salaam
"take it as it comes" . of all these years ive been living, i've learned that i live my life from day to day. i dont plan. i dunno why, but i just dont. paling jauh plan yg betul2 smangat punye and will try to observe will be 2weeks. later than that, , hmm tak penah kot.
think ive been living with the swedish's prinsip as quoted at the beginning : 'take it as it comes'
hm hm
wats the point of planning when u dont follow the path towards it?
wats the point of planning when u dont even know if the plan will go as planned?
wouldnt it be more frustrating then?
wouldnt u be hating urself when it doesnt go ur way?
"those who fails to plan are planning to fail"
so im wrong, am i not?
i know there's sumthin wrong with me sumwhere,, but i just tend to let it go. i leave it in God's hands.. Allah knows best, i'd say
but wouldnt i be tooooo dependant then?
i mean, its wrong rite? i need to do my part, then only can leave the rest to Allah. not main lantak aje,,
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and so im confused on my career path.
what will i be in the future?
will i be working and being paid BIG time of fortune?
will i be doing what i like to do, where my interest lies? just WHAT is my interest punn??
will i be be busy like hell like careerwoman who doesnt even care bout petty stuffs?
will i be working at all?
will i be living at all?
hmmmmmmmmmm
most of all, i just wish to be ME.what kinda person exactly ME is? haha no idea, really.tho its quite amusing a 23 yr old cant really descrice herself. dayyyyymn(quoting imang's lecturer.. hhaha)
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in spite of all that, i have hopes. yeap. i do have hopes in life. and i'l live with that...
"take it as it comes" . of all these years ive been living, i've learned that i live my life from day to day. i dont plan. i dunno why, but i just dont. paling jauh plan yg betul2 smangat punye and will try to observe will be 2weeks. later than that, , hmm tak penah kot.
think ive been living with the swedish's prinsip as quoted at the beginning : 'take it as it comes'
hm hm
wats the point of planning when u dont follow the path towards it?
wats the point of planning when u dont even know if the plan will go as planned?
wouldnt it be more frustrating then?
wouldnt u be hating urself when it doesnt go ur way?
"those who fails to plan are planning to fail"
so im wrong, am i not?
i know there's sumthin wrong with me sumwhere,, but i just tend to let it go. i leave it in God's hands.. Allah knows best, i'd say
but wouldnt i be tooooo dependant then?
i mean, its wrong rite? i need to do my part, then only can leave the rest to Allah. not main lantak aje,,
======
and so im confused on my career path.
what will i be in the future?
will i be working and being paid BIG time of fortune?
will i be doing what i like to do, where my interest lies? just WHAT is my interest punn??
will i be be busy like hell like careerwoman who doesnt even care bout petty stuffs?
will i be working at all?
will i be living at all?
hmmmmmmmmmm
most of all, i just wish to be ME.what kinda person exactly ME is? haha no idea, really.tho its quite amusing a 23 yr old cant really descrice herself. dayyyyymn(quoting imang's lecturer.. hhaha)
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in spite of all that, i have hopes. yeap. i do have hopes in life. and i'l live with that...
"I'm troubled with doubt
Though I know it is not true
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The more that I think, the more it seems true
And now it means more
Than I ever meant it to "
Ash: Lost in You
Though I know it is not true
***
The more that I think, the more it seems true
And now it means more
Than I ever meant it to "
Ash: Lost in You
apehal ann,, mood mlm ni cam merepek..haha
4 comments:
wuuuu, another lost soul, hihi, ok2, serious :!
well, i guess everybody ask these questions at one point in their life but then again, maybe it's just best to take whatever life has to offer you but planning is important and praying is more important :)
but u have to be happy, it keeps u alive so have happy people around u, have happy things, do happy stuffs and just be happy and at the end of the day, count ur blessings because everything and everyone will go back to the creator :)
hehe thanx, but when ure working evryday, kuar rumah kol 730am and be back 730pm, not mentioning all the *@#$ing traffic jam around kl, and u will only face the same ppl evryday, kat office where there'll be.. well paling ramai pun 4 org la kan. so u'll start to find the happiness in the traffic jam , the hon blaring, find the happiness by looking at the polis trafik's face and search for his smile..and the list goes on. so its kinda hard kot to find happiness in very simple things. hehe its always easier said than done kan. thanks neway. ei wan! kate nak chat ngan kite malam smalam! sampai skang tade pun awak online ha! ingatkan penting?!
but every cloud has a silver lining no matter how cliche that sounds! :D
ok2, nanti kite tegur kak aalaa, i am online, tak perasan ke cuma penat sket malam2, jaga budak half a day can be tiring let alone working like u huh...nway, u can be happy and u alone know how u can find whatever it is ur looking for ;)
okey, we'll see for that ;)
we'll see wat happen ey.. hehe thanx wan..as usual, u lift me up, haha well, to another certain level la. i mean, spiritually :D
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