permulaan cuti 3 hari

ye, alhamdulillah isnin ni raya haji, makanya, gua lg nggak perlu ke kantor! untuk tugasan di developer's office esok pula, gue lagi terus bilang bahwa gue nggak bisa hadir karna sahabat gue mau menikah (ya emang benar dia mau menikah, cuma gue aja nggak pasti mau pergi atau tidak. haha). wah gumbiraaa amat rasa hati ini bila dipikirin liburan terus sampai 3 hari! tambahan pula, baru2 ni gue lagi capekk banget kerna ke hulu ke hilir, atas urusan kantor. (wah kayaknya nggak ada orang lain/ despatch aja kan?) ya tapi itu lah dia makanya resmi org baru..bila disuruh2 terus aja buat dong. nggak berani ngatakan tidak. gue juga gak pasti kok sampai kapan resmi ini bakal diterusin. mungkin sampai timbulnya lawyer baru utk dibuli kot? waduh.

wah.kenapa sih gue lagi ngobrol2 spiking indon pula! dah la byk salah! hahaha. emangnya otak gue jadi mereng terus kok kalau penat. iyaa gitu lah agaknya.

anyway.

this morning, as i stepped outside the P.A counter kat court, i saw the beautiful blue sky. wat a nice beginning for a day, so i thought. then i called office spoke with the clerk when at the end of our conversation, she sempat lagi bercerita " eh u know the amanah raya (ke watever raya tah name die) building in front our office nih? someone committed suicide, he jumped off the building! lotsa police down there, with the blood and all. kak shida sempat lagi took pictures from our tingkap. i'll ask her to email them to u"

i was like..
sh*t. really? when? why? how old is he?
yep, this morning, mental stress (kot), early thirties.

hm.. life's like that, mayb its a beautiful day for me, but not for the next person. sometimes we feel very grateful, happy, but at other times, we feel like shit.

alhamdulillah we muslims we have Allah to put our hopes, & fears to. to protect us. we have our faith to Allah to keep us sane. we have our religion to abstain us from doing inappropriate things. alhamdulillah 'ala kulli haal.

there are times i feel very frustrated towards things, well, sometimes about almost EVRYthing, but..watdahel,
shit happens.

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well since its actually RAYA HAJI, most of my makcik2 are going back to kampung. we, on the other hand, are staying at home. pk balik, mcm jeles pulak diorang balik kg masak2 ramei2, but on 2nd (or is it 3rd ady ah?) thot, best nye jugak cuti2 stay kat umah je.. i've already listed in mind wat to do in these 3days.
ahh ... bliss....

selamat menyambut hari raya haji! :))