camping asmaul Husna escapade @ cerakah

salam
PAGI!! (cewah..all heated up huh..)

my entire last week was busied with this ESQ camping thing at bukit cerakah. we (me & imang) were put under Logistic Department (which to this day, i stil vaguely know our exact operational task) and oso we were put incharged of the presents/prizes . so it involved lotsa shoppings, kinda therapeutic u know, shopping fooods (mostly) trying our best spending rm1000. yeah, believe me, it kinda need some effort to reach that. haha. tp best gak le.

who knew mydin subang rupe2nye agak class& bes (banding ngan kat chow kit punye!) hahah

the camping was quite messed up. i'd say pretty messed up, but we as the AJK, did our best handling the situation, the participants. i luv our team. the logistic team. theyre amazing. we, are amazing. i luv being around them, new ppl, new expectations, new approaches, new experiences.. i guess when we gotta meet & know new ppl, we tend to see things diffrently. we tend to see life from their angle. we open our eyes. i love (almost) all the other AJKs too, i mean, they were nice. there are a bunch of guys ( plus girls too, o course) who are totally nice. like hands down. and the only thing thats quite bothering me is that im like the eldest among the (kinda) group. (oh yea ade la jugak yg sebaya i but most of the other ajks are like 19, 20..haha. tapi byk je juge makcik2 yg wayy out of my league, like 40++, 50++ ;p) there's a smell of jealousy there cuz theyre at such a young age and me like 5 years ahead of them, and they already know wat to do with their lives while at the same time they stil hv plenty time exploring and all, and here i am like, stuck. like, hesitating. haha. but u see, meeting new ppl, makes u open ur eyes. and for the first time i do realize tht im old. dammit.

but then yeah, life is what happened when ure busy making ur excuses (or so the simple plan sang it). so it kinda hit me that i shall not waste anymore time. (cewah, is it drumroll playing oredi? haha)

the Logistic Team

from left: the quitemanja wani, the ever so energetic alya, the youngest&lemah lembut ilya, the tough&rajin&transporter imang (sedap la ko angkut org bwk Stream.haha). missing in pic: me, hanisah.


sebok mengsiapkan signages untuk dipasang

left: kitorang dalam hutan.

right: kitorang dalam bas hutan. hhehe bes bas die tade tingkap sejuk je angin masuk :D

anyway the camping was my 1st time having session with Pak Ary. way i see it, the module are much the same, like when i was attending the mahasiswa with Pak Firdaus (wc obviously sgt kiut & klaka and he was there too, that nite ;p ) so its like a recharge for me. its good to get recharged. and i luv the asmaul husna. best! so this weekend there's gonna be another training exec so if i'm rajin enuff, mayb i ll go recharge skali lg. dekat je kat flamingo. wani already asked if wanna be the ATS for that too. hehehe looks like my heavy bones replied her text saying 'tgk la dulu mcmane.' hahaha. i think i'm quite occupied la ths weekend tho i still cant figure out apekah ia ;) hehe

i S0 respect how makcik diana handled quite like evrything. it was quite a shock la watching her handle almost evrything. i mean, usually (like mmg usually) evry programme wud have their AJKs divided into teams, and there will be like the headcoms etc2, and the headcoms will worry their own problems, but this prog, makcik diana was like the PC (prog coordinator) and at the same time she was busting her head with the technical problems, the canopies, transportations, etc etc. so i was like in a state of awe la jugak looking how she multitasked. hehe i see my nenek's daughters hv always been ones with a..strong will power :D alhamdulillah. well even tho the prog was not quite succeed as we hoped it wud be, but alhamdulillah we managed to pull it. i quote my courageous auntie, mc.diana saying "lantak la kalo diorang nak marah, kite buat prog ni pun bukan kerana die, kerana Allah. kite dah cube yg terbaik dh" so we got thru it all with that niat in mind. Lillahi ta'ala :) so when we put Allah first, we dont feel that much pressure. well, as long as we kept betulkan niat.. hehe (eventho there's always some cute guys around. haha n i quite messed up a lot. with some parents, some participants.. hahaha)

so..ok la gak..something to keep me occupied & alert & bz & bla3.

i've finished House season 4, oso Grey's season 4 (padahal i nvr even watched the season 123. both of them) and now am finishing my name is earl. hahaii how cud i not luv sitting around at home??!

As strong as you were, tender you go
I'm watching you breathing for the last time
A song for your heart, but when it is quiet
I know what it means and I'll carry you home
I'll carry you home
James Blunt - Carry you home