i exceptionally hate today
why work can be so pressuring.
client boss client bank client valuer client sume mcm @%#$&*
but then again, siape yg tak penah rase pressure working kan.

saye rase macammahu kembali ke zaman jahiliyah dan menc*a*r***t sesuka hati.
saye benci apa saja.

jangan pernah lepas katenyee

Ku takkan pernah tertawa
Ku takkan pernah bahagia
Ku takkan pernah merasakannya
Bila kau tak di sini
Ku takkan pernah tertawa
Ku takkan pernah sempurna
Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu
Bila kau tak di sini
oh..



kata orang, when u have found someone who completes u (ew, tom cruise :p) or simply someone u love, (n provided of course, he/she loves u back) dont u ever let them go. things like that dont come often in life :)

so, to all the brides & grooms in this coming wedding month of May (yes, there are tons of them), especially to my closed ones: Uswah, Nasibah, & Suhaib , I wish you the greatest happiness and a blessed married life ever! May Allah bless u & partner, grant u both the strength to maintain a joyful yet blessed married life, the eternal love to keep u both alive.
May ur wedding day be the new beginning to an everlasting love, and may you look your most beautiful and happiest on your wedding day!

many things i wanna wish u guys, tapi all of it sums up to: i wish u happiness :)) throughout ur life.

*apsal rase syahdu plek nih.haha

*lagu tu best kan?

these few days

urgh.. ppl of the house already are tired hearing me say : byknye keje.. tak cukup tgn.. takleh tido a mlm ni kene siapkan keje . and they even got tired when they found me in the living room, sleeping unconsciously with the so called kerja kat sebelah, remain untouched. and when i woke up i went all miserables like evrybody's business :p

but seriously, i wasnt saying bull when i said those things. i mean, i thot what slows me down from finishing my work at the office so that work will stay at work, and no need to bring em back, is the internet ( who can deny checking on fb and commented on evryone's latest status / quizzes as a kickstart at work? ;p) at the office. but now its been 2 days the office's modem got broken and now the tmnet men already switched to a new one but rupe2nye router kitorang plak dah kong (which the initial reason of the broken modem. heh). and stil, im bringing home the work (and bring it back to the office. haha at least i did have the intiative lah kot ehh). so no, its not the internet then. maybe its my slowness. hm. malu nye ok. or the clients / or the walk in clients, or the other works mr boss gave me like everyday. huhu (how am i suppose to draft a 20+ pages (or 17 at the least) JV when i dont get the details of the actual arrangement between the parties? party norwegian plek. dang! quite gilo di situ kan...)

so anyway, mintak maaf la uols yg kat rumah if i kept on complaining. guess (or no guess for imang) im such a terrible berleter person (saham konfem turun takpe yg bace blog ni only gals haha) afterall.

*asteriks*

ky selamat hari lahir!! moga diberkati umur yang panjang dan dipermudahkan segala urusan di dunia dan lebih2 lagi di akhirat! how i wish i cud say this to u in person (tak main la skype) depan2 gitu. haha but one can always dream :)
semoga menjadi isteri yg lebih baik, anak yang lebih baik, dan ibu yg lebih baik. in short , may u become a better person than yesteryearss..maklumlah umur dah mencecah the big O. wow takutnye! (takpe dah kawen, ade anak, berkerjaye- standard wishlist for a woman)

*asteriks*
my laptop is like uber slow lately!! while i do luv the windows 7 hikmat installed in here (which hasnt been offcially run by windows yet), i think it heavied my laptop nih. so i guess have to change back to xp. cis.

so annoyed

yea that says it all

aku merinduimu.. TING TONG!

sounds familiar kan catch phrase di atas? (or is it just me? haha)

if i'm not mistaken it was from iklan bedak/perfume Enchanteur.. kalo tak pun body spray Impulse.. anywhich lah kan.

1.
comel kan gamba di atas? wah adakah my sister n family have changed their nationality? where's the effectiveness of BTN upon abg noh & ky? haha

2.
obviously tame is the one on the ride(right). haha bersama his favorite himar.

i miss them terribly. the ones in the above pics (yes, pls exclude the no-name egyptian guy..huhu). i read their blogs, and sgt terkesan + rindu. adekah geli? haha sile abaikan. i wish i cud have the money to go visit them. all. jom berangan. make it a month trip, tour europe (eh tibe2 makin besar liability!) pastu tgk ky, then tour egypt, pastu tgk tame.
ok berangan period ends.

but it wud surely cost a bomb. i thot i was one of the girls from gossip girl ke? with private jet and all. haha. wonder how some ppl just earned so banyak or just got sponsored by parents to go visit frens or relatives abroad. jeles alert! look my face is all green with envy o_O already. i mean no matter how hard i bust my a$$ off trying to meet the deadlines, meeting demands of very leceh clients.. i'll still be earning this much. how do ppl got money so banyak? business they wud say.. yeke..yeke.. as if i donno the risk kan. but then ppl who arent willing to risk, arent willing to succeed katenye.. hmm some ppl are just meant to stay where they are..? wat kind of ppl is that? the kind yg pemalas mcm gua. hahaha

u know maybe i shud just join the politics. afterall thats where all the money recycles rite? hahar (kau ingat kau kj? menantu tun? haha)

peh. nasib baik ada 2 siblings je abroad, kalo ramai, makin panjang lah list budget gua.. haha

p/s: fb sooo a downer at ofis ni lately. takde harapan la nak cek whther nadia has uploaded the pics or not -_-;

st*pid stre*m*x

is streamyx getting lousy-er these days or is it my office's line that makes EVERYthing slow
(cant Last.fm, cant fb, hm, conveniently enough for an office ler kan. haha)

had an AWESOME weekend :))
hint: jb, singapore, cousins, frens, oth, chuck, gg, greek :))

will blog the pics later when received from nadia. til then, work3.
Lets

sweeeet

i was supposed to be doing my neverending unfinished files.

but here i am..cant help but blog this vid.
well, just like many other y.a 's petronas ads, yang sume touching2 belaka.. this one really goes straight to heart. sweet gils.

i guess this is somewhat like the sequel of my previous post. haha.yelah tu. like fast forward 50tahun nye sequel ;p

but yeah, for some reasons already mentioned by wan here, i cant say i'm a fan of allll of her art works cuz while watching the movies, i cant really grasp whats she trying to potray but to confuse the audience. also like wan, i am thankful that so far i can differentiate la whats wrong, whats not. whats appropriate to follow in her movies, and what are just nonsense.. (yeah this is where u insert the neverending debates on her movies...) BUT

but... i am totally her fan in alllll of her ads in TV! mcm petronas ads tuh...sume touching gilss... i luv her concept of the importance of family, taking care of ur parents, to be nice to them etc. so anyways.. u enjoyed the video i embed here right ;) thats all that matters.
for now.
ouuuhh..back to work. !dang.

fall

i wonder why must we fall in love;
and not rise in love?

why is it must be a fall?

i mean, if we fall, its gonna hurt, right?
does that implies that if we fall in love, its gonna hurt too?
maybe in some way, just maybe, the language is warning us..

so..consider urself warned and
be careful ..
(wooo~~)