random thoughts..

..or is it? heh

there are things u wanna change
there are things u can
but there are some u cant
but which shud bother u most? the one u can or the one u cant?
or is it mayb the one u decide u cant?

how bout people.
people are the most variable creature from wat i can see.
ive seen some who had the big talk.
as if hes the only person in the world who never gonna such n such
along the way, altho not that often , but it somehow happens, karma or wat, he does the such and such. he became the such n such

so wat if u wanna change things..
in the process u urself has changed.
for the better? alhamdulillah..
but wat if it for worst?

will there be someone to remind u?
or u just left alone to take the road u were seduced to follow..
the question is, which one do u prefer, really?
do u want someone to tell and stop u
or do u really wanna be left untold on the road taken
and if such the case..
are u really gonna blame ppl around?
when u suddenly woke up in such agony

hmmm having said all this..
are we then will resort to not doing any change at all?
for all the cost u might have to pay for?
for being afraid to divert
for being afraid to get confused along the way?

but then again... people are variables u will see..
one day we decide not to..
the next day we are doing it.

whether its for the better or for worst
its ur own life to decide
its ur own story for which u have to find the ending
it really is up to u then.
whether to give it a happy ending
or an ending u thought to be happy
after all evrybody wants to be happy
what matters is, is that the kind of happiness u want it to be
an everlasting one? or one which has expiry date as the world fades off..