its the end of the year

can u believe it?

omaigod feels like 100 years havent been writing in blog. like actually write. or type, for that matter.

mashaAllah suddenly its december now huh? time flies so fast we lost track of it, drowned in the daily routines. complaints? i hv lots of them but lets just keep it inside. updates? omg there's just so much to update on. this upcoming trio wedding is really exciting and tiring (for my eyes for browsing on b2b* blogs, and other websites on essentials for wedding or rather non-essential things :p)

spending more time browsing the net as a bride to be (ehem), gives me insight that there's just so much to do (and of course to spend!) for a wedding - whether u want it to be unique - reflects urself/ personality, or if u want it to be memorable like a fairytale style or if u want it to be grand, or sweet and nice - everything is there on the internet. i guess blogger dah kaye now since most of the wedding service providers are using blogger instead of .com. . rupenye ade sgt byk blog b2bs!! tips from the b2bs blogs are also very2 helpful. omg seriously these b2bs are so rajin like ya Allah rajinnye kau lipat2 crane 1000pcs and gantung2! haha but i guess, (some) girls would always go to certain length to get what they want. anyways, on the other side, Islam specifically said that a barakah wedding is the one with least expenses. hmm i mean its quite clear on that. then again its a matter of preference and whther u have the means for it. asalkan tak membebankan ur future spouse and most importantly ur parents sudah.. ke ape?

me? haha i can never pull a grand wedding thats a given. so me n imang (n takudin) are planning to have something thats just.. nice. a wedding that brings comfort to the relatives n friends to hang around and catching up with each other, a wedding that is free of hassle (caterer n pelayan adalah wajib) and of course, a wedding that we the pengantinss will be happy and comfortable in :)

i guess im just another b2b trying to record or keep track of whatever preparation she's going thru. haha. that, or im just being a blogger. hehs.

anyways. only 1 box can be checked now: photographer ! me and imang berdarah2 mata (over) tgk2 blog2 photographer sana sini. some of them put in too much editing in their work, jadi pics nampak superficial - takmo. some other angle lawo gile but sket2 buat gamba style photo lama (kalo sikit2 takpe tapi kalo dh sume? booringg..) so,, takmo gak. and of course, there are always the one yg superb, the technique, the setting, bla3 evyrthings is nice but poket gua tak nice.. soo tak dapek la T_T. and then one fine day imang told me to checkout this newlyweds photograper. initially we memang kalo bleh nak yg mcm daniel zain -ish.. gamba cerah, cahaya cantik. speedlight dihalakan ke arah yg betul, bukan ke subject directly (ceh mcm la aku terer no phptogaphy stuff ) . so i went to this newlyweds blog and.. wahh cantik2! terus terpikat and straight away i sent them email for quotation. surprisngly their price is sgt affordable! alhamdulillah.. terus book straight away huahua dah la theyre so nice, very accomodating :)

shit. im starting to sound like other b2bs out there! oklah then, b4 i become worse, i better sleep now. a long day ahead in a few hours.

its maal hijrah yesterday. another year wiser i hope, inshaAllah. please pray for me :)

**bilekah saya mahu tukar rupe paras blog ini. hm hm

*b2b = bride to be