Sunday, July 15, 2007

"Freedom is the right of all sentient beings"


although this come quite late ann,,tapi...
SILE LAH SUME ORANG GI TGK TRANSFOMERS OKEYH!!~
seriously friggin kool!! kicking ass kool okey,,!!


downturns:
-tickets were sold out, wat were left only the front seats..! ahh dem2
-beli le jugak an,,so the whole 2+ hour mendongak je keje. ahh tensen
but just imagine, even with that suck+uncomfy position pun dah terase ke'best'an cite tuh..wat more if watch it properly kan,,,duduk selesa2,,kalo kat umah tuh,,sambil baring2 ke an... pehhhhhh sure lagi masyuk cite uh.. gile ah camne org US ni terer benor wat movie??!!!!
okay2, dont compare with malaysian muvi le kan...its like ure comparing between a baby and a mature 24yr old. got wat i mean?
aiseh that wasnt too mean was it? mau mengamuk org2 filem kat msia. haha im only saying facts here baby. ;p

come tuesday is my short call day. where i'll have to be represented by any lawyer conditionally must hv a practicing certificate. the process will only takes well the most is 5minutes je. so the lawyer will somewat certified that all my filings of the form required by the court (for my admission as chambering student) , were all true la. then the court pun setuju. ala tu je
okey so here's the cool fact - my short call date is as the same as this one kiut UITM student. haha best tak?! die penah dtg uia dulu representing uitm in a mooting competition. haha who wud hv thot gotta meet him again. hahahah
supporting cool fact - the day i found out he's on the same date(i checked it kat court le) , then i bumped into him at bar council and he tegur me. i was like. whoaa..mantain2. ala walaupun die tegur tak sampai 3 ayat2 inquiry je, but stil, whaa... (patutnye emot yg air liur meleleh2 cm blog imang. hahaha)
so this tuesday will meet him. KOT. haha pastu wat sucks is, byk le plak an pimples here and there skang. cis. dah la dapat jumpe die cm 2 tahun skali an,,perlu la muke ni tanak licin plak skang~~~ dem dem

okey esok mau kije. pesanan sebelum tidur, i'd like to thank Michael Bay for having to create such an AWWWWESOMMME superbly hands down friggin kicking ass kool movie. EVER. and, to all autobots out there, u guys kick ass man. sile la dtg malaysia and bumble bee sile la jadi my car. hihihi sangat lah berangan dan sgt lah over. haha

p/s: imang, suwah, lengkali nonton cite ni lagi ya~ haha. tak kesah la dvd ke ape an. janji puas ati!!!!
"My heart did time in Siberia

Was waiting for the life to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too"
BSB - Siberia
(sob2 :~< )


Wednesday, July 11, 2007

manggis

alhamdulillah
wish granted. just ate manggis, papa + tame just got back from Johor.
:))
tu la.. ha tu belum kat syurga lagi tuh..baru rase nak makan manggis, papa dah beli manggis.
ceh padehal dah call papa wat suare merajuk2 an apsal asik beli durian dan tidak manggis.
haih laa anak perempuan mengade2.
kau ingat kau chantek?~ (for the 2nd time quoting imang quoting her fren ijam)

musim durian

hm
ibarat menunggu durian yg taknak gugur pada musim durian.
frustrating isnt it
apetah lagi kalo menunggu durian yg taknak gugur pada musim manggis?
wait. that sounds .. pretty acceptable. doesnt it. hehe

-who cares i dont like durian pun. why the hell wait.
-oh imang n iman suke durian. and my whole family. kecuali hikmat. hm nasib baik ade hikmat.
-and oh, nak makan manggis :( bukan ke selalunye musim manggis serentak dgn durian?

pointless.
haiihh (oopss..laki tak suke pempuan mengeluh. lah peduli ape? kau ingat kau chantek? (quoting imang, quoting ijam her fren that ive never met b4) )


and why de hell i got so over freaked out by durian? kesiannye durian tak bersalah!

Monday, July 9, 2007

gastrik

815 - telan ubat with an empty stomach

830 - arrived at office, tummy felt uneasy

9+ - erghh sakitnye perut

10 - told en.hadi im having stomach ache, asked permission to go home (peh slambe!!) he said okay. dah sakit perut nak wat camne or so he said

1030- makan nasi kat rumah + milo+ quaker oat , tiger balm letak kat perut. called kak yong, she said i got gastrik.the first n last time i got this was before my admission kat main camp gombak.

11am-6pm - terbaring atas katil, sakit on n off. come n go.

630 - makan ubat gastrik drpd kakyong. kakyong bg MC skali :)

now - makan ubat skali lagi dan reporting to dearest blog ..

after this - will be having my beauty sleep

tomorrow - keje.. :~~( tapi duduk rumah dlm keadaan sakit pun takde maknenye.....

Friday, July 6, 2007

what man is a man who does not make the world better

in the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, Most Merciful

You see, none of us choose our end, really. its our actions that would decide.
no one wants to end up in a hot, burning place. we all wanna have a good ending. yet in this world, there's too much excuses, too much temptations, too much satisfactions too much demands to be fulfilled. all put us in dilemmas. old ppl say diluah mati emak, ditelan mati bapak. so we doubt.

but would all that compensate? we neglect what Allah told us to do, only to please ppl in this world, of which, we wont know if we will ever gonna meet them in the next life; the everlasting destination. no its not worth it. so we try as much to abide what syariah has prescribed for us, try as much not to be tangled up in a conflict between the interest of our surroundings, and of course, Allah's interest. what about our interest? well Allah says if we protect Allah's interest then he'll protect what's ours. only then that we convinced. that its the right choice. of course it is. but Shaitan as always, whispering all their sweet destructive advices. suggesting if we do this, only once, then its okay what~.. their whispers forming becoming our own excuses when we debating within ourselves whether or not we should do this, or do that, our omissions, our actions, our inactions.

so its not easy. it never is. and not going to be. thats why this world is a test. for us all. and a test wont ever be easy will it.. pointless it will be if it is easy. thats where our guidance comes in. Allah has already provide for us Quran n Sunnah so that we wont go astray. then again its up to us whether to take the guidance or resort to any other options that blinded us in this life. in this temporary life, temporary world. at the end of the day, our actions will define whether we follow the syariah, or we dont. follow our hearts, or our heads? its our souls that we are protecting.

i once heard/read sumwhere they say if we're doubting whether wat we are doing is wrong/right, then ask our hearts. if it feels comfortable, then its a good thing. if we feel uneasy about it, then forget bout it. but then if our hearts are kotor already, then no use lah this method. (baru teringat rupenye mcm dalam nasyid hijjaz tuh. hehe)

hehe just a thought...

****

A king may move a man.
A father may claim a son.
But remember that,
even when those who move you be kings or men of power,
your soul is in your keeping alone.

When you stand before God, you cannot say,
''But l was told by others to do thus'',
or "that virtue was not convenient at the time''.
This will not suffice.
Remember that.

There, at the end of the world,
you are not what you were born,
but what you have within yourself to be.

-quoted from Kingdom of Heaven

****


''What man is a man
who does not make the world better?''



****
sile lah denga Plain white T's - Hey There Delilah . luv luv luv this song v v much! ^^ (quite unappropriate with this post eh..huhuh..)
Boston
by Augustana

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone?
Oh, it has begun

Oh dear, you look so lost
Your eyes are red when tears are shed
Swirls you must have crossed, you said
"You dont know me, you dont even care."
Oh yeah, she said.
"You dont know me and you dont wear my chains"
Oh yeah?


The essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field

When flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you, you said

"You don't know me and you don't even care."
Oh yeah, she said,
"You don't know me and you don't wear my chains."
Oh yeah...


She said: "I think I'm going to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
I think I'll get a lover
I'll fly 'em out to Spain

Oh yeah, I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I was tired
I think I need a new town
To leave this all behind

I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of a sunset
Here it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice, oh yeah...

Boston
Where no one knows my name
Yeah...no one knows my name
No one knows my name..."

its a nice song indeed, in luv with the lyrics, piano and all..lalala~ think i'll start a new life. haish think i better berhijrah. in every sense of it. (i wish)

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

curi tulang macam seronok

hehehe im at my office, curi2 tulang, pasang internet, intai2 blog orang. hahaha
living my own pace at work. kehehe
ini sebagai balasan kerana mlm td ive lost my precious beautiful sleep, to finish the Teaming Agreement, and only to be rejected when i showed to my Master (boss la in other words) pagi tadi at 11am.
jadi..padan muke i. haha

ive just received a letter from the Bar Council Legal Aid Centre. they also sent the list of the places for me to do my legal aid.hmmm tak tau nak pilih katne,, syariah Clinic mcm best, Dock Brief oso cam cool , but ive never had any experiences dealing with criminal litigation, so..why risk kan,, Sungai Buloh and Kajang Women Prison Clinic pun mcm best jugak, altho quite a scary thot meeting up with prisoners kan.. huhu so..nanti la decide, of kos wud like to cari kwn to do same2 first, altho we might not be scheduled to bertugas the same day, but if got someone i know doing the same place as mine, that wud be comfortable isnt it.

for unknown reasons, i kinda feel a bit bliss+happy2 receiving the letter.. alah just another letter from bar council kan.. but watdaheck, the feeling that im gonna gain another experience ive never had before, kinda exciting.. hehe :D

seronok pulak bace blog org,, rase nak transform my blog into something unusual, extreme uniqueness, but then, feel like wanna tone it down..like having peace of its own.. well watdahel im talking about nih. point is, its just good to know ppl, feels good to read other ppl's thots, kinda inspiring, kinda gives u an exquisite feeling (apekah maksud exquisite? is it appropriate? cikgu english wan madihah, please correct ey.. ;) ) its good to enter into other ppl's lives, wat more if u are able to touch their's kan?

just another boring entry... ;)


i promise i wont curi tulang again, this is my first attempt-and almost succeed since its almost 6pm already. haha . tomorrow gonna do all the tertangguh calls to make, gonna complete the S&P Agreement, and will fly out of the office before lunch to meet up Kak rosnee!! at 3pm at KLbar (there'll be this conveyancing stuff course) yeay!!.. somehow i just realized i miss her quite banyak22.. hihihi