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everyday this week i woke up in the morning and i thot "eh hari ni sabtu ke? boleh sambung tido ke?" ngantuk gileeeeeh.
and tomorrow is stil friday and all the selangor located offices are gonna be cuti n how unfortunate my office is in KL area.

hehei ive already have a picture in mind of my new blog face. hehe. hope imang will be free anytime soon to realise it :p

i kept having this mengarut idea dah 2 hari. n since blogging is all about letting ur mind do the talking, so im just gonna let this out. ok the way i used to make bread pudding is like soak the bread into a mixture of beaten (eggs, fresh milk, susu pekat manis, vanilla essence). for mayb 15mins kot and then bake in the oven. (resipi paling senang. got from nadia. haha)
so the idea is: how about if i only soak the bread in some beaten eggs + mayb some fresh milk, and then after 15 mins, try layering the soaked pieces of bread with the inti daging i used to make for macaroni bakar , then will it be somewhat like savoury bread pudding in hopes for a taste like the macaroni bakar? ala the bread-soaked-with-eggs-and-freshmilk tuh as a replacement for maceroni. whaddaya think?
ok bet im not making any sense at all huh. heheh. i will try lah. kalo tak sedap aku makan je la sorang2. haha. ala letak je cheese banyak2 on top of it, berebut sume org ;p

ok enough crap for the day. thank u all n i hate my job (ok tak pasal2).

social suicide

so ironic when i guess im (kind of) committing social suicide and at the same time i miss friends.

friends u can talk everything about n not feeling guilty about saying anything crossed ur mind
partner in crimes
partner in (good) deeds
partner in boredomness ( is there sucha word)

hm. say hello to the lonely world :s

nevertheless...
last thursday went to the lookout point @ ampang (road to hulu langat) with krun & jla. so niceeeee the view, like superb! we got to see the whole k.l. and the lights from all the houses n buildings , wonderful! am waiting for krun to upload the pics at fb. and the food was quite okay, and we hungout til late! haha

and today i spent the most amazingly relaxing sunday in the past ..wait, how many months eh.
watching house season 6, episode 1-9. and the latest episode of fringe. ahaha feels good . obviously melayan tv series is my 'thing' right now. butnow here i am hoping that tomorrow wud stil be good cuz today is impossibly hassle-free day. hm, how i hate karma, rite.

** hee looks like krun dah upload gambar kat lookout point, so here i present u.. altho, forgive me the pictures are blurry , obviously we didnt bring a tripod to hold the camera etc, but stil, u can stil see thebeautiful scenery of kl from the top hill :) (and i promise u these pictures didnt do justice)

as u sow, so shall u reap

so there would be this one fine day, where we are sitting relaxing appreciating enjoying indulging lavishing all the finest beautifulest nicest (im obviously too lazy to refer to thesaurus) things we have ever seen touched eaten our whole life . and we are at that moment in this particular Level of heaven.
then, we (metaphorically) look up and then we see there in the upper level, u see ppl (some u might know- or just ppl) up there enjoying even more more fine, beautiful even more like 100-idunno- million times better than wat we are having. and then we sigh.

hm, if only i did better in my life (that obviously has passed).
if only i know that this huge gap between wat im having and what the upper ppl are having is like comparing the size of an ant and a dinosaur (metaphorically, of course), like the things i've been missing is like RUGI GILE......

but at that point of time, ckp byk tak guna, regret2 also nothing happen lah..
cuz we both know that u reap what u sow. u'll be reaping in heaven of what u have sown (or is it sowed?) in life.

so i guess the best we can do is.. yeah, do our best, in whatever we do; in work, in study, in upholding our religion, protecting our modesty, improving our life, there is no limitation in doing good deeds. be sure (like very2 sure) that whatever we do in life, is accountable in the hereafter. accumulatedly it puts u in ur place (lets be positive here) like which level of jannah u deserve.

we dont wanna end up thinking and regretting that we could do better. thats just suck. cuz there and then, is the eternity. man, thats uh...thats really something. like FOREVER. so yeah, lets always pray to Allah that we will be rewarded with the highest level of jannah.. amiin (n dont forget to act like one who deserves to be in one :p)


oh well, im just thinking out loud..
p/s: my english is deteriorating. so watever. ignore the ugly choice of words. pls.

sin-uh-muh

why i prefer watching movies on my laptop rather than in cinemas:

1- i can pause the movie at any moment ; say if i decided to get somethin to eat, or if i NEED to go to somewhre EXTREMELY urgent like, i dont know.. toilet? maybe?
2- i can watch it aloneee, without being distracted with the surroundings ; ppl, (and their) smells, girls giggling for sumthin not that funny ..uhh yeah sumthin like that
3- my eyes wont get tired trying to catch all the movements in the big wide screen that not even half of the movie i need to start rubbing my eyes..
4- not feeling awkward watching movie alone. hah
5- i wont get irritated when edward talks smoothly (and very-slowly and usually i luve je this kinda scene) to bella cuz i need the movie to end quickly cuz need to go to the toilet like really badly cuz been holding up sangat lama and i tell u - totally spoilt the mood.
6- wont have to find seat number in the dark. i am always having trouble with this
7- oh ni paling bes--> annnd its freeee :)
8- english subtitle please. (the malay ones they provided on the screen was just too funny and potong laaa)

y i did anyway:
cuz last time twilight was released, the clear dvd soft copy took a LIFEtime to be released on the net. so yeah. terpakse! haha (yea i know nobody paksa pun)

to sum it all up:
1. mmg sah2 la definitely will watch new moon again! hahaha
2. if u think ur breath kinda smell funny, bring in clorets or chewing gum or watever cuz if u think ppl wont get distracted in that closed space whre there is no wind or watever to blow away the stink, welll.. think again.
3. sila la mintak softcopy kat krun, katenye ade, clear or not lain cite .
4. edward soo lah my husband. ok thats a cliche. oh wait, imang kata paling cliche is the reaction of all the crazy girls in the US after they watched new moon, they said : "he bit me!" oh tolong la.

can someone loves someone so selflessly , thinking only for the best of that other someone? nope. no one can. only vampires can? hahaha obviously thats bcoz theyre not real. hmph

ok sneak peek :)

Salam aidil adha evryone.. :) n have a nice weekend

pffft watevr

okay, whatthehell.

for me,
not telling simply means lying.
(what more if u even lied summore to cover up?)
n i despise the feeling of being lied to. (stil couldnt be all numb about it altho something almost similar happend recently,sorry canthelp myself)
im more pissed at the lie (or the not tellings?), and not the actual things.actually.

oh its thursday like ALREADY ..?

wahh

ive been meaaaaningg to post some pictures from jakarta & bandung trip arituh... i even dedicated one whole saturday to pick which pictures and to edit if some of them are not really candy to eyes (ape ayat ni? haha). but here we are, 4/5 days later... stil tak sempat lg nak letak! hahaha ok i promise la b4 this week habis mesti akan letak, either in blog or fb (both kot).

anywaysss
2 days ago i watched julie & julia. and typically i would be influenced by the movie and was thinking that i *do * love*cooking*or*baking sometimes. and since evryone in the office likes to bring their products (tiramisu lah, cheesecake lah, brownies cheese lah and oh wait, hari ni trifle? god bless k.nora!), i ve been thinking mayb i shud start baking balik (like if got time leh ..). of course whatever that ill be baking/cooking shall be something EASY. hahaha. n mayb i ll put the recipe here. hm, did u notice i used like 2 maybes already? so dont get ur hopes too high. as usual, its just me, rambling with a little motivation (from the movie o'course).

i figure that reading this would be a waste of ur time, so here's something. remember the last time i've been attending series of talk by Suhaib Webb when he came to Malaysia ? so there was this du'a he'd always mentioned and i ve been trying hard (ok maybe not hard enough) to know the real wordings, and arituh i read husna's blog and she did blog it! so i copied & pasted here (hope its ok tau husna ;) )

Once a man came into the Mosque of the prophet [صلى الله عليه وسلم] lamenting over his sins. The man was so overcome and saddened by his state that the Prophet [صلى الله عليه وسلم] said to him, “Say this:

اللهم مغفرتك أوسع من ذنوبي ورحمتك أرجى عندي من عملي

Allahuma maghfiratoka awsaa’ min thonoobi
Wa rahmatoka arja ‘andey min ‘amaley

"Oh Allah, your forgiveness is greater than my sins and my hope in Your mercy is greater to me than my actions”

The man said this and the Prophet [صلى الله عليه وسلم] said to him, “Say it again.” The man repeated it then the Prophet said to him, “Say it again.” The man did it and the Prophet [صلى الله عليه وسلم] said to him, “Arise for, indeed, Allah has forgiven you.”*

*This incident was related by al-Hakim with a sound chain that he considered to match the standards of Imam Muslim.

ok out of topic. yesterday there was this client of the boss. so very handsome n soft spoken n well mannered (n young of course!) !! haha this somehow assured me that these men exist . here. in malaysia. (the fact that he's married or not is irrelevant as he's just like a benchmark. haha) (although i did notice he's wearing a ring but not sure which finger :p)

freety good friday

im feeling (a bit) good today :)

like having this good vibe, and hoping it will last at least until today ends. haha

lately a bit down: having read this one novel, and its not even that good like a bit dragging but i stil need to finish it cuz obviously curious for the ending. then some movies ive watched, and theyre not that satisfying. i wonder y good movies extinct or better, y ppl produce bad ones. hm

anyways since im in a good mood, was searching for nice pictures, or anything that boost the spirit, if u know wat i mean.

so i happened to bloghopping til i found this blog. like reaaally nice blog, with very2 cool/pretty/beautiful/inspiring pictures all over. in hope that u will also find this blog is so best, i link it here.. hope it is okay for the owner. hoho.

and hey what do u know, today is friday the 13th! superstituous (yg bole membawa kepada syirik kecil hoho) aside, hope today will remain a freety good one instead of freaky.

(and of course, my boss is not in rite now., hahaha)
ok back to work !