saturday nite and im at home? alone? (no i did not just put my palms on each side of my face and scream macaulay culkin's famous aaaaaahhh - ok this is just stuped :p)
and the text msg im getting is just from 62003 (yes its a type of service msg no. nothing personal-literally)
and i was just spending some 30mins lepaking with my married cousins downstairs watching shopaholic (which ive watched b4) and it strucked me : wth am i doing menyibuk here, ive already watched it. haha.
and now i update my whiny blog.
and these, evidenced that i am single.
and im 25.
wth.
oh i guess i could label this post as rather personal and viewer discretion is advised :p
u know at this age (yea purposely bold that ;p) ive started to embrace the fact that im not rushing anything to get married with anyone (obviously cuz i dun have one - for one thing, n 2nd, wei kawen = mahal ok. mane nak cekau duit. have to do lotsa saving first-which im yet to start :p) , and no worries lah, jodoh will come ar0und, when the time is right, sure, and yeah, comforting myself with Ted's saying: (s)he's on her/his way getting to u as fast as (s)he can
and many2 things comforting lah kan. so when all of sudden this heavy yet unintentional words thrown at me:
"abes, ko nak mcm ni sampai tua ke?"
all the excuses ive wrapped myself to get comfortable, melted away, all my brick of confidence collapsed, and made me wonder; is it my choice? to get hitched now or then? do i really need to just tangkap muat any guy and accept him to be my company for like, ever? wah. thats tough.
some ppl just dont understand when i say; i havent met the right person yet. and yes, its 2 way traffic here. he hasnt find me yet as i him. watevs. that doesnt really matter. this thing im blabbing only makes me appear like some old spinster yg garang je kan. huhu. and im not garang, mind u (courtesy of cik afzan ;p) (oh but imang shud know better :p)
and the text msg im getting is just from 62003 (yes its a type of service msg no. nothing personal-literally)
and i was just spending some 30mins lepaking with my married cousins downstairs watching shopaholic (which ive watched b4) and it strucked me : wth am i doing menyibuk here, ive already watched it. haha.
and now i update my whiny blog.
and these, evidenced that i am single.
and im 25.
wth.
oh i guess i could label this post as rather personal and viewer discretion is advised :p
u know at this age (yea purposely bold that ;p) ive started to embrace the fact that im not rushing anything to get married with anyone (obviously cuz i dun have one - for one thing, n 2nd, wei kawen = mahal ok. mane nak cekau duit. have to do lotsa saving first-which im yet to start :p) , and no worries lah, jodoh will come ar0und, when the time is right, sure, and yeah, comforting myself with Ted's saying: (s)he's on her/his way getting to u as fast as (s)he can
and many2 things comforting lah kan. so when all of sudden this heavy yet unintentional words thrown at me:
"abes, ko nak mcm ni sampai tua ke?"
all the excuses ive wrapped myself to get comfortable, melted away, all my brick of confidence collapsed, and made me wonder; is it my choice? to get hitched now or then? do i really need to just tangkap muat any guy and accept him to be my company for like, ever? wah. thats tough.
some ppl just dont understand when i say; i havent met the right person yet. and yes, its 2 way traffic here. he hasnt find me yet as i him. watevs. that doesnt really matter. this thing im blabbing only makes me appear like some old spinster yg garang je kan. huhu. and im not garang, mind u (courtesy of cik afzan ;p) (oh but imang shud know better :p)
... yes as my nenek once told me (ok maybe twice. or thrice, oh mayb ive lost count) 'dah tua nanti takda sape nak dah' . and a fren said to me 'ure a girl, ur biological clock's ticking' .
!dang.
apa2 pun, serah saja pada Allah. He knows better, the time, the person, when every essential details, things are right, then thats the day i'll get married and that will be the day ppl stop asking me same old question kan ;) haha. bajet confident ;p
13 comments:
hakhakhak.
jap, prediction: mesti byk org komen psl pos ni, since this kinda topic is always femes.
yeh2, our guys are reaching us as fast as he can :p
wait, "not" garang? can u repeat that with "not" omitted?
oh not necessarily byk komen, gua managed to cover with gamba2 uswah kawen yg mmg ditunggu2 sume org. ngehehe
i want to comment but i'm at a loss for words, because Allah knows better is the best words...
oh alak..our biological clock is ticking??huu..takutnye dgr..mcm dah tua bangka plak rase..xpe,konfiden itu penting..yakin dgn Tuhan,yakin dgn diri..i know it'll happen
tu la sal..ape2hal Allah knows best.
hm bilogical clock ticking..tricky eh? hehe wat to do :s
nothing to worry la you still young, look at me i m married to acik rahim at 26 (with that title too..kui.kui.kui)..nothing impossible in our life, Remember, Allah mengikut Sangkaan Hamba-Nya. When you think +ve and always give sincere smile, trust me someone will knock ur 7eleven! amin
hehe thank u cik diyana! lega sket den membacanye..oo cik diyana kawen ngan pakcik rahim at 26 eh... muda jugak ek. dah lama jugak rupanye usia perkahwinan korang. hehe alhamdulillah & congrats :)
Salam alak;
Still young bebeh! no need to get presured over it or anything. the rest of the saying please refer to your auntie diyana saying. i will always dua for u and hus so that u gals will find the most suitable being that shall be your soulmate, and he will love and guide u in the way that u each would adore. huhu. Jiwangs plaks.. AND of course pray for our miss eza too..hehe lupe plaks minah sorang itue
haha tikah, tak muda sgt dah kot... haha 25 OKEY. twenty friggin FIVE ok u got it. hahha. alamak dreamynye bace i quote "he will love and guide u in the way that u each would adore. "
hikss thank u :)
yee sile la jgn lupe eza. hehe bes tuh. kite rase eza kawen dulu la hehe.kite call die tgh masak la jaga anak sedara la kat umah. mmg ciri2!!
oits,
lelek le baru 25, kita kawen ni rase macam muda gila. hahahahha
alak, zaman mak-mak kita je kawen muda... ;) kak syigim pun kawen 26yrs old and i met him only a year before that..
ur right. *he* is looking for u too.. :)
wah yeke kak syigim? then i still ade can la yek .. hiks amin2 ;p
oh kite baca how u met each other..sgt sweeet okay!! hehe congrats u dapat laki yg sgt sweeett..haha :D
sori aah, aku baru sempat baca post ni
biological clock is ticking. omg, my bro SELALU sebut tu kat aku. and i was like, yeah watever.
our situation sama. but then,malas nak pikir.(dan aff pun mbebel, hello yah, kau tu kena ubah cara jalan,jangan suka mgherdik,jgn lantang sgt.blabla)
yeah watever...
allah knows the best anyway,,,
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