another long tiring eyes reading :p

When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile

that's one familiar phrase all right. and who knows, it might be true once in a while..

well obviously the prev post was the downside i was having in the morning up till noon.. but then, the day wasnt ended just yet... in fact i was very thankful that imang brought her camera almost evrywhere that when i see some of the pics, reminds me how actually the above phrase was actually true :)

while i was at work petang tuh, hardly keeping myself sitting still on the chair , i got the idea of window shopping at the nearest MJ at avenue K afterwork. u know, just browsing over stuffs or watever theyre selling there cuz ive never been there yet and as far as my diary of sale:where&when is concern, metrojaya is having a sale up til 9/11 :D so might as well check it out kan.. ape lg i pun tros call the ever so relaxing (sbb dah abes markpaper n students are heading to finale season anyway) lecturer cousin of mine yg -obviously- angkat talipon ngan suara dari alam mimpi beliau and she agreed to meet me up at avenue K.

so dari avenue K bergerak ke KLCC.. and while i was checking out the wallet section, uswah saw the purses there and got the idea of buying her mom a purse, and it also occured to me that since mama's purse oso mcm dh agak penuh (dgn resit2 -mostly ;p) and its getting rough so why not buy her one too right..plus its leather and u know how moms just love leather right. so i made a quick call to mama and asked mama wan or not if i buy u a purse kan, and is it okay kalo same ngan auntie dayat.. mama said up to me le and she doesnt mind at all since its normal leh siblings got same item.mcm alak ngan imang. iyolah so i bought hers. then i was hesitating to buy me which purse yg itu or yg ini. yg biru atau yg itam. yg merah atau yg ijau. yea2 im indecisive like that ;p that i had to call imang to come over and help me decide since uswah oso maleh nak layan that shes better off layan-ing her feet yg dah sakit2 sbb pakai sandal baru yg die ingat selesa tapi rupenye tak frenly sgt when it comes to long walk, eh i mean long shopping walk..heheh

imang joined us minutes minutes , minutesss later... and i got myself a purse too :) we bought a little bit of this and that,,just our needs, since i had to cut off some of the wants cuz bajet lari beb.. so indeed,,retail therapy is way wayyy better than anything else (this is true esp when u dont hv the special wek2) bleh me rite.

sempat gambo kat klcc mlm2 sbb lawo an..

and how was i so tak sabar nak balik umah cuz uswah said her family's already sampai at my house..yeayyyy!!!! u know why..?

yep, the above pic is the why.
dream comes true olrite :)
heee i bought a new sWATCH yeeaayy~ ;))
u know that swatch was soooo hard to cari nowadays, k.l je sudah abes, the sales assistant said kat j.b ade la 3 and 1 kat penang. they oso not sure whther or not nak order from HQ cuz abes stock as well..while i was already head over heels with jam itu..with full of nervousness i called la my fave auntie living in jb , yep uswah's mama.. asked her to buy for me-which a big sacrifice for her sbb the city square was a place they rarely go to (not to mention agak jauh dr rumah mereke..huhu) and oso she & pacik khairuddin just recovered from their own migraine & darah tinggi..huhuhu..but they took the trouble and bought for me somehow.. <3

so all im saying is that, eventhough (i thot) i was having a bad day that i was not in the mood for all the wrong reasons, like the litle amount salary (which shudnt be an issue, really), or my terribly slow ability in learning new things at work, i stil got a one big happy family at home..i got very sporting & rajin & thoughtful aunties.. i got my siblings, cousins at my back..
alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal :))
sampai2 rumah, the house was filled with laughter (this is a must each time my makcik2 & pakcik2 kumpul2) nenek pun ada..wow full house, mc.ika, pc.arip pun ada! mc.diyana arrived later..lagi riuh..hahaha :D

2 moms teruja dgn hadiah from 2 daughters..

mama's was brownish, while auntie dayat's reddish, same design, same pattern..

alak was very excited sampai gambo goyang2..siap dpt beg isi telekung free lg swatch kasi..

so alak..heads up! marilah bersemangat jgn patah smangat pule..haha (ko dh dapat wallet ngan jam baru jgn ngade lah kan)


the end result :)oh oh and mine was oso leather too ;)

petang td lepak catching up with husna...haha klaka we both think we hadnt really enjoyfullblasting our student days.. sucha waste ohkayy.. so any of u yg stil studying..seriously take up this advice : enjoy while u can!!! and study & score while u can!!! it does matter all right.

jap, apsal lagu nickelback-gotta be somebody sgt la bes..gile rockonbebeh la kan..and the lyric too..humphh bes okey u guys better check it out..(imang lambat no ko nak letak kat blog kan, that i've to mention here ha..gahaha)

maybe im not..

i stared hard at the pc screen looking at the amount of my salary for this month.

i was like.. whaaattt *curse*curse*curse*curse summore* (i know its not healthy n morale okey)

so i thought, im done here practicing. (when i jussst got my PC yesterday and i jusssst attested one document with my new signature yg baru je dipracticed byk kali smalam..hoho i memang jakun like that)

and yesterday there was a brief visit from the bankers, they talked about property bla3 interest rates bla3 economy bla3. i cudnt understand.. well.. letssay 3quarter of the whole meeting. i was like ..syaiiitt..... bapak susah nye mende ni i seriously have to buy some guide for banking & conveyancing for dummies

and i thought, thats it. maybe im not cut out to be a lawyer. im seriously considering pursuing my master - in watever field i cud not careless. yep, im indefinite, no specific goal/destination like that.

as long as i dont hv to work my ass off (not actually work la becoz i just took up some files..and some is not even half of wat the other lawyers are currently on, ho ho) and got paid this... low.

and today was supposed to be a big happy grin day for me.

but i , first thing in the morning i read tame's blog, and then ky's blog..and then all the emotions start rushing in..huhu sedey la diorang nye entry pasal mama. me being gifted with mama's natural talent in mata termasuk habuk, of kos la dah berair2 mata ha..kelang kabut cari tissue. haha. harap2 tade org nampak.. and then i watched ky's pics and the 2 budak kecik yg sgt la rindu nye.. pastu nampak iqbal senyum sgt comel OKEY dan luqman yg mcm biase muke sengal sket die tuh..haha dan sgt sayang nye rasa.. rindu gile ngan ky sekuarge!!

and it hit me; nak gi obersea ah nak jumpe ky ! best je tgk diorang jalan2..bergumbira..

aiyoh..and being a perempuan in PMS mode doesnt help either..

but now i ve pulled myself together.. gaji not as expected sbb aku pun masuk keje lambat.. 6/10 arituh.. of kos la die tolak..ahahah bengong me!

butstill, i seriously need to read some books on this. hmmmmm

on the bright, pretending to be cheerful as if gaji rm5k note;

yeayy~ malam ni someone's dream(at least one of the too many dreams) is coming true~! yeap lets wait for it ;))

yeayy~~ alhamdulillah mama getingg better now siap masakkan sarapan roti canai segera+ kuah kari..thanks mam luv yu! xoxo

n seriously, need to go workout on my bajet sbb bajet lari mcm sprinter! laju abes...

so..maybe im not cut out to be one.. but maybe im not done here yet.. letssee for tomorrowsss....lets hope for a brighter sunshines..

and..lets sing some oasis..

Cause all of the stars

Are fading away

Just try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Take what you need

and be on your way

and stop crying your heart out

and its bloody irritating when i already put some enter between the paragraph but stil bile publish post ni sume mcm sambung para je.. wekkkkk benci

i'm done

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You,
you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh



...saje je letak lyric katy perry, baru catchy sket kan..
hahaha

makan besar

you know i'd been counting the days from last week the moment i read the email spreading the news that our firm was gonna makan besar on the last 23rd.. why cuz i am naturally attracted to the word 'makan hotel' and i wud automatically imagining the buffet servings where we'd be allowed to freely flying from one type of meal to another lauk and the most anticipated wud be the dessert, thats why.

so when i entered the hotel with full excitement of makan hotel, i flinched a bit when i heard the colleagues when searching for the respected venue they said 'ming palace'. it mustve slipped my mind the venue mentioned in the invitation email..

u know i'd like to take myself as a bit of adventurous that i like to try new things, taste new foods, surely life has something more than what im always accustomed to kan..so its quite harmless the way i see it.

but seriously..... chinese cuisine mehhh?

i mean, i LOVE sushi or any japanese punye makanan...the western for their lamb chop or steaks watnots (i mean, who doesnt, rite), arab punye makanan pun best- take the famous Mandi (plus its delicious lamb!) and the dessertlike pudding that tasted 'wangi' (i know ppl oso pelik why something wud rasa wangi).. sume gua bleh layan okey...

but i lost my appetite straight away knowing they booked for the chinese cuisine (i seriously think it cost mahal lah kan per head of kos) ,, but of kos, i somehow managed to filled up my stomach sbb i had been saving my stomach for the lunch ok,, lapar gils. and ciss.. they even served herbal tea for the lunch. i mean i am seriously up for herbal tea or any other healthy teas around but not that particular day.. bertambah2 la my frustation built. huhuuu but of kos, dah haus kan, minum bercawan2 juge aku..huhu.
so when i heard they said ada potong kek session afterwards, i was tak sabar gile cuz i need something yg consumeable-if u know wat i mean..

enough bout my tak puas hatiness.. next is my boss yg super comel/nice for quoting (or may i say wronglyquoted ;) ) the phrase 'amar ma'ruf nahi mungkar' in his speech. he said he found that phrase while reading the newspaper that morning. so he elaborate la that we should ask others to do good deeds and forbid to do bad things.. he oso said we are now a family, lets not talk bout about others and talk good things bout others instead..yg paling comel his metaphora yg mcm gini lebih kurang.. we have 10 fingers and we hv 6 long ones and 4 short ones.. so why only focus on the short ones (shortcomings of one person).. when we hv 6 long (or good things) fingers that outnumbered the short ones..ceh aku plak ha yg dh terbalik2 ckp ha.. well u got wat i mean kan..so comel! hahah

so the makan besar was to commemorate 1) deepavali 2) syawal (not exactly lah sbb aritu dh wat makan2 jamuan raya kat ofis(i know, byk mkn2 kan?! = best!)) 3) birthdays for september and october babies (september was combined with octber ones sbb september was ramadhan-how thoughtful ,i know!) and 4) welcoming the newcomers (besides me, there are like 3/4 other new staffs but from the lvl 3 department)

and before the big lunch ended, there were oso potong2 kek session, and of cos i was the one grinning malu2 kucing blakang uncle yg potong kek tu while evrybody else amik gambo,. there were total of 8 org camtu yg birthdya being celebrated :)

ohhh talkabout makan besar, i am rite now sgt hungryjack okeh.. lately malam2 kalo lapar sure cari otai burger. -its very sinfully delicious burger sabar je lah..that i cant understand kalo ade org tak suke.cant resist to hv it evry nite!! tp at this time of hour dh tutup kot ..

eh, alhamdulillah ade cik kazen bername suhaib yg rajinly called uswah tgh2 malam ni dan willing to belikan uswah makanan dr mcD.,. wahh gua pesan skali la god bless u cuz!! chewah..
oh its quite handful jugak this entry kali ini... nampak sgt suke bebel!

oh i purposely tanak letak gambar2 yg berkenaan.. macam bahaye, no? mcm involving org lain dan firm itu,dan most importantly, lets not jeorpardize my new job okeh. haha

another year nearer..

to death

lastnite imang & uswah threw me a surprise birthday session.

we were at ky's room as usual, when imang suddenly hilang and minutes later uswah excused herself to the toilet. i was staring at the pc and all of sudden the 2 girls brought me cakes complete with a candle lit up on the cake. ceh mcm omputeh nye surprais plak aku mmg tak bese! dengan tak biasenye, i was terharu dan terus blew the candle off. imang pun ckp 'ape nihh amik gamba a dulu..' oo yeke like that one aa.. so we lit the candle again n again sbb tak pnah ade rehearsal begini kan.. i also akhirnye makan2 kek tp rupenye ade serpihan candle termasuk mulut..sabo je le..haha

soo terharu & flatterred.. :~> and the cakes were SOOOO superbly comfortingly eyes-closed melt in the mouth - ly delicious! thank u korang..my eyes just went bit watery then. haha

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i cant be specific but for some reason or another, i like the age of 24. even when i was small i dreamt of getting married by 24. or maybe i just like the number 2 combined with number 4. or..maybe ive been thinking all this while that being 24 means that u oredi got wat u want but not too old oledi.. .. but looking at myself now, 24 oreday stil got not much meh?..

well i guess thats just life, it doesnt always turnout as u wished..

so. i'd like to record my special thanks (thank u guys very muchh!) to those who wished me birthday, by sms or foncall (eh lupe plak takde.hahah) , by their own thoughts or AFTER being reminded by me..(ni mmg hampeh!!) haha

super thanks to those yg dah bagi hadiah or cake or a post in blog for that matter (yep ky, i took that as a gift waatt..although, u re stil welcomed to pass things to abg noh..ahhahaa . oh ye, jgn lupe bday imang pun dah dekat.hehe)

come to think of it, gamba ni mcm agak freaky looking. hahaha

mencurah air ke daun keladi

it was quoted that persistent observation of nature compels us to see lots of ironies. the example given was the frog thats usually placed beside a flower . .




so i guess my theory of 'org biase2 kawen ngan org ensem/cantik' can prevail hoh.. hahha



anyway .



or the modern day example, (as being mentioned by a fren) paris hilton who's so damn rich, can look so cheap



u know, from daily experience, i sometimes met people whom i felt jealous gila with; so rich, so beautiful.. or she's young and talented and she works at the big company. or maybe she's settled down, got handsome husband, got a child or two..u know, all that young girls of the same age would want in life..

but with all the lavish things life can offer, somehow, they want more.

if today they bought guess bags, tomorrow they would want coach bags. and the next day.. (ntah ape la lg brand yg lagi mahal dok tahuu). they race among themselves on who owns the latest branded or designer goods. i wonder what makes them feel stil deprived. thing is, i observe that worldly affairs would never be enough. i recalled when i was given rm1000 gedebuk. within few days the money habis begitu saje..

well,, ..big earner tends to be big spender dont they..

actually those doesnt surpprise me lah kan,, wat actually surprised me is ppl whose well,, they dont hv much, but they feel as much. they are contented with their lives. and theyre happy. yes, most importantly is that they re happy..they dont gv a shoot if their colleagues are wearing the latest designer bags, or shoes for that matter. they just gv some nice comments on the new purchase, and thats that.



i dream to be one of those.

speaking of which im totally failing at. haha. its not even nearing pay day yet, already i hv a list of things i wanna buy. hahah.. well they all are my needs. and not just wat i want okehh..haha of course im defending myself.


japgi nak try blk using jln ampang. all this while been using yap kwan seng and then tembus semarak bla3, mcm lama je nak sampai umah.

roads taken

"if u dont know where you're going, any road will take you there"

-Lewis Carroll

sgt suke the above quote. hopefully that im working at the new firm is the right road to take me to the place that i'd love.

wah2 firstly i wud like to congratulate cik (or maybe now puan? hehe) nihlah johari di atas pernikahannye dengan saudara mujahid. semoge perkahwinan kalian diberkati Allah..
and yah was right in her blog, the engagement-marriage epidemic is BACK. hahaha..not that its a bad thing though ;p

its really a bad idea me updating this blog now. sbb i had originally made a post (but not a long one pun) but the post was intended to hv some raya pics...dan dah archived already sebelum sempat ditampal gamba2 rayenye..hehe this is my saying that gamba2 raye + pertunangan uswah lain post aaa..hahah. oh i said bad idea updating now sbb takde idea..hehe

work is all right. but i just wish that i cud get out of the office more occassionally and more casually without being bothered wat the boss wud think that i selalu not in my place. cis cis. but i love this one (not so) senior lawyer nih..shes very cool & nice.. haha lepak je and mcm tak banyak hal..haha. u know i had to go to the developer's office on certain saturday & sunday, but i wudnt mind if she's there too :) last sunday i went for the 1st time kan, just to attend the client's signing the s&p or the loan agreements, so i just observe how this senior does her job.. ok lah kot. but when she explains to teh clients in chinese..aku nganga je la..haha
today our office just had our jamuan hari raye.. saya bwk buah2an..haha dun get me started pasal buah2an tersebut...janji bwk! haha

oh tiba2 terlupa the fact i am living with a tunangan org.. orang kate kalo tunang ni darah manis ek... (padan la ko selalu kene gigit nyamuk uswah! haha) .. so maksudnye lepas ni takleh jd partner in crimes la..lepas ni kene ajak uswah buat perkara2 yg mendatangkan faedah je la kan.. haha.. although,.in woman's diary, 'faedah' has lots other sub- meaning..haha