mayb i'd let imang / uswah do the bloggings as i am very2 malas or not feeling like it for now. lagipun both events ade diorang..hehe let them do the talking and picturing la ye)

lately im having this unwanted feeling i havent been feeling for a long time. crap. crap.
crappy crap. krusty crab. ceh tak pasal2!