hello.
its the same old me. (i know i havent been updating this blog for quite a while, so i just did an introduction in case this blog thot i mightve changed after the idle)
haha, mengarut je, not funny, not even close.
so its 2.37am and here i am, up to finish my long unsettling business. well supposedly am not supposed to be blogging, but just to keep my intention straight (and fulfilled at last, hopefully), i just had to write the 2 most important (like super major) things i've to complete doing for tonite:
1) r.letter
2) m.letter
thing is, i just got myself obsessed with the whole twilight movie-novels thing. (note that when i said 'just' i truly mean n yes i do admit n know that am quite a late bloomer for this phase (is it a phase?) of evry other teenage girl (cet teenage my @$$! ade hati kah? haha)
so this 'phase' kinda get me getting tooo overly involved with yes, undoubtedly, edward's sweetness etc (am certain that if i were to write his other positive attributes, i am almost impossible to achieve my very first objective of staying up tonite ;p) that i cudnt bring myself to a stop when reading the novels. so in other words, those are the reason why i havent been able to get the m&r letters done over the weekend. cis. very. hence here i am.
o snap, im blabbing now. ok2, off to tasks. right away. be back when settled.
(well, kinda a motivation for me. ok enuff for now.)
few hours later...(iye, hours)
yeay alhamdulillah.. mission accomplished. but now its wat time ady.. tak cukup tidur la ni nanti :(.
'sokay.. i take it as a punishment for me for getting in too deep with the vampire's world :p (worth it! hahaha)
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yeap that was last nite. (or morning, to speak in the AM/PM)
there wasnt internet connection @ home last nite. mayb thats one of the reasons i managed to get things done. hehe. yeap im easily distracted like that.
now at office ady. managed to sneak peek kat midnight sun (nangis,.terharu sbb dpt bace juge walaupun tak complete lagi! tengkiu uswah! tengkiu amirah! altho u cud never read this, but im quite eternally grateful to u for this.gahaha)
--alrite vampires aside.
alhamdulillah i think i like it here. as in the office. nice ppl, nice distance (are u kidding?! n one cudn't ever be grateful enuff to get to the office within wat, 3mins? huhuh!). and evrything nice, i hope & pray :)
mari mengutuk the nazionis laknatullah yg berleluasa annihilating the palestine. mari memboikot barangan/ kedai/ apa2 badan2 yg had been supporting the zionisme of the israel. its quite sad that all we can do is this. but lets pray more, and be more alert to all this happenings that clearly insult us muslims as a whole..
--edited later
yesterday i forgot to wish my closest aunt birthday. felt terribly guilty, but not much as imang's. think she's compassionate like that. more than me. *shameonme* so i looked at today's date. something familiar about 13th january. i know 14th is takudin's bday. but 13th.. then i remembered. its my late bestfren's birthday.. should she managed to fight the leukimia last 3 (or is it 4?) years, she'd be 25 by today.. hm no wonder i dreamt bout her the nite before. i stil miss her though, stil feel like she's somewhere out there, doing her interior designing at best. stil remembered the last time we ym, she showed me some of her designs.. she's always the one with very generous heart. altho her cynicism top her other qualities ;) but she stil has the kindest heart and reminds me to be one. 2 days before shes taken away forever, she wished my birthday..on her deathbed, she texted me. as casual as she cudve sound. that, i will never ever forget. hmm, writing this already makes me feel weak. and tearry.. not at the office, pls. guess i should stop now. so any of u who happen to read this, please recite surah al fatihah to my beloved Nursyarfina bt Mohd Ali Akbar. May Allah bless her, semoga beliau ditempatkan di kalangan org2 soleh...
--
theres stil more to write here. but hey, keje KOT?!
so,, till latter then yeah?
(cey, keje ke edwardo? huhuhu *guilty as charged!*)
its the same old me. (i know i havent been updating this blog for quite a while, so i just did an introduction in case this blog thot i mightve changed after the idle)
haha, mengarut je, not funny, not even close.
so its 2.37am and here i am, up to finish my long unsettling business. well supposedly am not supposed to be blogging, but just to keep my intention straight (and fulfilled at last, hopefully), i just had to write the 2 most important (like super major) things i've to complete doing for tonite:
1) r.letter
2) m.letter
thing is, i just got myself obsessed with the whole twilight movie-novels thing. (note that when i said 'just' i truly mean n yes i do admit n know that am quite a late bloomer for this phase (is it a phase?) of evry other teenage girl (cet teenage my @$$! ade hati kah? haha)
so this 'phase' kinda get me getting tooo overly involved with yes, undoubtedly, edward's sweetness etc (am certain that if i were to write his other positive attributes, i am almost impossible to achieve my very first objective of staying up tonite ;p) that i cudnt bring myself to a stop when reading the novels. so in other words, those are the reason why i havent been able to get the m&r letters done over the weekend. cis. very. hence here i am.
o snap, im blabbing now. ok2, off to tasks. right away. be back when settled.
(well, kinda a motivation for me. ok enuff for now.)
few hours later...(iye, hours)
yeay alhamdulillah.. mission accomplished. but now its wat time ady.. tak cukup tidur la ni nanti :(.
'sokay.. i take it as a punishment for me for getting in too deep with the vampire's world :p (worth it! hahaha)
----------
yeap that was last nite. (or morning, to speak in the AM/PM)
there wasnt internet connection @ home last nite. mayb thats one of the reasons i managed to get things done. hehe. yeap im easily distracted like that.
now at office ady. managed to sneak peek kat midnight sun (nangis,.terharu sbb dpt bace juge walaupun tak complete lagi! tengkiu uswah! tengkiu amirah! altho u cud never read this, but im quite eternally grateful to u for this.gahaha)
--alrite vampires aside.
alhamdulillah i think i like it here. as in the office. nice ppl, nice distance (are u kidding?! n one cudn't ever be grateful enuff to get to the office within wat, 3mins? huhuh!). and evrything nice, i hope & pray :)
mari mengutuk the nazionis laknatullah yg berleluasa annihilating the palestine. mari memboikot barangan/ kedai/ apa2 badan2 yg had been supporting the zionisme of the israel. its quite sad that all we can do is this. but lets pray more, and be more alert to all this happenings that clearly insult us muslims as a whole..
--edited later
yesterday i forgot to wish my closest aunt birthday. felt terribly guilty, but not much as imang's. think she's compassionate like that. more than me. *shameonme* so i looked at today's date. something familiar about 13th january. i know 14th is takudin's bday. but 13th.. then i remembered. its my late bestfren's birthday.. should she managed to fight the leukimia last 3 (or is it 4?) years, she'd be 25 by today.. hm no wonder i dreamt bout her the nite before. i stil miss her though, stil feel like she's somewhere out there, doing her interior designing at best. stil remembered the last time we ym, she showed me some of her designs.. she's always the one with very generous heart. altho her cynicism top her other qualities ;) but she stil has the kindest heart and reminds me to be one. 2 days before shes taken away forever, she wished my birthday..on her deathbed, she texted me. as casual as she cudve sound. that, i will never ever forget. hmm, writing this already makes me feel weak. and tearry.. not at the office, pls. guess i should stop now. so any of u who happen to read this, please recite surah al fatihah to my beloved Nursyarfina bt Mohd Ali Akbar. May Allah bless her, semoga beliau ditempatkan di kalangan org2 soleh...
--
theres stil more to write here. but hey, keje KOT?!
so,, till latter then yeah?
(cey, keje ke edwardo? huhuhu *guilty as charged!*)
4 comments:
Suri a.k.a Atikah
Hey Alak, guess i'm the first to comment ey? ketebulan plak tgh lunch so bace lah blog awk yg memang dah lame tak update, blog husna apetah lagi.. gugur di tgh jalan...hehe ngutuk orang.
Anyway so have i wish for your dear friend ditempatkan bersama-sama orang yang bertaqwa. Some memories you shared there Alak, mede me sad too...:(
Anyways, hope u enjoy at your new place there, no more chinise cuisine right? Hey come and check out my blog... dunno lah kelahiran yang ke brape, lost count alleady..heee
amiinn...i cud have prolonged the topic on my fren tuh, tapi kang apehal lak aku mata dah merah2 kat opis kan..so better stop. as long as we kept on praying for the ones we love..regardless of them being alive or not :)
wahh bestnye awak dah ada blog kembali! kite link ok.. ha jgn lupa to put ur award winning witch costume! ;) haha
KALAU JAGA SAMPAI 2.30 JANGAN LUPA SEBELUM TIDUR TAHAJJUD DULU SEKURANG KURANGNYA 2 RAKAAT PLUS 1 RAKAAT WITR AND SALAM
haha..tp tahajud kene tidur dulu kan. mase tu alak tak tido pun lg..huhu (alak dan alasan2nye)
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