Running to stand still

Salam peeps

life has been mundane for me - as always.

u know how i've always wanted to change my life, like i think there's always more to life than watever im living rite now (altho yes im the sole reason to be blamed, but i did try some efforts to spice things up ..or did i? haha ) anyways. in between these few days,, i ttthhinkk i ve made a sudden decision. well this is the decision i have always wanted to make haha. like u know, hey lets quit practice n do something else. do wat? uhh i dunno, business? wat. ive never been good at business. well anyway, thats the point. quit practice. do something else. BUT

i dunno if im able to quit just like that. i mean like uswah said; its a love-hate relationship. for now i might be effing hate my job, but at the same time when ppl asked me how to so n so, n if i can gv them answer then mcm terus suke balik like of kos la kan sbb hey, u actually know some things. haha. ok .

well anyways. mourn no more. bye2 boring life. hello new life :)

reasons to be happy when stucked in between problematic files in the office:-

1) ky is going home for GOOD!! ky n family insyaAllah will be here in KL by 30/31 march nih ;D
yeheyy bole jumpe budak2 kecik 2 org tuhh . dunno if luqman stil remembers me or not. iqbal for sure dah tak kenal. huhu. comelnye iqbal. and of kos la..boleh jumpe ky jugak! :) haha. n abg noh too. haha

2) im looking forward for a break. and im counting the days as we speak...
im going to OZ this 3rd april !! yayyyy me!!! HAHAHAHHA (evil laugh with sgt puas hati expression pls)
for *ehem* three (3) months. well actually nak sampai 6 bulan (or morrreee) but dunno if papa will let me continue tho. haha.
im gonna be a babysitter and a certainly no lawyer. hahaha. phew looking fwd to the days when the phone rang n its NOT work. hahaihh. well technically my fon doesnt even rang anymore i put in vibrate mode je dah all the time. haha cant stand the noise :p

so yeah, more on the babysitter thingy.
thanks uswah for hooking me up with the job (million thanks! ok nanti kite pos some things for u from there. ceh hopefully bukan sekadar janji2 manis eh :p). hehe its not really a job for me. it actually appeals to me like a holiday, a chance to escape. a paid one ;) hihih. hope evrything turns out great. i honestly CANT WAIT . hehehe. drastic. i know.

anyways, im actually gonna babysit uswah punya senior (Kak Aliya) punya anak and insyaAllah will be living with her , and so far she is sangat2 nice ;)). n weekends is holiday :) and free to go anywhere besnye2! harapannye iyelah nak berjalan2 dan juga melepak sekali sekala kat rumah munah. hehehe (wajib kot munah! ko jgn lari dr aku! haha :p)

hello australia :) im so jakun never been there ;p

still, the excitement is actually kene contain dulu..i stil got LOTS of other things to be done. currently searching for a replacement. someone to take over my place :) .

hope evrything turns out well. amiin.. rabbi yassir wa laa tu'assir , ya Karim..

how to deal

im never good at arguments.either i wud get cranky and want to correct the other party, or i would get cranky and end up being corrected by the other party. either way i'd still be cranky and grumpy. why so emo nih.. i also hv no idea y did i take up law degree
seriously, mmg older unmarried women definitely gonna have this symptom ke? XD

so i browse la bloghopping sana sini. it has been quite some time tak visit2 blog org see wat have they been up to. (hehe husna dah lame tak jenguk blog awak and made me laugh tgh2 malam buta nih :D) and my final stop (before i do this post and hopefully continue to work after? haha) was Suhaib Webb's. anyways found some reminder for me, alhamdulillah. the thing is, we are going to fight, now and then. as brothers & sisters. we're gonna have problems with each other. we re gonna have difficulties. But how do we act after that is what defines us as brothers( & sisters). But how do we differ, how do we handle that?

heh he was actually referring on the topic of marriage. but hey all the same rite, with relationship between us, brothers n sisters. lets just focus on the big picture and continue doing the good deeds. and lets pray to Allah to always give us the wisdom to understand the difference. wisdom for a unity in diversity (ok tht was so uia-ish).

dang its late ady and i hope i stil manage to come early at the office 2moro. so..later!

coolio!

oh i'm truly inspired :)

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nak jd fashion designer jugak bole tak ;)

reminder to self

if u want out,
figure a way.

if u ve found the way,
see to it, follow where it leads to.

if it leads to the place u wanna be,
alhamdulillah.

if it dont, then,, try and try again.

or u know wat, just stay in.
and make the most out of it.

arghh... im so disturbed.
ok alak. DO wat u MUST.
hate whoever u want. but dont hold grudges.
not good for health. ok ape ni.

roger n out.

somewhere someday

Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dreams that you dream of
once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
And the dreams that you dream of,
dreams really do come true
Someday I’ll wish upon a star, wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops,
that’s where you’ll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
And the dreams that you dare to, oh why, oh why can’t I?
Well I see trees of green and red roses too,
I’ll watch them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

Well I see skies of blue and clouds of white
and the brightness of day
I like the dark
and I think to myself, what a wonderful world
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands saying,
How do you do?
They’re really saying, I – I love you
I hear babies cry and I watch them grow,
they’ll learn much more than we’ll know
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

Someday I’ll wish upon a star, wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops,
that’s where you’ll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dreams that you dare to, oh why, oh why can’t I?

ju put the video earlier on fb .
nice isnt it? :)

be thankful

fabiayyi Aalaa' i rabbi kuma tukazzibaan..

sometimes i WANT to be thankful. and sometimes I AM. but on certain times im just.. oh the opposite word is ungrateful lah kan.
sometimes its hard.
ergh pening.
as usual, just rambling. i mean, my own name means Nikmat-nikmat. so how is it i find it so hard to be thankful for just evrything Allah has given me? .. or mayb sometimes i forgot to be thankful.

but u know what, just be thankful anyway. the next thing thats gonna happen may not be the best thing for me, but if it makes u smile, then just be thankful that u can at least stil squeeze a smile, rite.

again im not making any sense. pening. like i said, just rambling .. thinking out loud. rite. roger and out.

not quite a resolution

heyya suddenly its..wat...a NEW YEAR?!! haha doesnt make any difference to me. stil have no resolutions (just like last yr) to fulfill, and my effing job kept me occupied this whole week that i was unable to make myself believe that its an effing new yr for a new start. thus im not looking fwd to it.

but that was this morning. b4 i settle this one matter with one of clients. and what a relief was able to settle that. alhamdulillahh... praise be to Allah... the MOST Gracious & MOST Merciful.. thank u Allah.. so finally i do have one happy start for a new yr :)

and afterwards, went to see pijat's new baby named Muhammad Aiman with Dayah & Jla. cute nye baby dia!! dah bukak mata and all (ok forgot to amik gamba.huhu) . hehe Congrats Pijat, i bet ur gonna be a cool mum :))

and then.. we went to KLCC for a quick bite (not that quick tho) and borak2.. had a really good time there :)) imang & hikmat also sempat purchased a couple of books.

so now, on another somewhat positive tone, ive made a mental list of some 2010 resolutions for myself and gonna start with this:-
1) get myself new converse . grey colour. lama gila dok postpone, kept on forgetting. haha

u know wats a downer? when u wanna start anew, the exact thing u wanted to forget the most came up out of nowhere. but uh... start anew anyway rite. haha

so uh...may this 2010 be the time for us to unfold new horizons and realise new dreams, to rediscover the strength and faith within us.. let this be the year where we all find love happiness contentment n bliss...amiiiinn...
so yeah, HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

oh this is edited later.. hehe:- i kinda like the age of 26 , so i guess imma try to make this yr best /fun :)) (or try to rejoice it). hehe