reminder to self

if u want out,
figure a way.

if u ve found the way,
see to it, follow where it leads to.

if it leads to the place u wanna be,
alhamdulillah.

if it dont, then,, try and try again.

or u know wat, just stay in.
and make the most out of it.

arghh... im so disturbed.
ok alak. DO wat u MUST.
hate whoever u want. but dont hold grudges.
not good for health. ok ape ni.

roger n out.

somewhere someday

Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dreams that you dream of
once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
And the dreams that you dream of,
dreams really do come true
Someday I’ll wish upon a star, wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops,
that’s where you’ll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
And the dreams that you dare to, oh why, oh why can’t I?
Well I see trees of green and red roses too,
I’ll watch them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

Well I see skies of blue and clouds of white
and the brightness of day
I like the dark
and I think to myself, what a wonderful world
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands saying,
How do you do?
They’re really saying, I – I love you
I hear babies cry and I watch them grow,
they’ll learn much more than we’ll know
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

Someday I’ll wish upon a star, wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops,
that’s where you’ll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dreams that you dare to, oh why, oh why can’t I?

ju put the video earlier on fb .
nice isnt it? :)

be thankful

fabiayyi Aalaa' i rabbi kuma tukazzibaan..

sometimes i WANT to be thankful. and sometimes I AM. but on certain times im just.. oh the opposite word is ungrateful lah kan.
sometimes its hard.
ergh pening.
as usual, just rambling. i mean, my own name means Nikmat-nikmat. so how is it i find it so hard to be thankful for just evrything Allah has given me? .. or mayb sometimes i forgot to be thankful.

but u know what, just be thankful anyway. the next thing thats gonna happen may not be the best thing for me, but if it makes u smile, then just be thankful that u can at least stil squeeze a smile, rite.

again im not making any sense. pening. like i said, just rambling .. thinking out loud. rite. roger and out.

not quite a resolution

heyya suddenly its..wat...a NEW YEAR?!! haha doesnt make any difference to me. stil have no resolutions (just like last yr) to fulfill, and my effing job kept me occupied this whole week that i was unable to make myself believe that its an effing new yr for a new start. thus im not looking fwd to it.

but that was this morning. b4 i settle this one matter with one of clients. and what a relief was able to settle that. alhamdulillahh... praise be to Allah... the MOST Gracious & MOST Merciful.. thank u Allah.. so finally i do have one happy start for a new yr :)

and afterwards, went to see pijat's new baby named Muhammad Aiman with Dayah & Jla. cute nye baby dia!! dah bukak mata and all (ok forgot to amik gamba.huhu) . hehe Congrats Pijat, i bet ur gonna be a cool mum :))

and then.. we went to KLCC for a quick bite (not that quick tho) and borak2.. had a really good time there :)) imang & hikmat also sempat purchased a couple of books.

so now, on another somewhat positive tone, ive made a mental list of some 2010 resolutions for myself and gonna start with this:-
1) get myself new converse . grey colour. lama gila dok postpone, kept on forgetting. haha

u know wats a downer? when u wanna start anew, the exact thing u wanted to forget the most came up out of nowhere. but uh... start anew anyway rite. haha

so uh...may this 2010 be the time for us to unfold new horizons and realise new dreams, to rediscover the strength and faith within us.. let this be the year where we all find love happiness contentment n bliss...amiiiinn...
so yeah, HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

oh this is edited later.. hehe:- i kinda like the age of 26 , so i guess imma try to make this yr best /fun :)) (or try to rejoice it). hehe