the due date is TODAY ..

Salaam ppl :)

okay, the smile up there is seriously fake.
as of right now, im having tonnes of tasks in my head,of which all are pending to be done. aihhh
the due date for the assignment is TODAY (dammit) and ive only done well, only 0.05% of it. well thank God le Dr Farid Sufian said can oso send by emel. haha so i dont have to print it out, then send it by hand to his office, or the law centre.
so many issues in hand. (why la d hell i didnt blog last nite? ni membazir masa nak wat blog pulak di saat2 genting nak wat assignment ni kan. haha saya suka begitu.)

issue #1 - parents said they want the best for their children. so when the child is happy with his own choice, dont the parents should just guide, guard and pray for him n his own choice? this, is one thing i dont understand bout some parents. (okay before i go further, this is SOO not about MY parents. alhamdulillah mine are kinda understanding in this matter. i mean PARTICULARLY in this matter. hehe. okay back to the topic) okay so wats the point of having the child go for the parents' choice and ending up not happy at all, and to some extend, resort to suicide? yeah , u know wat, that serious. and most importantly its a lose-lose situation down here. if the parents say they have been jaga'ing the child for the rest of his life,and they know wats best for him, and so the child shud just follow wat they asked him to do, then the parents should know all too well that the child might just be happy with his own choice and they practically know all along what KIND of child they have, the rebellious one, or the patuh one. both will end up giving different consequences. i dunno la. i thot this is like yestercentury's matter that dont exist anymore. so when it really happened, well nobody dont really know wat to do. haha. the only think one can say is, pray hard. as in REAL HARD. and most importantly, pray for the BEST.
p/s: words importing the masculine gender include the feminine and neuter genders;

issue #2
penat.
ohh im so intellectually tired (as if im intellectual at all.), its just been 2 days at Tenaganita, already i felt so tired as the result of the overwhelming exposures of wats really happening around us with regards to the migrant workers. okay paham tak? pasal orang2 pendatang asing yg dtg ke malaysia. SANGAT SANGAT kesian kalo dapat tahu cerita2 pasal diorang nih! many of them who already secured a job at their own countries, were promised of getting a better job in malaysia, end up keje sapu sampah, keje mamak, all lari dari keje asal diorang. and wats the worst, yg kene tipu yg sampai berbulan2 tak dapat keje duduk malaysia,tak wat pape. nak mintak keje, the agent hold their passport. so tak dapat wat pape. imagine living in KL for few months with no money in hands. but they cant go back to their own country sbb bile diorang dtg sini mase mula2 tuh they borrowed their relative;s, friend's money (kene bayar cam beribu22 la nak dtg malaysia agent tu suro), so if they wanna go back, kene la duit2 tu siap2 dah ade tp pay all the debts back. hmmm. ni belum cite lagi pasal all the women worker like domestice worker (yg pembantu rumah tu/bibik) yang kene dera kaw2 punye. ha, yang they were forced to prostitute themselves lagi. wahhh sangat teruk la keadaan di luar sana tu sebenanye!! and so i dont have the mood to celebrate merdeka be it 50th, 60th, watsoever. mcm sedih je our beloved kerajaan Malaysia arent really helping in this matter. so all the migrant workers when they go back to their countries, mesti mcm mengata2 malaysia ni takde la best sgt pun.. okay dan lain2. ckp lebih2 kang bahye pulak kan. haha. bg sesape yg tak paham sgt pasal perenggan ni, takpelah, next time kalu rajin, i'll explain more. (read KALAU RAJIN. haha)

issue #3
yesterday i didnt go to office pagi tu as i was supposed to. tak sempat aaa.. okay admittedly, mmg my own fault lah kan.. hm dah la isnin ni my1st duty at tenaganita, so guess i'll get my lecture for being irresponsible dan tak berdedikasi di tempat kerja on tuesday lah kot. uhuhu

issue #4
aiyoh tomoro's my very own convocation! voila!
hm sounds gempak but NOT. i dont feel anything pun nak grad. yela..sbb tak berusehe keras2 masa study dulu, jadi no award to be celebrated. i mean, im like celebrating my passing in law skool je. haha. well isnt that my motto evrytime lepas kuar exam final 'janji lepas sudahh' . so wats there to whine about? hahaha.
and lagi satu hal pulak, tudung yg uia bagi tu jangan harapla pakai kan, sbb sgt kecik je tudungnye. so we opted to buy new tudung, and tampal the uia nye kain tu on top of it, using doublesided tape. haha. the prob now is, tak buat lagi. so hopefully mlm ni. aihh.. tgk keje dah melambak.
tau tak convest time kitorang ni sgt tak bes? denganye sbb the last election was won by the pihak pembangkang, so pihak yg tak bangkang tu dok boikot. ceh. tahpape la got serious and all fussed over stupid politic things. yg jadi mangsenye org cam haku jugak. hampeh konvo sendiri tak gempak langsung. baik haku konvo last yr best la jugak. haha.mcm la bole pilih. ha tgk pintu gerbang entrance konvest hill tu pun..maaak aaii tak selere. sangat tak welcoming dan tak meriah. haishh.
no worries, insyaAllah next yr convo lagi. haha hopefully next yr nye best la kann ;)))

okey abes dah. byk issue yg sbenanye bile disimpulkan jadi issue malas dan penat dan pening. btol kan? hhaha.

here's eza's wishing us Congratulation for our graduation.. sangat2 terharu!! Thanx EZA!
:'))) (well this one is sure as hell an honest smile.even with tears sum more ;) )