hello leg cramps

ok so the morning (more like, all day -_-") sickness is over, and im not that constantly hungry now. but the bloating after eating part is still here, guess it'll never go away sbb perut makin besar kot.

the fatigue part pun i guess will never end ,.. ok u just wait until the baby is born lagi la penat tak tido malam etc - org kata. no wonder perempuan sebenarnye senang nak masuk syurga eh. sbb byk trials yg leceh2 nih haha. anywaysss,, alhamdulillah ala kulli haal.

ok so the 1 week trip to japan was GREAT, but i was penat every minute. now that im getting all the leg cramps, i thank Allah that i dont get those when i was in japan. gila kau nak leg cramp hari2 mmg duk rumah je la jawapnye. sgt membazir..so alhamdulillah on that too. pictures... semua masih di dalam memory card camera boleh tak. just couldnt find the time to upload in the pc.

mama still in the hosp. papa said doc said boleh keluar on friday. think its quite a while for mama to be there. hopefully by friday she's feeling all better. amiin.

thinking of my hopes for the child, made me think that every parents have high hopes and expectations for their child. but how many turns out to be as their parents' wish? a good smash on me. haha. mayb thats y ppl says being a mother could change you. n i hope it'll change me the good way. amiin.

ok gotta go work fill the empty pocket with some money. money runs dry now that we're back from japan. everything there is x 4 = so kopak :)

p/s: am also blinded by the books uswah lent to me which one to read first (while automatically hands reached down on rob's n browse thru haha. thats said, cant wait for 24th! oh wait, its tomorrow!! dang... *hearts beating*)

peh 7 bulan! okla almost

Hello blog. Lama tak jumpe.

Readers,,, mayb dah tak ada sebab its been 7 (okla almost) friggin monthssss saya tak update apa2!!

u know sometimes when u feel lost or when u drive alone in your car, u were thinking about this n that, suddenly it got u like 'oh i must write about this!' n u start berangan to write, u did feel a little off because u have put writing on hold for far too long and yes u got the feeling that notwriting makes u less urself. maybe thats why writers become writers. (and bloggers become bloggers hehe) my point is, yes i have had those moments selalu jugak for the past 7 (okla almost) months ni, but dunno what has kept me so long to even write a post.

yesterday i suddenly had an epiphany ( eh ke camne usage die?) like ok well since im pregnant now (entering 11weeks today! ) semalam only i got the 'motherly feelings' haha a bit funny tho cuz im not motherly at all. so i was like terharu sekejap pastu my mind started la imagining things we (me n baby insyaAllah) can do together, like baking2 (inspired by kak aliya sbb layth looks so cute lagi pandai bake dari aku!) masak2 while waiting for the baba from work - im gonna familiarize him/her with masak2 apa2, gardening, science-project-ing, deco his room and etc. so thats when i thot to myself. ok kena blog ni. haha

anyways thats the quick update. need to mandi now n off to the office.

hope to write again soon. been busy all this while doing donnowats. haha. k moving around every week is tiring n time consuming, not to mention being pregnant itself is tiring ,haha.

Spring cleaning

Omg the amount of cleaning tht has to be done by friday nite!! x_x"

Inilah akibatnye if ure a procrastinator -_-"

Imang will whack me nicely when she reads this n hopefully she wont feel tht way when she sees the room nanti (dh siap kemas, amiiinn)

Tomorrow is a new day inshallah, hope i'll be better than today biiznillah.

On life recently: changed, rerouting, bleak, hopeless n mundane. Praying for a glimpse of light at the end of the tunnel, inshaallah.

P/s: omg annoyying nye apps hape haku gune nih xleh landscape view! Leceh gile type 1 jari...