the unintended

often in life our good intention is misinterpreted by others.
and somehow or rather leads to bigger problems.
that we , being the perpetrator, unable to handle.

hmm

rabbi yassir walaa tu'assir ya kareem

rumah kosong

sampai umah je malam td, tgk bilik tame & hikmat kosong, tapi lampu terbukak, kipas terbukak. nak marah je kenape membazir letrik nih, takde orang tapi dua-dua lampu & kipas ON.
tapi, eh, nak marah sape? hehe mel, missing u oreday :)

biase kalo seronok2 org dtg umah, kite akan ckp "senang2 dtg lagi tau!" tapi takkan nak ckp "mel, senang2 balik lagi tau!" hehe thats no need to say isnt it. cuz no matter how far u ve been away from home, home is where the heart is. sooner or later akan balik juge..hehe (lagipun, bukan senang nak balik pun kan. hahahha duit ADE, byk, bersepah)

alhamdulillah Allah bg kite rasa nikmat berkumpul bersama seisi keluarga, bergembira bersama, beraye bersame, bermaaf2an bersame, mengecat pagar rumah bersame2, bersibuk openhouse bersame, ( i wudve put on some relevant pics here tapi malangnye kat ofis takde sume gamba tuh. mental picture sudey) .

Alak doa kepada Allah, mudah2an kite sekeluarge diberi peluang mengecapi nikmat2 seperti di atas lagi and many more some other time :)

wah. setelah sekian lama menyepi, agak matang ye post kali ni (ceh tu pun dah abes matang laaa!) . mungkin ini menunjukkan penulis sudah:-
- mencapai suku abad
- berjalan ke jakarta & bandung (jauh perjalanan, luas pengalaman, menambah ilmu, mematang fikiran. tak pasal!)
- melalui beberapa lifechanging experiences.

insyaAllah i'll update our Jakarta& Bandung trip -pics & experience . some other time..
thisis only a short update. or mayb im just missing blogging? poyo.

All the best kepada tame , wishing u all the good things u deserve.
gudluck to hikmat yg sedang menjalani PMRi. mesti ko bleh buat punye!
rumah kembali kosong . hm

tension gile keje.

terpakse buat2 menguap nak kaver mata berair.

somebody stop the time, pls

according to imang, bus station is where the bus stops, train station is where the train stops.

so.. here's my new work station


where all my work stops. haha.

tgk skrin paling kantoi kot, tgh tgk gamba ammar @ husna's fb - sgt cute ammar.

the more bz i get, the more i will divert my attention to anywhere else.
now im updating this, and considering of watching the Proposal.

oh tadi i slipped and terjatuh tergolek depan bilik air bawah. sangat2 sakit T_T fes time gua jatuh tegolek gitu.. wuwu

note to self: watever u decide to do 2nite, make sure u finish ur work okeh!!

treating ourselves in ramadhan :)

ramadhan kareem,

tonite is imang's shift accompanying adak @ hosp.
adak is getting better, i hope. although her bp i stil quite high, but a good progress i can see if were to compare with masa mula2 she was admitted. lets pray for her yeah..

just now me plus my good ol buddies buka puasa sama2, treating each other by bringin our handmades and memakan22 at atikah's beutiful house at puchong..

just recently i found a good & simple recipe to make a good pasta, so i (as in me & imang) made a pasta tadi (1 loyang gua buat utk dibawa ke umah atikah, another imang buat for rumah & seisi keluarga)...this is our 2nd attempt btw. let the pics tell u the stories :)

selepas saya menumis inti daging & imang prepared the white sauce, but before we layered the ingredients in the loyang

upacara melapis / layering the ingredients dalam loyang. sila rujuk recipe di bawah.

dah siap layered, we put cheddar shredded cheese, and grated some mozarella shredded yg dah ter bercantum so kene sagat balik kasi die halus2 gitu

this if after about 5 minutes i put mine in the oven

hm.. mine is done and ready to be packed and travelled to puchong :)

and here's the recipe for this delishs meal, taken from http://www.myresipi.com/top/detail/447

Easy Pasta Bake

Bahan-bahan ( 6 orang kot )

• 500 gram pasta (sepeket pasta jenis pendek either penne, farfalle, shell or macaroni)
• 300 gram daging cincang (pilih ayam atau lembu)
• 1 ulas bawang putih – dicincang halus
• 1 labu bawang besar – dicincang halus
• 1 tin sedang tomato puri
• 1 tin cendawan butang - dihiris
• 1 biji lada benggala - didadu
• 1 kiub stok ayam atau lembu – ikut jenis daging yang digunakan
• 1 batang carrot – didadu
• 1 batang celery – didadu
• 1 sudu teh herba Oregano kering (dapatkan di mana-mana supermarket/hypermarket)
• 1 helai Bay leaf kering (kalau taknak beli boleh juga gantikan 2 helai daun salam/ serai kayu segar)*
• Parutan keju samada Cheddar/Mozzarela/Romano atau Parmesan
• 3 sudu besar minyak zaitun (kalau taknak beli boleh pakai minyak masak biasa)
• Garam dan gula secukup rasa
• Bahan sos putih :
• 2 sudu besar butter
• 1 sudu besar tepung gandum
• 2 kotak susu segar ( saya guna 2 kotak kecil Susu Dutch Lady full cream je)
• Secubit lada hitam dan garam

Cara-cara

1. Rebus 2 liter air dalam periuk besar, masukkan 2 sudu teh garam. Bila air mendidih baru masukkan pasta. Kacau sekali-sekala dan masukkan satu sudu teh minyak zaitun (atau minyak masak) agar pasta tak melekat. Bila pasta sudah lembut angkat dan toskan.
2. Buat inti daging. Goreng bawang besar dan bawang putih. Jangan dibiar garing, cukup sekadar bawang layu. Kemudian masukkan daging cincang. Goreng hingga daging keperangan.
3. Masukkan carrot, cendawan, lada benggala (capsicum) dan celery. Kacau sebati.
4. Masukkan tomato puri. Jika nampak terlampau kering masukkan sedikit air. Jangan sampai berkuah pula.
5. Masukkan kiub ayam/lembu (hancurkan dan tabur, jangan masuk seketul) herba Oregano dan Bay leaf. Biar mendidih dan naik bau.
6. Masukkan gula dan garam secukup rasa. Garam tak perlu banyak sebab stok dah masin. Bila nampak pekat dan agak kering, tutup api dan ketepikan.
7. Buat sos putih. Masak butter atas api kecil (jangan sampai perang). Bila semua butter dah cair dan berbuih, taburkan tepung gandum, kacau cepat-cepat dengan senduk kayu. Kacau dalam 3-4 minit, kemudian masukkan susu segar.
8. Masukkan garam dan serbuk lada hitam. Kacau hingga nampak sos sudah bersalut di belakang senduk kayu (agak pekat ). Tutup api.
9. Cara melapis : Dalam bekas tahan panas (saya guna Pyrex. Pakai loyang kek pun boleh, tapi kalau pakai Pyrex boleh angkat terus hidang), mulakan dengan lapisan pasta, tabur rata. Lepas tu lapisan inti daging, kemudian ratakan sos putih.
10. Teruskan melapis dan akhiri dengan taburan parutan keju di lapisan paling atas.
11. Bakar dalam oven suhu 190 darjah Celcius selama 30 minit atau sehingga keju cair dan keperangan. Siap untuk dimakan, yummm!!

*alak: ive always hv trouble finding bay leaves (watever that is ;p) and mama said its ok to substitute with serbuk ketumbar (i dunno if it would taste the same or wat, though)

i think the menu is quite clear & simple. if I can do it, of course evbrybody can and bole buat lg sedap! hehe goodluck :)
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atikah & husna

diorang ni sume arrived early at atikah's while i as usual was late, arrived there after azan maghrib has long ended..

eza & atikah

khadeeja, atikah's 2nd daughter :), comel gile, jenis tak kesah org, muke blur & suke makan (and makan makanan org). haha comel sgt..

we chatted until 12, kesian gile eza, balik lambat ke klang, tak tau jalan and siap sesat ke putrajaya kate husna..siann!! sorry eza we kept u so long plak.. tuh la lame sgt tak jumpe, got a lot of catchups to do .. hm next time better make a day reunion lah kan, then can get longer time together. hm wateverla, it was great anyway meeting them:D

thats all now.. toodles~~ (rasa cam playhouse disney tak toodles2?..)

ramadhan treat

salam peeps, how re u treating ramadhan so far?

currently im extremely sleepy, due to the lack of sleep i had last nite.

long story short (okay not that short) ; adak got admitted to the GH, and so i teman her last nite. it was a 3rd class punye ward, and so it was crowded with so many2 katil..apparently there was a lady patient beside adak's bed and she had a critical diabetic i might say, and dang she was stil young for a diabetic patient! i think she's around 25-33 kot umur dia.

she had been whining loudly & meracau2 last nite complaining
'sakitnyaa... ya Allah..'
'makkk sakit maaakk..'
'mak buat apa tuh?? sakit sgt ni mak..'
'mana mak ni..tak sayang kat angah ke..'
'adui makkk skait sgt ni... aduii..'
'Allah..sakitnya..bila nak sihat ni..'
'aaahhh adui.. nak mati dah ni.. tak larat dah ni mak'

(looking at me and said) 'akak...sakit kak....' and i didnt know how to react and asked her: nak panggil nurse ke? to that she said 'huh?' and i repeated myself. and again she said 'huh?' wah i sungguh confused. and i thot 'or mayb she was talking to herself like she was talking to her mom..'

dan mcm2 lagi...sangat kesian okay.

and she was alone, no mom by her side. i was so scared, and dumbfounded too cuz i dunno what to do, and everyone heard her, including the nurses so i dont think i should call the nurses for her (or should i?) i saw the nurses wouldnt seem to bother sgt so i thot it was normal for her to screaming in pain like that.. but the nurses did came to her now and then asking which part yg sakit etc2..n sometimes heard them told her 'mak pegi keje la tu..' (??) and the nurse jotted down some report on her

and i cant figure whichpart yang she was so in pain cuz i didnt see any physical injury, only some (ok banyak) jarum2 yg cucuk2 kat tangan utk masuk drip , ada urinary tube jugak kot..huu sgt kesian!!

so when the doctor started their rounds this morning, one doctor read the lady's report and saw the nurses wrote sumthing like 'been crying the whole nite' and all the doctors at that part of the ward they all ended up gathered at her bed checking to see whats wrong, and the lady said sakit susah nak bernafas, rasa cucuk2 la etc and one (i think he's either MO or specialist - the one who knows her case) tall doctor decided dgn cepat to cucuk (or tebuk?huu tatau) near her stomach area ke apa.. and the nurses started to tutup the tirai around her bed and i couldnt see what re they doing to the lady.

and my shift ended to be replaced by dayah (our cousin) . i texted dayah jugak last nite pastu dayah oso asked bout the lady tu sbb drpd siang smalam she kept on mengadu sakit, mengerang kesakitan. so when i met dayah this morning, i told her what happened.

by thetime i got home, dayah texted me 'alak, jiran kite dah takde..' and of course i thot about the diabetic young lady straight away! innalillahiwainnailaihi raajiun..
terkejut! i thot the pain she was experiencing was temporary and really gonna go away but Allah knows best. with taht condition, sgt kesian dia if to carry on with her life like that..

to sum it all up:-
1) profession as doctor/nurse, really requires a highhh level of tolerance and gonna need lots of passion and lots n lots of patience
2) to maintain ur health no matter how young or healthy u think u are
(kesahnye that arwah has been using the insulin since high skool.. kesian sgt kan)
3) appreciate ur health, ur freedom of access to go anywhere, by ur own.
Allahumma 'afini fi badani, Allahumma 'afini fi sam'i, Allahumma 'Afini fi basori. amiin
4) i wouldnt mind doctors/nurses gaji tinggi2, kerjaya mereka sgt mulia (dan mencabar dan susah)!
5) thats why i didnt get enough sleep last nite.
(oh well i didnt really go to the hospital just to get a friggin sleep did i? ;p)

some phones

i want one!

(ok, rediculously expensive unaffordable prices aside)

i used to want the iPhone,everything about it is so tempting to me. the body, the look , the canggih OS (ceh amende tah tu), all. but i dont think i could type smses with that touch screen very well, so i ve been wanting a touch screen with a keyboard.

then i saw Nokia N97 no-uh, i think its like too bulky and doesnt really have that very kool look. i oso dont fancy the way when it slides to show the keyboard, the screen is kinda tilted ke atas like that. hm. moving on,

i saw Samsung Omnia Pro 2 B7610

and i like it! (or, liked it.haha) looks kinda kool. but just now i saw this model pulak. dunno whether its just some rumours saying this fon bakal keluar jugak, cun jugak the design


katenye omnia siblings jugak le.. ke.. if its already out there, i wouldnt know . heh

however thats not this post is about.
ive found THE one ;) (mampu tak mampu tu another different chapter, book, story, library, or bookshop :p)

tenterennn... presenting... lu tgk la sendiri. hihikss



Nokia N900.
peh..almost got bleeding nose jugak just watching the ads :D the graphic pun sangat cungg!
mahu mahu mahu all the wayy~~

ok alak, sile la save some money evry month if u wanna buy the fon. man jadda wa jada, rite?
(save some money = gonna take longer time, and by the time (and IF berjaya save pun) dah ade duit, hopefully the price is lower already. haha. = for now i use my current one je le. alhamdulillah masih bole gune dgn sempurna. haha

just in case u guys tatau and nak tau la, the price range sume fon di atas around -+2500 . (memang tak aaa aku nak beli dalam mase terdekat kan. and longer time will it takes for me to raise such amount of monay. hahaha) well bak kata mama, alah berangan bukan kene bayor pun ;p

HOWEVER, no im not saying i despise all the above fon yang lain2 tuh, if some one fine day ada orang bermurah hati nak sedekahkan (what more in this highly blessed ramadhan) to me either one of the above, mmg takde la aku nak tolak kan. hahaha. apetah lagi iPhone wuuu T_T sangat mahu kot?

i know! i shudnt be writing about this (and u shouldnt be reading this sampai habis too ;p), but after seeing the N900's ads, cant stand loh. hoho.

ok more benefitable posts coming up. (amin.) till then, selamat beramal!

*wats wrong with me, i had to check with dictionary.com how to spell ridiculous? (ni dah betul punye, baru cek td) wah i used to won spelling bee contest zaman keremajaan dulu kala?!